𝐷𝐸𝐽𝐴 MARIE LINN
20
Multi-brand ambassador/influencer
"I just want money fuck a friend"
Deja-
That's weird..
Nobody's at the door.
The sun is about to start coming out in a minute.
I could not sleep at all.
Ring ring
Ring ring
I was calling Moni.
Hello?
Yea who is this?
It's Deja, you unsaved my number?
I'm not sure actually.
What do you mean your not-
Never mind.
I just um.. my apartment got rung
Nobody was at the door though.
It's probably that boy of yours
that you just met.
What's your problem with me
and him anyways, you introduced us.
It's not like I stopped talking to your or anything.
It's only been like a month or two.
You acting like this is a fairytale or something .
We are not dating first of all.
Second it is like a fairytale.
Your not me so you wouldn't understand.
Before we go to bed he always tell's me
how pretty I am.
Rub's my stomach when it hurts.
Buys me flower, and writes little notes with them.
Kisses my feet.
Girl I could go on and on.
I gave it up fast but shit I'm not pregnant.
It was amazing and it felt like we were
so connected.
I felt so loved.
It felt so magical like a fairytale.
It wasn't nasty it was amazing.
Please don't judge me he makes me
feel great.
Girl.
I haven't even gave it up to tae yet.
I'm surprised your even at home.
Moni be forreal.
I only had one relationship
my whole entire life.
Never slept with another boy
except for heem.
I got my baby killed by my mother.
Cut me some slack.
Just remember who was there for you.
Who is there for me now though?
Not you, heem.
I don't know what's gotten into you.
I didn't want us to be like this.
..
Your ex bailed your mom out.
What?
Beep beep
What the fuck is she talking about.
My ex went crazy when I told him my baby passed.
But somehow he's mad at me and not my mom.
The one who killed my baby girl.
My own best friend doesn't understands me and heem's relationship.
It kind of makes me think maybe I am a hoe.
Moni was just tearing me down every time
we talked.
I wish I was that person that just didn't give
a fuck.
Now since I know my ex around again.
I'm a little scared.
My apartment getting rung and shit.
I'm just gonna call heem over.
JAHEEM aka HEEM
22
Hood rich
".."
I can't sleep.
Just been laying here for fucking hours.
I was about to pick up my phone and call her
but my phone started ringing just before i could.
Buzz buzz
Buzz buzz
Hello?
Can you come over?
Fasho
What's going on?
Just can't sleep.
Bet on my way.
Beep beep
Shid I couldn't sleep either but I wasn't gone
let her know that.
I made it to her apartment.
Texted her and told her I would outside.
She came downstairs with an oversized white tee
on and underwear.
No shoes or nun.
"Hey." She said, as she opened the door.
"Yo." I responded, following her up to her apartment.
She greeted me with a hug, it felt so warm like she was relieved.
"Come in."
Her house was all pink and girly and shit.
Expect the kitchen.
"My room is over here." She said, leading me to her room.
I followed.
It smelled like apples and carmel in her room.
"Take your shoes off." She said, smiling.
10 minutes later
"So what you wanna watch?" She said, as she pulled me on the bed.
"It don't matter."
"Lets what Alice in wonderland."
"Oh my god." I responded.
"What?" She dragged, giggling.
"Don't act like you don't wanna watch this." She said, laughing.
She went to it off this site called (soap2day).
15 minutes into the movie
"Heem." She said, awkwardly.
"Yes ma." I said, rubbing her thigh as I looked her in her eyes.
"Moni said my ex was back in town."
"Okay?"
"I never told you this but, I was pregnant before." She said, nervously.
"What that mean?"
"What are you tryna say?" I added.
"My mom killed my baby, it was a girl."
"While I was pregnant she beat me so bad, I wasn't even 18 yet." I could see tears forming in her eyes.
"Don't cry, talk to me." I said sitting up to listen.
"My ex went mad when I told him, but he wasn't mad at my mom he was mad at me."
"I cant even make up a reason why."
"Moni also said that he bailed my crazy ass, crackhead ass, mom out of jail."
"I don't know what to do." She expressed, as she started to sob.
I took a deep breath.
I hated to see her like this, it frustrates me.
"C'mere." I hugged her and kissed her forehead.
My mom use to always do that to me. It made me feel safe.
She started pulling my shirt up.
I grabbed her hands and gently pushed them away.
"What's wrong?" She replied.
"Express your feelings to me, I wanna feel your pain." I said.
"I care about yo ass and I would never wanna have sex with you when your vulnerable." I added.
I could see the pain in her eyes.
She looked tired.
"I started to think maybe we rushed into things." She said.
"But-"
"Don't explain yourself." I said, cutting her off.
I grabbed her chin with two fingers, and pulled her in for a passionate, and emotional kiss.
We ain't rush shit baby this real.
I rubbed my fingers through her hair.
"I love the way you look at me." She expressed.
"I'm still a hood nigga don't forget that." I told her.
"Yes daddy."
"Can I get one more kiss?" She asked.
"Yes ma." I dragged.
"C'mere." I added.
We kissed again, a few times actually.
I love kissing her.
Her lips are soft as hel-
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Deja-
This is the slowest I'm able to take things with him.
It's hard to make him play the waiting game when he acts like this.
He's so dreamy.
But he hood as hell, just how I like em.
I forget about all my problems when we're together.
Anyways.
Before we could even get comfortable enough to fall asleep.
Ding dong
Bro who the fuck is ringing my apartment.
"Somebody ringing your shit?"
"I don't know who that could be."
Heem didn't seem worried at all.
But I was.
"Come on." I said, as I led him to the building door.
When I saw who was at the door I just froze.
Couldn't move.
Couldn't talk.
Ba boom
Ba boom
I could hear my heart beating, it felt like it was in
my throat.
I-