“Do you feel anything for him?” Laura asked and I sighed.
“I feel hate,”
“Well I don't get how you hate someone but end up fucking them and I don't understand how you love someone but end up cheating on the person,”
“I know but it just happened,” I said
“Are you kidding me Royalty. I would never do anything to hurt you and you cheated on me and now your excuse is that, it just happened,” she said and I looked at my fingers.
I was so guilty
“I didn't mean to hurt you,” I whispered.
“Well you fucking did,” she said before standing to her feet.
“Will you calm down?” I said
“Please don't Royalty,”
“I know what I-”
“Baby just please don't,” she begged and I nod.
She went to the closet and came out a couple minutes later. She had a duffle bag in her hand.
“What are you doing?” I said while standing up.
“We need a break Royalty. When you're sure you won't fuck your next enemy then we can talk but right now I can't even look at you,” she said before walking towards the door.
She stopped before turning her head a bit to the side.
“Just know that I love you. I'm always here and I'll always be here for you,” she said before leaving.
Which is why I feel so fucking guilty
I grabbed my keys and went home.
“Did you feed Zara,” I asked the maids and they nod.
“She's in her room,” one of them said and I nod.
“Okay thanks,” I smiled before entering my house as they left.
They'll be back by six tomorrow morning. I went to my room after collecting a bottle of whiskey from my liquor cabinet.
“Hey boy,” I said as I saw Jasper.
Wait Jasper.
He came up from behind me and I felt his lips on my neck. He placed a kiss on my skin and I closed my eyes.
“You can't hate someone and fuck them Royalty”
I opened my eyes and moved away from him.
“What the fuck are you doing here Lorenzo?” I asked.
“I came to see you,”
“Well I don't want to see you so get the fuck out,” I said and he walked towards me.
“Lorenzo I can't do this,” I said and he stopped infront of me.
“Do what? Pretend we hate each other? Or have incredible sex until we both pass out again?” he asked as he moved my hair behind my ears.
“No we do hate each other and I can't have sex with you again,” I said and he nod.
“That’s okay princess we don't have to,” he smiled and I moved away
“I love Laura," I said
“You can't love someone-”
“Don’t,” I said and he backed away.
“Jasper let's go boy,” he said
“Wait,” I said and he looked at me.
What am I doing?
He's leaving
Isn't that what I want?
Fuck
“You’re bleeding,” I said and he looked down at his shirt.
“It's nothing,” he said and I grabbed his arm.
“Sit down,” I said.
“I’m okay Royalty,” he said and I placed my hand where his wound was. He grabbed my wrist and gave me a look.
“Let me,” I said and he looked away before sighing.
He opened his shirt and I went to my bathroom. I grabbed my kit and re-enter the room.
He looked up at me as he sat in the chair. I walked toward him and got on my knees. He looked away and held his head back.
“Are you okay?”
“You on your knees like that I don't know,” he said and I touched his bandage. I took out the scissors and cut it off.
After I was done I sat on my bed and gave him the bottle of whiskey. I soon laid down and he looked at me.
“What’s wrong?” he asked
“Nothing,” I lied and he leaned up into the chair.
“What’s wrong princess?” he asked and I looked away from his eyes.
“I’m just cold. It's normal for me,” I said and he nod.
He placed the whiskey down and got up. He walked toward me and I looked up at him.
“If you want me to leave say it and I'll leave right now,” he said but I didn't respond.
“I’m not strong Enzo,” I whispered
“Yes you are,"
“No, I’ll probably die soon if I don't get a heart-”
“Stop,” he said
I picked her up into my arms and she started crying.
“Don’t cry,” I said
“I’m such a disappointment to my mom, my grandma, my great grandmother. I act like I'm strong as them but I'm not,” she said
“I’m a joke, I'm fucking pathetic-”
“Don’t fucking say that,” I said and she covered her face.
I sat down on the bed as she curled up into my arm.
I pulled her closer to me as she cried. I didn't know what to do so I kept her close to my body as she cried.
Soon she fell asleep with her head on my chest. So much for fucking enemies
•°•
“Wakey wakey,” someone said into my ear and I moved away.
“Come on Casanova wake up,”
I opened my eyes and looked at her.
“I can tell you were dreaming about me since you're drooling on my sheets,” she said before standing.
I heard a ringtone before hearing her angelic voice. I looked at her as I watched her spoke.
“I can't see why I'm paying you if you can't do simple shit like setting my schedule,”
“You know your fired," she said before hanging up on the person.
She dialed someone else and began making orders. She was throwing out orders like nothing went down last night.
I smiled at her before walking to her bathroom.
“Thank you,” I said before hanging up.
“Finally someone who knows how to do their job,” I said before running my fingers through my hair.
Lorenzo walked out of the bathroom while typing on his phone. I walked up toward him and he looked at me.
“We will forget about everything that happened last night,” I said and he nod.
”Okay,” he nod and I looked away.
“I need to get to work and I'm sure you can help yourself out since you help yourself in” I said before walking away.
I opened the door and he followed me down the stairs.
“Bye boy," I said before I was pulled into Lorenzo's body.
“What are you doing?” I asked.
“Just wanted to tell you that I hate you and you should remember that,” he said while brushing my hair behind ears.
“I hate you more Casanova,” I smiled and he placed a kiss for my lips.
“Good" he whispered before pulling away
•°•
“Enzo I can't talk I'm in a meeting-" I said
“I found out who's our rival," he said
“Are you serious?"
“Yes princess,”
“Who?
“I'll see you tonight,”
“Okay but-?”
“I’ll see you tonight Regina," he said and I sighed.
He hung up and I entered the room once more.
“Where were we?” I asked as u took my seat.
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