[Mikan Angst]
[Self-harm and Suicide]
[:(]
[Enjoy!!]
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Mikan's POV
Tears fell from my cheeks.
I didn't even care about anything at this point.
'Trying to be nice to everyone and help them the best I can..'
Being the Ultimate Nurse.
Ha!
It's more like the Ultimate Crybaby.
I'm always whining and crying like a brat.
Hiyoko is right.
I am a pig barf.
A disgusting trashy pig!
I'm an attention seeker who always shows off her body.
I'm a slut and I know it!!
I should just kill myself!!
...
Huh?..
Kill...myself?..
Maybe..
That could be a good idea.
I got up without a care from Miss Chisa calling for me to come back.
I walked out the room.
I had a plan.
I grinned at it and chuckled.
I'll make everyone happy like this.
They'll forgive me right?
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I gotten all the supplies.
Everything is in order for this to work.
I just need time.
Now to put it into action.
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Step 1
Carrying two desks to the rooftops without being questioned.
Lucky for me,There were already a few desks next to the door.
Step 2
I pushed the first desk against the door.
And struggled but placed the second desk on top of the first one.
Step 3
Taking off my bandages and using them to tie the desk's leg to the the door handle.
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I pulled out the scalp from my uniform pocket.
Looking down at it, My hands were shaking more than usual.
Taking off my blazer and shoes.
I cut my arms and thighs.
Feeling a bit dizzy.
If I don't die from the fall, then from blood loss.
I stepped on the edge of the roof.
I looked down.
'It's a high drop..'
Taking my final breath before I jump.
I fell.
I fell down.
All the way down.
I felt peaceful.
I passed out.
Goodbye Tear drops.
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