"We are off the pristine island of Koh Tao!", Nat films the Djun hills whose white beaches and palm trees lead to the bright turquoise waters of the sea, "The northeast coast of Dragon Island is about to give us a view of life underwater for two hours", he zooms back to the deck.
And he turns the camera to his friends.
Friends, with their snorkeling gear at their heads and feet, offering a ravishingly exciting view.
James has his arms crossed and looks nervous.
He's never been snorkeling before and is a little afraid of the sight of sea creatures.
These endless amounts of water vouch for uncanny dangers that have always made James be wary.
How often did his nightmares hit him right in the fear spot?
The power of the sea and the violence of nature offered him the prospect of death in his dreams.
Tsunamis.
Whirlpools.
Attacks from swimming animals.
James weares his glance.
But Net sees that his beautiful face is wet with fear.
And a deep desire settles warmly over his mind.
He wants to protect him.
To open his eyes to visible happiness.
And shower him with his infinite love.
Net's heart begins to beat loudly and he points the camera at Maxnat.
The grinning messengers of love, standing side by side, holding hands.
Every cell of their body radiates that they are ready.
For all views, opinions, coutions.
They are ready for the shimmering blue.
The beautiful shapes and colors of Mother Nature.
For all the colors of life and love.
They are ready.
And the dancing wind makes their hair feel free.
"We all have a camera attached to our diving goggles. You will accompany each of us. You will see with our eyes," he turns off the vlog camera and everyone activates their own on the snorkel goggles still on their foreheads.
And we gain the view of each of these men in love, we love.
Their views, opinions, coutions.
Net approaches James, who is being addressed by Juna.
"You seem tense, sweetheart!" she puts her hand on James shoulder, "Relax! You'll be taken in by the beauty!", her sweet accent is directed at him, "And look who's standing by your side!", she points at Net, who has joined them in the meantime.
James looks into his cougar's warmest eyes and feels a gentle calm rise within him.
"This cutie here is a sea-dweller!" she winks at Net and places her other hand on his shoulder, "He's told me of his fondness for diving into the sea. You'll be safe by his side!", Juna rejoices.
Two such gorgeous young people, so good for each other.
Just Juna's thing!
But James cannot embrace this joy.
Juna's hand on Net's shoulder.
And when did he tell her about himself?
How familiar they seem.
And James feels the claws of insecurity showing him their marks.
Love requires caution.
A caution that Net sees immediately in James' eyes.
His big, brown eyes focus on the outside facade.
A wall to cover his insides.
But Net dives in.
His eyes know all the colors of his resistance.
And his heart loses more and more the prospect of protection.
James just is it.
No matter how much he opposes it.
Net will never stop to take away the fears of this desired man.
And in feverish love, he will always feel the strength within him to win more space in his heart.
"You stay by my hand!", Net reaches for James cold hand, "Forever!", he murmurs to him and sees James expression soften.
And there are amorous smiles around everyone's eager faces as they get ready to take the plunge.
Four cameras film as bubbling blue gently settles and the view of sunlight reflecting in the water emerges.
Ripples of resting sand.
Rippling warmth in the wet soft.
And Nat's camera shows the first colorful fish approaching them in flocks.
Developing a small current for themselves and letting Maxnat share in it.
Nat reaches out and feels the soft tingle of the flowing water on his fingertips.
Yellows.
Reds.
Blues.
Fishes in the shapes and patterns of nature's artist.
And Nat looks up at the most beautiful work of art on his planet.
Max's large, muscular body lets the sun's rays perform a hot dance on his skin.
His body, surrounded by water, performs gentle waves and lets him glide through the warm water.
And Nat's hands float to the white glowing happiness in the otherwise blue floating sea sky.
He holds onto Max's strong upper arm and floats on top of him.
And Nat lets Max guide him through the worlds while holding his broad shoulders with his hands.
Max glides along the reefs, pointing out the special curves and mouths.
To the corals glowing colorfully in the water and their settled civilizations.
And again and again his big hands squeeze the ones promised to him.
His Nong at his back and the prospect of pure life.
Happiness flows through Max's veins.
Free-floating happiness with free love in his heart.
A feeling that James is not feeling right now.
He can't see or breathe yet.
The mouthpiece that is supposed to supply him with oxygen from the air above him is not being used.
James jumped into the water hand in hand with Net and is not yet ready to engage in the next moment.
Until he feels a warm hand on his waist.
And his eyes finally dare to see.
Net holds him underwater, pointing his finger at his mouthpiece.
And he pulls Jaime's body into position.
With the water.
His hands slide over Jaime's body, showing him how to float parallel to the surface of the water.
And he uses his hands to show him how to make his beautiful legs dance in time with the rippling water.
Net's hands on his body.
And James can finally breathe again.
He puts his hand on his wildly beating heart.
And Net should feel it, too.
He reaches out and puts his hand on his chest.
And Net's camera picks up as he focuses his vision only on James' face.
He hovers next to him with his arm around his torso and his hand on his chest.
And he can only look at his astonished face.
James is suddenly presented with so many views.
The first fish and coral make his eyes widen.
And Net's heart flutters as he sees the corners of James' mouth form an enchanted smile.
How his raspberry lips enclose that enviable mouthpiece.
And even when he closes his eyes briefly to break away from the film in his head that illustrates those lips and their embrace, his camera accurately records that his gaze is fixed only on James' face.
An entire underwater world in view and Net's only sight is James' face.
And he feels the heartbeat of his love on his hand.
A heartbeat that gently settles and only dances out happy dances of joy.
James reaches out his hands for the variety and feels the happiness bubbling inside him.
Finally, he can open his eyes.
