Slap
Bitch how dare you
"ungrateful, worthless whore. Where is our breakfast, where is my food you (another slap) I gave a roof over your head and you can't even made food for us?"Carlo/Sir stop and took out his belt and count you stupid whore.
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...finally, it over, I thought but sudden feel a
Kicks in my back. Please someone stop this. "Get up make us breakfast, we don't have all day for trash like you."I heard laugh of my mom and twin sister.
It hurts, everything hurts and my own mother and sister just laugh while I am bleeding to death. I wish I just die, and I want to...
My sister voice got me got me out of my thought "daddy I want breakfast, I am so hungry". "Sorry princess", sir hugs her and then Sir pull my hair, "stupid slut get up and make breakfast or they will be more punishment" and then slam my face on the floor.
Slowly I got up well try to but everything hurt but I don't want more beat, so I try to ignore the pain and slow move in the kitchen and start cook. I made blueberry pancakes for Tiffany my sister and omelet, eggs with bacon for mother and Sir.
After I was done and serve breakfast but sudden my sisters screamed, "bitch I am late and it's all your fault", ran out of the house not before pushing me to floor.
I got up and turn around just for mother to slap me, "leave I don't want to see your ugly face".
Why does she not love me
Am I not her daughter, I want her to love me like she loves Tiffany, if not love like Tiffany can she just talk to me nicely
Is it too much to ask?
Tear rolling down as a went in the basement to clean myself and to get ready for school. I treated my wound and left for school. I don't like School but is the time that I don't get beaten.
Walking to school is 20 mins walk. It was raining, smile while walking I love rain because you can cry all you and nobody can tell that you are crying.
Nobody cares
I know now shut up
Why
Cause I am not in a mood to talk to you
Bitch I am you but better
Why are you being so bitchy today
I don't know I just want to kill them
Rolling my eyes
Reached my high School, I was already late, so i went to nurse office. Because my hoodie got wet from rain. Now you must be thinking why the nurse. Well, my school nurse is a sweet old lady. Who helped me and treat me after I got bulled by the school bee queen my sister and her minion friends
Hi bees are cute
What
What I like bee
Well, I don't
You are just jealous that bees look cuter than you
Shut up and leave me alone
Barbara voice brought me back in reality. Her eyes were filled with pain and sadness, I hate it, but I know it was genuine, so I gave her a small smile.
"Are you alright honey", she ask and gave a long shirt to change into when she I am not going to speak.
I nod my head as a thanks and went into the back to change. It wasn't easy because my whole is in pain my ribs and back hurt the most. After struggling for 15 min, I was done and came back to Barbara, she knows about the bullying but not about my house abuse. She hands me new pack of painkillers; I am glad she did because I didn't have money to buy.
Not I can tell her because Sir made sure of it.
Flashback
"You ungrateful whore who said you can eat you don't deserve it. (Hit) you fat bitch (punch) I don't have money to waste on you (another punch)". "Daddy I saw her talking to our school nurse and went to her office with her", said my sister.
"N-No Sir" I stuttered but stop by a punch in my throat, "bitch don't you dare talk back at me. Why did you talk to her what did I said about talking to other people you ugly slut don't deserve to talk to her. You hear if I heard that you told someone about this punishment is going be double".
I never want to hear you talk. If I find out that you spoke to someone, I am going to cut your damn throat.
~~Flashback End~~
Barbara gave my pain pills and wrote me a pass for being late, which I was more grateful that she wouldn't ask any questions.
I walk to my first period class AP chemistry. It's 1 and half hour class So, there are still 35 mins left. I open the door and all the attention was on me which I find really annoying like people mind your damn business. My teacher is bitch and start yelling at me for being late which I ignored, gave her my nurse pass, and walked to back of class.
I really hate studying but I still have good grade and I am happy that I am intelligent, or I would have been struck with my sister. She takes all regular classes while I take all honors or AP classes.
Since I am A grade student teachers doesn't bother me. Sudden then the bell rang, and everyone started to leave.
I walk to my next class next which is English honor, we are reading Fahrenheit 451, I don't like this book but my teacher looks so happy and explain every little thing here and there.
You don't like any things,
That not true, I like a lot of things
Really like what
Well I like um idk silence, peace, quietness
Bitch I meant things
Painting, music and baking
Boring
Whatever
~~Time Skip to lunch~~
I sit under a tree near our school cafeteria because I don't like eating in the cafeteria, it's loud and a lot of people. People mostly judge and some of my bully punch here and there and always compare me to my twin sister. Yes, twin sister, she is beautiful, long blond hair, blue eyes, cheerleader, popular, everyone love her and there is me, mute not by choice, ugly, fat, I have green eyes and dark brown hair they almost look black. Tiffany looks just like mom and I don't know who I look like, it's been a long time since I look in the mirror.
I don't like looking in the mirror but maybe I look like sir because he has brown hair but also have blue eye like Tiffany and mother.
Sudden I felt wet and looked up to see who did it and saw my sister and her friends holding a small bucket.
All of them including my sister start laughing at me but I kept my head down. My sister didn't like it and glad my hair and pull them hard. Tear start falling down on my face
I don't want to cry but it hurt so much
"Listen bitch I got Detention for not doing my homework. It was so embarrassing when teacher call out on me in front of whole class and gave me extra homework too. So, listen you ugly whore You are going to do all my homework. Got it!"
Nodded my head
She let go my head and walk with her friends.
~~Time slip after school~~
I walk back house while my sister got drive.
I don't call it home because home is where you felt safe, happy and like you belong there but I only feel danger, fear, Nauseous, unwanted and even in my sleep I feel paranoid.
Finally got home and saw my sister car in the driveway, I thought she had detention. Our house, is not small and not too big. It's a middle sized house.
There are always empty bottles of alcohol on the living floor. I went into the basement to put away my school bag which is falling apart. There are 4 bedrooms in the house but mother and sir said I don't deserve them since I am nothing but waste of space.
I don't get any new, only things I have is what my sister don't want. It's not that my mother or Sir can't afford for me, but they don't want to waste their money on me.
It's really confused me because mother and Sir always drunk or doing drugs and yet they have a lot of money. They got my sister a new car and she always new expensive clothes. But I know it's better not ask.
My mother always go on a trip every month or two for a week and come back with a lot of new expensive things for Tiffany and her self.
I never went any where it's just school and house. Mother gave me some of Sir shirts and Tiffany really old hoodie which looks cheap so I don't why she even have them.
I start picking up alcohol bottles and start making dinner and suddenly my stomach made a sound because I have eaten any things since two days ago. I only drank a lot of water to calm my hunger.
I put a small piece of paste on my mouth but startled by a loud scream. My sister yelling and ran towards me. She slap me and just then mother and Sir entered the house holding bottles of alcohol.
Oh no please no I am already hurt everywhere please don't hit me
I want to say that out loud but I can't it will only worst the punishment
"Daddy she was eating our dinner", my sister yelled. Mother came and slap and punched in the stomach, "bitch who said you can food". Just then Sir came and smash the bottle on my head.
I feel the blood slowly oozing out from the cut made by the bottle. The force made me stumble back as I landed on the floor with a thud, and I started to feel the darkness take over my vision.
Author note:
Please let me know what you guys think and I want to say that Aurora is just talking to her self (her thoughts) and she doesn't have any kind of disorder. I am sorry for the confusion.
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