Ranboo POV
Monday ~ 7:02pm
Tommy jumped over the couch and giggled, "Come get me slow poke!"
I jumped over the couch and his eyes widened. I smirked, "Now c'mon, give me my phone."
"Mmm...no." He smirked and ran around the couch. I chased him and then he went to the kitchen and stood behind the island counter, "Let's see the newest one."
"No! Not that one! Pl- Please..." I gulped.
He raised a brow, "What's wrong with it?"
"Just......don't?" I bit my lip nervous.
He smirked, "Well now I want to read it."
I shook my head, "Tommy! No! I- I- Please?"
"Tommy is so incredibly sweet, responsible, and mature. He'll be a great parent to....our children..." He looked up and turned red.
I turned red too, ".....Hypothetically?"
"Ranboo!" He yelled flustered, "I- Do y- I mean- Uh- Kids?- er- You want- uh-" He awkwardly laughed, "Do you want kids in the uh- future?...."
I gulped, "Uhm...do you?"
He looked away turning bright red, "I mean- I would like to uh....." He mumbled, "Get married first. But kids...I'd love kids."
I smiled, "Really?...."
"I mean...yeah. I think it'd be adorable...." He bit back his smile.
I ran over and picked him up, "I love you!"
"I love you too babe." He softly laughed as he hug me.
"So.....about that wedding?" Tommy smiled hopeful.
"Y- Yes?" I asked a little concerned.
"Uhm....I know I ask you a lot. A- And I don't wanna be nosy- or obnoxious! I- I just uhm" He awkwardly cleared his throat, "Want to know if you- uhm...If you- still- uh- want- want to?"
I set him on the counter, "Scroll."
He furrowed his brows confused and hummed, "Hm?"
"Just scroll." I smiled.
He nodded and scrolled a little. Then he bit his lip as he read. He teared up and laughed with tears, "Why'd I even ask?"
"I promise Tommy. This-" With my pointer finger I touched my heart then his, "will never change. Okay?"
He laughed through his tears, "Okay."
"I love you~" I cooed.
"I love you." He muttered and brought my face down.
He connected our lips and I kissed back. He moved his arms around my neck then pulled away, "How much?"
"Hm?" I hummed confused.
"How much...do you love me?" He bit his lip.
I leaned him down onto the counter island. I tugged his shorts off and then began kissing along the top of his boxers hem, "You wanna find out?"
"Y- Yes." He mumbled.
And so I pulled his boxers o- Well....I gave Tommy a little me and him time.
Time Skip ~ 7:46pm
After one on one time, we sat on the couch together ready to watch a movie. Tommy sat in my lap sort of like bridal style as his head lean on my chest. He was on my phone scrolling through social media I believe.
"Is that Instagram?" I asked curious.
"No." He replied simply.
I raised a brow, "Well- it's not Twitter."
"Its gallery." Tommy said normally.
I blushed lightly, "Oh....okay. Uhm- Why my phone though?"
He shrugged, "I go through my photos of us all the time. I'd like to see yours."
I nodded, "Okay...cool."
"Do you not want me to?- Honestly if you don't it's fine. It might feel space invading." He frowned, "I didn't mean to be pushy or anything. I just didn't want to go get my phone from the room."
I rubbed his legs, "Don't worry baby, it's fine. You're fine."
He nodded and kept going through smiling and looking at my pictures of him, me, and the both of us.
Time Skip
Friday ~ 5:26pm
Ranboo POV
"Babe!? Did you set the table?" Tommy asked as I was literally setting the table.
"Yes!" I replies as I finished up.
I went back over to the kitchen, "How's it going?"
"Just great- Y'know it's not at all pressuring when you tell me I have to cook a whole dinner by myself in only 45 minutes!" Tommy ranted pacing around the kitchen.
I frowned, "I offered to help..."
"Oh jeezus no, babe I'm sorry- But we both know that'd be a disaster." Tommy chuckled.
I rolled my eyes, "Yeah well thats not my fault I can't cook."
He shrugged, "That's okay, you make up for it in other ways."
I blushed, "Uh...I'm gonna go call Lexi. She's probably up by now."
"No! Wait I need you to go clean the living room Ranboo. We left a mess in there." He told me.
I groaned, "But I already don't get to see them this weekend, so I can at least-"
"Ranboo." Tommy said softly.
"I know." I frowned and went over to the living room to clean up.
As I was cleaning up Tommy focused on cooking dinner. I was sorta bummed out about not being able to see Lexi and Nelly this weekend. Just cause, I was looking forward to flying back home. Ofcourse, I get it...plans change. It's fine really, I just-
School has been hard. And with Tommy's job, I don't see him when I want to. And when my job starts next week, it's gonna be even worse. I only get the few hours before bed with him and- Maybe I've got clingy, attachment issues, but....A few hours isn't enough for me.
So those couple hours we get, instead of studying I'd rather spend them with him. And I guess that's...really affecting my grades right now. And if Lexi knew- well thank god she doesn't.
I've never struggled with school.....So it doesn't make sense to me. It's all so weird and frustrating. I talked to Tommy about it and he told me that it's okay to struggle a little. That Harvard's education is 'top tier' and it should be a little challenging. That the beginning will be rough, but soon it'll be smooth sailing. I really hope he's right though cause-.....
I guess...I- Okay, look. You gotta understand, balancing a job, school, and an engagement isn't exactly easy. Infact it's kind of......difficult. Especially because- I don't think we're gonna be able to pay for all our expenses with just donut shop income. Infact, I'm thinking of speaking to Bella. I should probably get a real office job. Not only am I worried about expenses now- but I've got a wedding I want to start planning.
And there's no way I'm paying for Tommy's dream wedding in these conditions. I just want to live happily with him, and life is getting in the way....if that makes any sense.
Anyways! That's why I've been thinking of uh- dropping out.
I know it's a big scholarship and all, but...I can't imagine making it passed these next four years like this. I just- I want to be happy and most of all I want Tommy to be happy.
Which is why I've been thinking a lot about the whole wedding thing....I mean- He always asks 'when?' And 'Do you still want to?' And 'How soon?' And it hurts. I don't want him to be waiting. I want to give him what he wants, but- I don't have money to pay for it right now. We're still in school. And we'd have to plan everything.
I figured, if I drop out....I'll have plenty of time for that. And more time to care for Tommy. Give him what he wants, and just be with him more. Cause if there's one thing I'm scared of...It's loosing him. Even a little part of our relationship.
I know I'm being totally paranoid- maybe. But I just need Lexi and Nelly to go to advice for all this.
The doorbell rang as I finished up cleaning. Guess Genevieve and Bryan had come earlier.
"Babe! Don't get that, yet! Come here!" Tommy yelled stopping me as I walk towards the door.
I went over to Tommy and he took his apron off then hugged me, "I love you."
I hugged him, "I love you too."
"And I hope you like this little suprise. Cause I know we talked about some things a few days ago and you think of me so much. You're always giving me what I want when I want it so- Don't think about the expenses. Just be happy, okay? For me, please just be happy?" Tommy smiled and cupped my face.
I was confused, but nodded, "For you. Ofocurse."
He kissed me then beamed brightly, "Go! Go get the door!"
I left to get the door. I opened it, "Hey Gi-"
"Suprise!" My two moms put their hands out and yelled.
My breath hitched, "Oh my gosh..."
I was just about to hug them, till a little brunette popped in between them, "Did ya miss me?"
"Wh-" I smiled and hugged them. They hugged me back and Tommy joined shortly.
1,491 words
Thanks for reading :)
See ya next time!!!