Peters POV
I got my stuff packed and went to bed, I was happy that Henry was going to have an amazing home but I just couldn't get over the thought of having to leave all these amazing kids behind...
My eyes started to water and before you know it tears were streaming down my cheeks, I put my face into my pillow and cried myself to sleep.
I woke up the next morning at 8 am and the couple that were fostering me were already here, they seemed quite nice so maybe it'll be good for me. Mrs. Emory saw how anxious I looked and rubbed my back "don't worry Peter the other kids are going to be ok I promise, we I'll take care of them" she said with a soft smile. I smiled back weakly and I felt my eyes starting to water again. My phone kept buzzing so I went to see who it was
The losers
Queen of everyone
Hey Loser! Hope everything goes well with the new family
Ned led
Ya hope it goes well dude
If you need anything text us immediately I will have 9-1-1 on speed dial
Queen of everyone
Dude he's Spider-Man
Ned led
Ya but still
Peter
Thanks guys and I won't need anything don't worry
I'm just nervous about leaving the other kids
But I'm really happy for Henry
Queen of everyone
Don't worry Loser Lily got them covered
And the other older kids
Peter
Ik but I feel bad I'm leaving them
Ned led
Your leaving them for the better!
Peter
Ig :/
I gtg byeeeee
Queen of everyone
Byeeeee
Ned led
Byeeeeee
I put my phone back into my pocket and I saw the couple walk through the doors and when they saw me their faces lit up. "Hey Peter!" The red headed lady said. "I'm Sharon Brown and this is my husband Jerry!" "H-hi" I said to them nervously. Mrs. Emory pulled them aside to talk to them and have them sign some papers.
"Hey Pete" Lily said from behind me. "Take this necklace so we can remember each other, I have the other half of the pendant" I took it and put it in my pocket and she smiled. "Also that dude, just be careful he's a cop and he was once suspected of killing his brothers newborn baby" she whispered to me. "W-what?" I said a little panicked. "Ummm... ya I wanna stay here..." I said scratching the back of my neck.
"I'm sorry Pete" Lily aid with teary eyes. "You ready to go Peter?" Mrs. Emory said. "Uh y-ya I guess" I said a little frightened. Mr. Brown put his arm around my shoulders with a tight grip and I flinched. This can't be good.
When we got to the house there were 3 other kids who were also fostered there, they didn't look the best they were bruised and looked to be overtired. Nonononono, don't think that brain they are good people they aren't finna hurt you. They walked me to my room, I shared a room with the other boy there. "You will be sharing a room with Jose, he's 15 but I think you boys will get along just well." Mr. Brown said before walking out. "H-hey" I said to Jose "hey" he said back.
"Welcome to Hell" was the only thing he said to me before he walked out. I gulped and panicked a little, I grabbed out my phone
The Gc no one wanted
Peter
Just know that you guys are amazing people and I'm glad I met y'all :)
Boss lady
What's wrong honey??
Are you ok?
Do you need to talk about something
SRS
Do I need to kill someone
Peter
Not yet
On your left
Not yet?!!!
Capsicle
Are you ok?
Peter
Well I moved out of the other home I was in and I'm staying with these people and idk if I should trust them or not. I mean they seem like good people but they are just...
Idk
It's something abt them
And the guy he's a cop but a few years ago he was suspected of killing his brothers Newborn child.
Which FREAKED me out
Boss lady
Turn your location on Peter
Just in case please
Peter
I will
I trust you guys
Lightning McQueen
That dude isn't a slay.
Witch lady
Fr fr
Peter
^
Capsicle
What does slay mean
And what does 'fr fr' mean?
Bucket
Fr fr means for real for real like true or yesss
And SLAY just mean YASS💅
Capsicle
Why that emoji?
Did you get a pedicure?
Bucket
🤦🏻♂️
Capsicle
Why you slapping your head bucket?
Lightning McQueen
Shut the hell up cap
Capsicle
LANGUAGE
mr. Hacker
IM ABOUT TO LANGUAGE YOUR ASS CAP
capsicle
...
SRS
Thank you Tony
Birdbrain
May Thor bless you Tony
Poptart
I HAVE BEEN SUMMONED
Peter
What-
Poptart
WHY IS THE SON OF TONY MOVING IN WITH MAN OF MURDER
Birdbrain
We don't know if he actually killed the baby
Boss lady
But still! He should not be able to foster kids
Bucket
Can I kidnap the kid
Boss lady
No!
