When Mo Xi came out of the bedroom, Pei Hao had already prepared some takeaways and was waiting for him. Yang Ji's roast chicken, Hu Longtang's crab noodle dumplings, and Lin's family's eight-treasure rice... all are foods that make his heart drool when he thinks of them in the United States.
Pei Hao is simply a roundworm growing in his heart, and he knows everything he likes.
He wanted to say why he bothered him so much, but he swallowed it when he said it, thinking about what Pei Hao did after the breakup, and the group photo in his bedroom, he believed that Pei Hao always treated him on the heart. Maybe Pei Hao really still loves him, but ask himself, he has not forgotten their past for more than two years.
But the matter of falling in love is not as simple as one plus one equals two, nor is it that two people can be together if they still have love. The problem between him and Pei Hao is that he has lost trust in this relationship. Not to mention how much Pei Hao still loves him, and how long he can love him, even if the two of them immediately reconcile on the spot, it is impossible for him to love Pei Hao as fearlessly as he did at first. Those unease and doubts stationed in the depths of the heart will pop up from time to time to poke at this love that is still in the recovery period.
At that time, Pei Hao can pat his butt and leave. Anyway, his condition is so good, and he can easily find his next home. And what about him? It took more than two years to get out of the last paragraph, and this time he fell headlong into a bottomless abyss, and it might take him a lifetime to forget it.
He won't be foolish enough to step into that trap again, it's impossible, he knows that the final result is just torturing himself.
Pei Hao noticed Mo Xi's complicated look, thinking that he might still be embarrassed by what happened during the day. He didn't dare to mention it again, but just flicked Mo Xi's forehead pretending to be calm and said, "What are you thinking? Eat quickly."
Mo Xi recovered from his thoughts, but he didn't politely sit down with Pei Hao. just start eating. He was not full at all on the plane, and he had no appetite for the lunch meal, and he was so hungry that his chest was on his back.
Pei Hao smiled at the corner of his mouth when he looked at Mo Xi, who was devoured. These are the things that Moxie talks to the urchin about what he wants to eat on WeChat every day. He always thinks that when Moxie comes back, he must find a chance to take him to eat again. He didn't expect the opportunity to come so quickly.
"Why don't you eat?" Mo Xi glanced at Pei Hao with the corner of his eye, and found that the man didn't eat, so he sat on the chair and stared at him and smiled, making him feel uncomfortable.
"I can eat these every day, you can eat more." The corners of Pei Hao's mouth rose involuntarily. He felt that if he had a mirror now, he would definitely be able to see his particularly silly smile. But it doesn't matter, he can't control it now, and he doesn't want to control it.
During the meal, Pei Hao received two calls, one was from Fu Bing to get him ready to talk to a client on Monday, and the other was from Chen Xu to ask him for some information to prepare for meeting a client.
Mo Xi listened quietly, and when he saw Pei Hao out of the corner of his eyes, he sometimes frowned and thought deeply, and sometimes paced slowly, with a serious and solemn expression. He suddenly felt that this person had really changed, and he was completely different from Pei Hao who didn't care about everything before.
It's just two reincarnations of spring, summer, autumn and winter. They have all been polished by life, and they are no longer the young and vigorous teenagers at that time.
Mo Xi ate for about half an hour, during which Pei Hao chatted with him about their recent life in a measured way. Tucao work and sigh life. It would be even more perfect if Pei Hao removed his affectionate eyes from him.
After the meal, Moxie's belly became bigger. He leaned back on the chair and sighed that the country is still good, and the Chinese food in the United States can't be eaten.
Pei Hao replied lightly, "Then come back early", there was no special expression on his face, it seemed that it was just a casual sentence, only he himself knew how serious this sentence was.
"Let's talk about it later." Moxie lowered his eyes. He hasn't decided whether to stay in the United States to work in the future. Although the salary of programmers in the United States is high, he always feels that there are more things worth thinking about in China.
What's more, whether he can find a job and get a US work visa after graduation is still a problem.
Pei Hao didn't say anything else. He actually thought about it. If Mo Xi didn't want to go back to China, he would find a way to go to the United States, whether to study again or change a job. All these can be solved. Of course, the premise is that Moxie is still willing to accept him.
Pei Hao simply packed the dining table, looked at the time, and asked Mo Xi, "go to the hospital now?"
"Go," Mo Xi stood up from the chair, walked into the bedroom, took out the packed backpack, and faced him seriously. Pei Hao bent down and said, "I'll trouble you today, don't go there at night and have a good rest at home."
Pei Hao's heart suddenly became half cold. With such a polite attitude, he immediately erected a barrier in the atmosphere that had just eased.The two of them had a somewhat ambiguous relationship since the afternoon, and in an instant they became unfamiliar friends, and their differences were clear. But in the past two years, he has also become accustomed to Moxi's cold attitude.
He raised the corner of his mouth, tried his best to squeeze a smile, and said as if jokingly: "The hospital is not opened by your house, I can go if I want."
