When I came home the ladies were making breakfast.
They smiled when they saw me.
"Excited?" Hannah asked.
"Totally," I grinned heading up stairs.
I took a long shower and washed my hair.
Afterwards I pulled on some old clothes and joined the girls.
We eat and tried to remember last night.
We had a blast.
We finished breakfast and Kelly Johnson wash up.
The others and I got ready.
My mom, Derek's mom, and Kelly helped me get ready while the others got in their dresses.
My mom was holding back tears and remembering the times when I was little.
Derek's mom did the same thing to Derek.
I was really getting into those stories. I could tease him about them later.
Hours later we were already.
I looked at myself in the mirror.
Where was Alex Oz, best friends with Carey Bloom? Where was that girl who fell in love with the asshole senior? She grew up I guess.
"Ready?" my mom asked.
"Yeah," I said.
We walked down stairs together and smiled at the ladies.
Everyone looked beautiful.
"I'm getting married!"
Everyone laughed and cheered and we made our way to the limo.
I couldn't believe it!
I'm getting married, to Derek Young.
The love of my life right? Right!
I took deep breaths as we got closer and closer to the church.
As we got closer the girls started to squeal and my heart was beating faster.
The limo stopped the driver opened the door.
I was the last one out of the limo.
We walked into the church and my mom and my mother in law gave me a hug.
Oliver, Jason, Ryan, Gabe and Mike, Derek's friend, gave me hugs.
The bridesmaids and groomsmen got ready and the music started.
The doors opened and butterflies filled my stomach.
I'm doing the right thing, I thought as my dad linked arms with me.
He was going to walk me down the aisle.
"You're beautiful," he smiled.
"Thanks dad,"
"I remember when we were just born. Where did the time go?"
"I don't know," I laughed.
It was our turn now and we began to walk down.
Everyone gawked at me.
I smiled and looked at Derek.
Guilt washed over me as I looked at Derek's smiling face.
The look on his face couldn't even be described.
I looked around the room for Finn.
He wasn't here.
My father and I reached the front of the church and Derek took my hands.
The preacher smiled at us and began to speak.