I wake up with my eyes so tired from crying.
I don't know how but at the end, thanks to Cassie, i fell asleep.
I feel a void next to me and when i turn around i find the bed empty.
I'm used to waking up alone but i don't know why even this makes me cry today.
Fortunately, after a while i see Cassie back to my room.
"Hey boo" she says gently and then she lies next to me to hug me.
"How do you feel?" she adds stroking my hair
"Like a shit" i say with a destroyed voice from all the crying of last night.
"Hey you're strong okay? Actually you're the strongest person i know and i promise you that everything will work out"
"I don't do it anymore Cas, i'm tired, and if-if-"
"No Y/n it won't happen okay? You just have to be patient" i just nod
"Thanks Cas, i don't know what i would do without you"
"Me too boo, you know you're a part of me" she says leaving a kiss on my head
"Hey...uhm today i have to stay at work but if you want I can take a day and we stay at home to watch all the TV series you want, including Wandavision if you want" she says smiling
"Don't worry Cas" i say
"I feel like a bad friend to you" she affirms with sadness
"No you're not, you're the best i'm so lucky" i smile to her and she does the same
"i'll be back soon okay?" i nod, she leaves me another kiss and then leaves me alone.
"Don't worry i'll say hello to Miss Olsen for you!" she says as i hear her leave the apartment.
I shake my head and smile thinking about how stupid that girl is, but i have to thank her because she has always been my source of happiness even in the worst moments.
Suddenly i see a message from my other source of happiness.
Lizzie🧸:
Hi baby are you awake?🤍
I bit my lips and smile
I like when she calls me baby
Me:
Morning little bear 🤎
Lizzie🧸:
Wow isn't it too early for you?
Me:
Ah-ah funny
Lizzie🧸:
Oh come on
you know i love teasing you😊
It's impossible to get angry with her
Me:
I'll take revenge Olsen😈
anyway what are you doing?
Lizzie🧸:
I'm going to work🏃🏻♀️
God she's so beautiful
Me:
Fine, i'll let you go
drive safely 🤎
Lizzie🧸:
Promise 🫡
See you later okay?
Me:
See you later Olsen🤎
Lizzie🧸:
🥰🥰🥰
Ok let's start this new boring day at home.
Usually i would have done anything to stay home one day but now i can't wait to go back to school just to see Lizzie.
It's now Friday and i'm happy because, first of all i feel better and Monday i will finally see her again.
I decide to clean the apartment to waste time, but i immediately realize that it was a bad idea when i see all of Cassie's clothes scattered around the home.
I take a deep breath and then start picking them up one by one, most of them smell of alcohol and smoke.
Yes Cassie is very a party type, not like me, i mean i like parties but only when i'm in the right mood and most of the time i'm not.
After putting everything in the dryer i decide to cook something especially for Cassie who will return from work very tired.
Between cleaning and cooking i don't realize the time that has passed, my phone rings and i see a message from Lizzie.
Lizzie🧸:
I'm missing you a lot today😔
Me:
Me too, boring class?
Lizzie🧸:
Well i'd prefer you were there too
Me:
Miss Olsen, are you flirting
with me while in class?
Lizzie🧸:
I take the risk 🚓
Me:
What a bad girl Olsen
Lizzie🧸:
Do you prefer me as a bad girl?😏
Me:
Well don't get me wrong,
i'd prefer you anyway,
but that's a lot sexier
...
I see that she no longer answers me.
After a while i see that my phone rings.
Is she calling me?
"Lizzie i thought you were teachin-"
"So you find me sexy?" she interrupts me with a raspy voice
"I-i-" oh my god i can't speak
"Tell me baby" she whisper seductively
What the fuck is going on?
"Well yeah i find you sexy" i say with a flirty voice
"So you find your teacher sexy huh" she say flirts with me
"Y-yeah"
"Oh you're a bad student baby, i should punish you"
God i feel my legs shaking
"How professor?"
"I know how, i'll make you scream my name so much you won't forge-"
I hear something and suddenly i get up,
fuck i was dreaming.
I pick up the phone and see a lot of messages from Lizzie.
Lizzie🧸:
Honey are u still there?
Lizzie🧸:
Honey?
Lizzie🧸:
Y/n are u okay?
Lizzie🧸:
Are you scaring me
Lizzie🧸:
Have u fainted again?
God did i really fall asleep while i was talking to her? and that dream was so real and ... fuck y/n what's wrong with you, did you really dream those things with your teacher?
Me:
I'm alive don't worry
i just fell asleep
Lizzie🧸:
You're fucking scared me y/n
Lizzie🧸:
...so you find me boring?
Me:
I could never find you
boring little bear
If only she knew what i just dreamed of...
Lizzie🧸:
It will be better for you
anyway i was telling you about
this guy today he came to me
wondering if i could get him
an autograph of Scarlett
and let them meet
Me:
Well how to blame him,
Scarlett is Scarlett after all
Lizzie🧸:
Oh so do you like her?
Me:
Actually i love her
She's one of my big crush
since we are friends now
you might let me meet her😍
I see that she views the message but she doesn't reply to me.
Minutes pass but nothing, she doesn't answer me.
