Steve's pov
"Dustin where is Eddie" I said my voice wavering as I spoke he looked down and I immediately knew I would never see Eddie again "he's gone isn't he Dustin" Robin said softly knowing my secret that I will take to my grave now that he is gone I run out of there knowing that I can't cry in front of them "MUNSON" i scream as loud as I can while crying at our spot that we went to for fun to make-out alone without Robin screaming like a school girl when it gets heated in the kiss Eddie was really soft in front of people he cared about and when his anger and stress gets put into a kiss we have loads upon loads of 'fun' I will never love again I mean I broke up with Nancy for cheating on me billy died and now eddies gone " I SAID SPECIFICALLY DON'T PLAY HERO I DIDN'T WANT YOU TO DIE DAMN IT" I screamed at the top of my lungs and then I start to cry even harder saying everything I wish I could do before he died "I want to kiss him again, I want to hold him again, I want to see him again, I want him again, I want to say I love him but I can't do that I can't do any of that because he is no longer here I think I should head back soon but I can't when I'm hyperventilating and can barely breathe because I'm crying so hard why does everyone leave me am I really not able to have someone who loves me is this all bad karma because of what I did when I was in high school. At this point I have fallen asleep in our spot I stay there wishing for something I can never have. When I wake up I'm met with the cliff so I take a look at how tall the cliff is it's about 365ft drop definitely able to kill someone but that's not something I can do to Dustin right now or Robin Nancy could care less but all of the kids would be upset as well so I can't do that. I begin to head back to base camp and I see something or someone in the bushes I go to look and I see a bunny how did I mistake a rabbit for a person? I begin to head back again when I hear "Steve.... Stevie....... STEVE" and that's when I awoke Eddie at my side "what's wrong Steve?" I immediately hug him as tight as I possibly can he seems confused "Steve?" "Nothing Munson I'm just glad your okay" I say while leaning in for a kiss.