Birdbrain
Yes!
Peter
Yes!
SRS
Yes!
Mr. Hacker
Yes!
Capsicle
No!
On your left
No!
Carol
No kidnapping
Mr. Hacker
...
SRS
Where did you come from?
Carol
Sorry this gc has been muted ever since it was created cause I don't wanna be here
Mr. Hacker
None of us do
Witch lady
I wanna be here!
Birdbrain
Shush child the adults are talking
Witch lady
Fine I'll hang out with poptart and blow up another planet
Lightning McQueen
I'm coming too!!
SRS
Don't get caught children!
Peter
I gtg Mrs. brown is calling me for lunch byeee
Mr. Hacker
Bye kid
Boss lady
Text us if you need any help!
I put my phone in my pocket and walked down the stairs and went to the kitchen "hey Pete, I want you to cook lunch" Mrs. brown said while grabbing the orange juice from the fridge. I liked cooking and I was afraid I was finna get hit if I didn't cook "yes ma'am! What do you want me to make?" I asked "ramen for all 6 of us should be good" she said while smiling.
"Jerry has to leave for work in about 2 hours so he won't be here for dinner but can you cook that too, I would but I'll set the house on fire" she said between sips of orange juice "yes ma'am of course"I said with a fake smile. Tbh I was kinda scared that Mrs. brown was gonna hit me when I went down the stairs.
I cooked lunch and served it to everyone "thanks Peter" Mr. brown said while sitting down. All the other kids came and sat down. "Why don't you guys introduce your selves" Mrs. brown said. "I'm Sofia" the blonde girl with French braids and brown eyes is, she had to be about 10. "I'm Angela"the brown haired girl with ocean blue eyes said, she looked 10 or 11 the most. "You already met me but I'm Jose" Jose had black hair and blue eyes.
I ate a little bit of my ramen but didn't eat a lot "eat it all" mr. Brown said while almost giving me a death stair "I-I'm full sir" I said while looking down "DAMMET BOY EAT THE FOOD" mr. Brown yelled at me. Boy, when I get called boy it's a trigger word for me, and why was he yelling at me? This isn't MB is it? Why do I feel stuck? Why am I back in the closet I need to leave! I need to breath! Just breath Peter just breath. My eyes started to get teary and I shoved the food down my throat and left the table immediately and walked into my room.
I couldn't breath, my cheeks were warm from the tears running down them, I was holding my stomach. I needed to breath but I felt stuck and I just couldn't. I felt alone, I feel like I have no one, my life is a living nightmare. I needed to escape, I need to just breath. I sat down on the floor and put my knees to my chest and bent my head down. I was hyperventilating and felt lien I was going to pass out. I crawled over to my phone and clicked on the first contact in the group chat no one wanted.
I clicked on Boss lady and called her. She answered after 3 rings "hey Pete you ok what's wrong?" She said "i-I-I c-can't b-b-breath" I said through chokes. "Hey, hey, hey Pete it's ok ready breath in 1,2,3. Hold 1,2,3. Out 1,2,3." She repeated that a few more times and I came to my senses and stopped hyperventilating. "I'm sorry" I said to her while sobbing. "Hey honey no it's ok it's not your fault, it's never your fault for a panic attack, everyone has one every now and then don't feel sorry sweetie" she said in a soft comforting voice.
"T-thank you" I was starting to stop crying and wiped my cheeks dry "do you want to talk about what happened?" She asked "mr. Brown yelled at me and used a certain word that brought back bad memories and I-I just got o-overwhelmed" I said while feeling really tired. "I'm sorry sweetie" she said "tell him you get triggered by that certain word" she said in the same soft voice that I knew from the hospital and... somewhere else... where have I heard this voice?
"I don't want to be a burden to him, and what if he yells at me again? What if he won't understand? What if he kicks me out? What is he doesn't want me anymore? Wha-" I got cut off by Boss lady trying to calm me down and reassuring that everything was going to be ok.
"Thank you" I said with a tired voice. "Your welcome sweetie, now get some rest" she said. "I will" I hung up the phone and the minute my head hit the pillow I was out.
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Wrote 26/8/22
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