Me:
Liz are u still there?
Nothing
Me:
Liz?
Half an hour passes but she seems to have disappeared
And if...no that's impossible
Come on y/n she can't be jealous
She's just your friend
But maybe...
Me:
Liz don't tell me you're
jealous of Scarlett
After a bit I finally see her write something
Lizzie🧸:
Yeah i'm fine, I have to work
Have a nice day y/n.
Why she's so cold with me now?
Ok that's enough.
I take the first hoodie i find and the same for the jeans, i take the keys of my motorbike and leave the house.
I don't usually use it to go to school because i usually go with Cassie and she's afraid to ride on it.
Your motorbike:
I get on, put on my helmet and then start the engine.
After 10 minutes i arrive in the school parking lot, get off the bike and walk around the campus.
I get in to the school, walk down the corridor until i find myself in front of Lizzie's class.
The door is half-close, i knock for politeness and after a few seconds she answers me.
"Who is?" she asks
I get in, she raises her head and looks at me with wide eyes.
"Y/n? What are you doing here? I told you to stay home and don't get col-"
"Why didn't you answer anymore?" i say serious while i close the door.
"Not your business" she say going back to doing her thing, but i stop her by the arm and turn her towards me.
"It's my business from the moment you stop answering me" i say getting close to her
"I told you I was busy okay? you can go now" she says coldly, i smirk understanding everything.
"It's all bullshit, you're jealous"
"What?" she asks surprised
"You're jealous of Scarlett" i tease her
"What? Me? Pfff that's not true" she says looking away
"Are you sure?" i say turning her head towards me
she swallows and takes a few seconds before answering.
"Well...maybe a little bit...i thought i was your favorite" she says lowering her head and i smile
"You're my favorite Lizzie, there is no one like you, even Scarlett" she looks up to look at me and i see a glint through her eyes.
"Are you sure?" she asks
"Yeah, you're my little bear, my only little bear"
she scrunches her nose and a big smile appears on her face.
"Better for you Y/L/n" we smiling at each other
I'm about to hug her but she stops me.
I look at her confused.
"It's risky y/n, we've already risked a lot now, someone might see us" she makes me notice
"It's just a hug Lizzie"
"I know but i don't want to ruining this...me and you" she says with sorrow in her voice, after all she's right
"Fine..." i say disappointed
"Come on, i'll take you home so i have an excuse to hug you and then i don't want you to walk home and get cold again" she says caressing my arm
"Actually i didn't come here walking"
"Oh and how then?" she asks curious
"With my motorbike" she opens her eyes wide
"What? You've a motorbike?" she asks surprised
"Yeah, come on i'll show you my baby" i say but she looks me confused
"I mean the motorbike" i precise and she seems to breathe a sigh of relief
Is she really so jealous?
We leave school and go to the parking lot until we reach my motorbike which is near her car.
"Wow it's...big" she says playing with her fingers
"Don't tell me you're afraid" i tease her
"Me? Pfff no it's just, i don't think i'll ever ask you for a ride" she says stepping back
"You just broke my heart Olsen" i say pretending to shoot my heart
"Sorry to disappoint you honey, but i'm not the kind of person who likes adrenaline things" she says while she searches for the keys in her bag.
"Liz you're in the Avengers" we look at each other and then we laugh together
"I have to go now, promise me you'll drive safely on that big big motocycle"
"Promise little bear" she scrunches her nose
"See you monday?" she asks with a spark in her eyes
"See you monday" i say, we smiling at each other and we both goes in their own direction.
I get on the bike, put on my helmet and i'm about to start the engine when i hear someone swearing.
I look around when i then see Lizzie inside of her car screaming at it and hitting the steering wheel.
I get off the bike to go to her.
"Oh come on why won't you start!" she yells at the car
"Liz what happens?" i ask
"This bitch doesn't want to work" she say mad
I smile thinking about how cute she is even if angry.
"I don't think yelling at her will help, come on out of there" i say offering my hand to her, she gently takes it.
"What do i do now?" she ask sad
"I'll give you a ride" i say
"What? with that? no thanks i prefer to walk"
"Come on, it will be fun" i smile reassuring her
"I don't know..."
"You don't trust me?" i ask
"Of course i trust you" she smiles
"Then you have nothing to worry about, come on i'll take you to a place" i offer my hand to her
"Fine" she says grabbing it.
I take another helmet and gently place it on her head reassuring me not to hurt her, she carefully watches my every move without ever looking away.
"You are ready" i say offering her my hand again to help her get on the bike, after being reassured that she's sitting well i get on too.
"Uhm you should hold on to me little bear or you risk falling" i say looking at her from the side mirror.
Without saying it twice she wraps her arms around my waist and squeezes tightly.
I see that she closes her eyes.
She's so scared but at the same time so cute.
"Don't worry, nothing will happen, i'm here. Just enjoy the trip" i say to then start the engine and go.
Sometimes it takes so little, like a person, to make a day better.
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A/N
I'm sorry if this chapter is not enough but i was very busy and i didn't have much time, but i didn't want to not publish anything because i would be sorry.
i promise that i will be forgiven in the next chapters
Love y'll🤍