"Don't do this." Mo Xi lowered his head, the disappointment that flashed in Pei Hao's eyes just now happened to be caught in his eyes, and now Pei Hao, who pretended to be smiling, made him a little sad.
"Let's go." Pei Hao didn't answer him again, but took Mo Xi's cuff straight to the elevator door, walked to the main road, and took a taxi.
When he got into the car, Mo Xi remembered that he was playing games with the urchin when he answered Xiao Jun's call yesterday, and then he disappeared suddenly. He vaguely remembered that the urchin later sent several messages to ask him if he was okay, but He forgot to return because he was busy calling to borrow money and book flights.
Moxie took out his mobile phone and quickly sent a message to the urchin: I'm sorry, something happened suddenly at my house yesterday, so I went straight back to China. I'm in X city now.
The urchin said that he was also in X City, because he helped Moxie a lot, so Moxie said he wanted to invite him to a meal when he came back. If his sister can get better in the past few days, it is not a bad idea to meet the urchin.
The moment the message was sent, the WeChat alert tone of Pei Hao's mobile phone rang.
Mo Xi turned his head to look at Pei Hao in disbelief. Didn't he think Pei Hao's shadow on the urchin once or twice, is it true?
He looked at Pei Hao inexplicably, and he looked blank: "what's the matter with you?"
"You have a text message in." Mo Xi squinted and stared at Pei Hao's clothes pocket, where the light of his mobile phone was shining .
"Oh." Pei Hao took out his phone, and when he saw the name displayed on the screen, a cold sweat broke out in his heart, but he quickly calmed down, because he changed the name of the note and it said "XF" (Daughter-in-law). Even if Moxie saw these words, he couldn't be sure who "XF" was. Then he changed to a posture where Moxie couldn't see the screen, opened WeChat, and quietly logged out of Urchin's account.
"Brother Dan is looking for me," Pei Hao asked, pretending to be clueless, "Why do you react so badly?"
Mo Xi was suspicious. Just now, Pei Hao moved too fast, he didn't see anything, and it's not easy to get together now. Let's take a look at it, shall we? He doesn't have that position.
But Moxie didn't give up, and took out his mobile phone and sent a second message to the urchin: where are you?
This time, Pei Hao's phone didn't ring again, it was always dark. Moxie just put down some snacks. Maybe it's because he's really tired these days, so he's suspicious.
"It's okay, I'm not very clear," Mo Xi shook his head, suddenly remembered something and asked again, "Where's your car?"
He remembered that Pei Hao had an SUV, but he hadn't seen him drive it today, they always took a taxi to the hospital.
"Give it back to my dad." Pei Hao returned him disapprovingly, then turned to look at the scenery outside the car window without giving any further explanation.
Mo Xi felt that according to the degree that Pei Yixin loved his son, he should have bought him another car to fit his character. Why would he want him to return the car? It's a little strange in my heart, but this is Pei Hao's own family business, and it's not convenient for him to ask more.
When the two arrived at the hospital, Xiao Jun had already arrived, but Mo Zi still hadn't woken up. The doctor said that her physical indicators were normal, and it was only a matter of time before she woke up.
Mo Xi wanted to separate from Xiao Jun to guard his sister, because the two old people of Xiao's family were not as strong as their young people. In the end, it was negotiated that he would keep the night, and Xiao Jun would keep the day. This was just right, and he didn't even have to fall for the jet lag.
After Xiao Jun took his parents away at night, only Mo Xi and Pei Hao were left. In theory, ICU patients cannot be accompanied by family members, because they are afraid of bacterial cross-infection. So the two of them can only watch outside, but Moxie is not sleepy, because the night in China is the day for him.
But Pei Hao was even worse. He didn't sleep yesterday, and he didn't sleep well this afternoon. The dark circles under his eyes were like drawn with a brush, and a fine beard grew on his chin, looking very haggard.
Moxie persuaded him several times to go home to sleep, but he turned a deaf ear. Later, Moxie didn't bother to persuade him, and that person wouldn't listen anyway.
The moon was bright and the stars were thin outside the window. After twelve o'clock, most of the lights in the ICU corridor were turned off, and the entire aisle was darkened. Pei Hao was sitting in front of a certain window, with one hand on his cheek and looking carefully at Mo Xi's profile by the moonlight that penetrated in, the other hand secretly followed Mo Xi's outline at the corner of his clothes. I sketched it hundreds of times.
He didn't feel sleepy at all, and the more he looked, the more fascinated he became. Why do you want to go home and sleep on such a quiet and beautiful night where you can be alone with Moxie? He just wished he could split one minute into two minutes and remember the person in front of him more deeply.
If Moxie really doesn't want to be with him in the future, at least he still has such a moment: at a distance where he can reach out, he quietly appreciates the frown and smile of his sweetheart.
Mo Xi was a little hairy for him. No matter what posture he changed, Pei Hao looked at him straight, without concealing the love and smile in his eyes, and kept a proper distance.
"Are your eyes on me?" Moxie frowned at him.
"Xiaoxi," Pei Hao didn't answer his question, but took a deep look at him and said solemnly, "I miss you so much."