" they can't " " their going on a vacation with out us " he says
" their going on a vacation ? and leaving us here ? " i ask
" yeah " bruce says nodding
heaven
" thank you god " i say laughing
bruce scoffs
" when do they leave ? " i ask
" tomorrow morning and they come back friday " he says
" what the hell, looks like i'm getting drunk for a week ! " i say laughing
bruce pushes me in front of him to walk faster
" geez i was kidding bruce " i say rolling my eyes
i turn around and walk backwards
" how are you and that one girl " i ask
" oh lily ? " he says smiling
" yeah her " i say
" we're good, tomorrow we're gonna go to the drive in so you have to stay home " he says
i roll my eyes
" sure " i say
" i mean it y/n, your gonna stay home " he says pointing at me
" yeah and i said su- " im cut off by me falling
i land on my back and the wind gets knocked out of me
i hear bruce laugh and then stand over me
" i think you fell " he says
" y-yeah me too " i say flipping him off
" i'm your brother not your friend " he says smacking my hand down
he holds his hand out
i take it and he helps me up
" stop walking backwards " he says
" that's why you fell "
i open my mouth
" really ? i fell because i was walking backwards " i say sarcastically
he scoffs and laughs
day skip —-–—————-–————-–—————-–——-
my parents already left so i'm just in my room
i'm very bored
today's saturday too
even more boring
i get off my bed and sneak to the front door
bruce said ' i'm not letting you go out because you won't come home till 12 '
i'm turning the door knob
" what are you doing " i hear bruce says from behind me
i turn around
" just checking the mail " i say nervously laughing
" mail ? " he asks
i nod
" y/n " he says
i roll my eyes and sigh
i walk over to the couch and sit down
" fine i was going to go to my friends house " i say
" hm which friend " he says
" oh uhm.. finney- finney blake's house " i say
" you were going to go to finneys blake's house ? " he asks confused
" yeah " i say
" oh well i'll take you there then " he says
shit
i don't actually want to go to finney blake's house
to hang out with that weirdo
i'll just go to mattys or buzz's as soon as bruce leaves
why didn't i think of that
i stand up
" okay yeah " i say
he nods
we get into the car
" do yo- " im cut off by bruce
" i already know his address " bruce says
we get to finneys house
i close bruce's car door
i walk to finneys front door
and knock
please for the love of god
don't let anyone see me here
the door opens
" y/n ? " finney says
i turn around
bruce is still there
i look back at finney
" let me in you freak " i say
i walk past him and into his house
he shuts his door
i turn around
" do you sleep in the living room or what ? " i ask
" oh no i uhm- my room is over here " he says
he opens a door
i walk inside
" it's.. cute " i say slightly laughing
i turn my head to the side a little bit
and see a smiths poster
( i know i know the smiths were in 1982 and not 1978 let me have my fan girl moment 😒😒 )
i run over to it
" holy shit finney you listen to the smiths ? " i ask
i look at him
" yeah " he says smiling
" favorite song " i ask
" heaven knows i'm miserable now " he says
" what no- no way " i say laughing
i sit down on his bed
" obviously the best song is there is a light that never goes out " i say rolling my eyes
" your kidding me ? " he says
he scoffs
" it's heaven knows i'm miserable now " he says
he sits down in his desk chair
" get out already " i say laughing
" it's my room ! " he says laughing too
" oh yeah " i say still laughing
we stop laughing after sometime
for the past 10 minutes we've been asking eachother questions
he's sitting in his chair and i'm laying down on his bed
" okay okay " i say
" favorite soda " i ask
" pepsi " he says
i sit up
" pepsi ?? are you kidding me " i say
i have a shocked expression on my face
" what ?? " he asks
" no no no pepsi is the worst soda " i say scoffing
" then what is the best soda " he ask
" coke " i say shrugging my shoulders
he laughs
" how are you complaining about my favorite soda " he says rolling his eyes
we've gotten way more comfortable around eachother after only talking for 10 minutes
but he's still gonna be a freak to me
i'm only doing this because i'm bored
" so uhm why didn't you come last night " he asks
" oh.. i forgot because uhm my brother made me stay home " i say frowning
" oh.. " he says looking down
i kick his leg
" what ? " i ask
" i just.. robin said you were at a party " he says
that fucker
" well what did you expect finney " i say standing up
" i said we weren't friends or anything " " so why would i hang out with you instead of going to a party " i say
i laugh
" i just thought.. you changed " he says
" well then stop thinking " i say
" freak " i say
i walk out of his room
and walk to the front door
and open it
i slam it
i turn around and open it
i walk back in and shut it
i stand in the door say of finneys room
i roll my eyes
" matty, buzz, and matts houses are 10 minutes walking distance " i say
i sit down on his bed
" sorry " i say
" it's uhm- it's okay " he says smiling
" why are you smiling " i ask
" hm ? " i hum
" i didn't say anything " he says
" ohh okay, we'll see you monday after school yeah ? " i say smirking
" you mean- matt, matty, and buzz ? " finney asks
" yeah " i say smiling
" wait no, i uhm- im.. " he cuts himself off
" what your sorry ?? " i say fake frowning
i smile and laugh
" get back to the project nerd " i say
he looks at me a nods
and he actually starts to do the project
2 day skip —-————-—————————-—–————-
it's monday
i walk into 4th period and sit down
finney walks in and sits down next to me
" did you do it ? " i ask
he nods
he pulls out a weird space board with a little solar system built inside of it
it's cute
no it's not
" good and you put both of our names in it ? " i ask
he nods
" yeah " he says
i nod back
time skips —-——————-———-–—————————-
me and finney walk out of 4th period
were laughing about something stupid i said
" hey finney " i hear someone say in front of us
i looks up
shit matty
" wait matty- " im cut off by him
" your not hanging out with this nerd are you y/n ? " he asks
i look at finney and then at matty
" no.. who would ? " i say fake laughing
but finney and matty believe it
i walk over to matty
" he's nothing but a pathetic loser " i say
matty laughs
he walks over to finney and slams his project on the floor
the solar system breaks and falls everywhere
finneys looks so sad and embarrassed
matty wraps his arm around my shoulder
" let's go y/n " he says
and we walk away
i turn around
finneys picking up the project
why the hell would matty do that ??
i feel.. i don't know ?? bad for him- ?
no
no i don't
you don't care y/n
you really don't
but then i do ??
do i like fucking finney blake ??
no what am i think ?
am i even thinking ??
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THOUGHTS ??
schools so weird
the smiths r the best 🤭🤭
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