His view of life.
With its dangers.
He opens the caution that inhibits him.
And he sees the fertile blue on the horizon ever further towards life.
Forever ahead.
Full of power and strength.
And facing every danger.
By the side of his strong, brave, loving cougar.
And James looks to Net, whose gaze is still only on him.
And their eyes whisper to each other more than they would ever dare to say.
And James hears his heart and pulls Net into an embrace.
And they glide back to the surface of the water.
Tightly embraced, Net hears his love thank him.
"It's so beautiful. Everything is so beautiful!", James trembling voice sounds at his ear.
He has his arms wrapped tightly around Net's neck, not wanting to be anywhere else.
And Net feels James' heart fluttering wildly against his chest.
"Thank you!" he whispers, "Thank you, Net!"
"You don't have to thank me!" he chuckles sheepishly.
Such a cute cougar.
James brings his face in front of the wet pearly eye candy.
Net's eyes make him feel so good.
So many emotions seem to scream with pleasure in his body when he looks into his eyes.
And Jaime's raspberry lips have known where they want to go for quite some time.
And so he kisses those lips.
From which the most beautiful words form.
That make him feel seen and loved.
And again and again he wants to feel those lips.
Taste them.
Caress them.
Nibble on them.
And, if then also lick and suck at them.
Until the lovely warm feeling of pleasure turns into the hungry hot feeling of lust.
James hot sigh triggers an electric shock in Net's body.
He becomes erect and feels his body strike different rhythms.
And his hands press James body tighter against him.
And the sensation as their demanding places touch each other.
The deeper sound rising from James, begging Net's hips for more thrusts.
Can't take Net's heart.
He breaks their kiss and pulls back a little.
An embarrassed smile shows his white teeth.
James has to bite his lower lip when he sees Net's shy reaction.
I guess this handsome cougar has his weak points, too.
He's also wary.
Has his fears.
And James feels him develop a burning desire.
He wants to protect him.
Take away his fears.
Shower him with love.
Until he softens in his hands.
The solid splendor of his strong life shall soften in his hands.
And James cannot resist his impulse and approaches the excited Net again.
They float in the water.
Surrounded by the paradisiacal view of the rock formations and green crowns of the heavenly surroundings and the colorful tranquility of an unforgettable underwater world.
And their love bears the fruits of their deep longing for each other.
James puts his hands on the strong, tanned pectorals of Net.
And he follows his gliding hands with his eyes.
As they slide down that beautiful body.
And he can barely hold on until he reaches the solid place of his desire.
And Net's groan as he feels his hand kneading him.
A deep rush spreads through James as Net's heart exceeds its performance limit.
He reaches for the hand breaking him and holds it tight.
"I'm drowning!" his panicked lips form, "I can't swim that well!" his excited eyes plead, "Please don't, James! My heart don't bear it!", he shows himself quite sincere.
And James has to laugh up at the sight of his cougar.
He is so out of control.
His body sends the messengers of caution into the atmosphere.
And yet it wants to be James who saves him.
He reachs for Net's face with his hands and looks him very closely in the eyes.
"Calm down!" he whispers, "I'm sorry! I didn't mean to scare you!", he kisses his forehead, "Calm down!", he caresses his cheeks.
And Net takes a deep breath of his courage and nods.
The burning throbbing in his pants he can control well.
As long as his heart is going crazy like this, he can't let it loop freely.
I guess his heart needs more.
"Let's swim to the beach and relax a bit!", Net hears James' lure.
And that's something he can get into.
Maxnet's cameras will show the diversity underwater and theirs the dream world above water.
And both couples can save the little time they enjoy here by each other's side in the forever album of their happiness.
Max and Net let a ray show them the great, graceful beauty of swimming, while Net and James lie under a palm tree and enjoy the sun-kissed swell of the paradisiacal blue.
Warm air crackling with love surrounds them in the atmosphere elated with the song of the air.
James is lying on his back with his arms folded behind his head, while Net is turned sideways to him, supporting his head with his right hand.
Always this sight.
That beautiful face.
The body that is rather not to be looked at more closely.
Net once again allows himself to enjoy the sight of his James.
Just his face when the waving palm trees cast their shadow on it.
And that skin on his arms under his beautiful head.
Those brown strands mingling with the white-fine sand.
His ears.
That chin.
And he'd rather not take a closer look at his raspberry lips right now.
There are too many stored images in his head anyway.
And now that he knows what they taste and feel like.
"Do you like what you see?" he feels caught.
And Net gulps.
"Sure. You're beautiful and sexy!" he's honest.
James chuckles and squints over at him.
How is he supposed to keep it together, please?
How much sweet delight is he supposed to feel penetrating him without going weak?
"Feel free to grab anything you like!", James smirks at him.
Net nibbles on his lips.
"My heart is stopping me! You can't just give in to your urges if your heart isn't in it," he declares boldly.
And James is outraged.
He turns sideways and mimics Net's position.
"What are you saying?" he asks sternly, "That your heart isn't in it ?"
Nat peers into the outraged face and sees those pouty red lips.
He smiles softly and caresses those cheeks he loves so much.
"It means my heart is still afraid. And isn't sure about yours. I just don't want to let our urges take over for us!" he explains softly, "My heart got so lost the first time."
Jaime's heart melts.
Only Net knows the melting point of his frozen heart.
The first time, that is.
And James remembers his first time and the accompanying Antarctic storms that left him frozen.
He has to touch Net with care.
Net deserves to be seen properly.
And he knows that he will always openly show him his feelings.
So that James also dares to open up.
More and more.
The ice floes are fading.
And he can safely dare again.
To allow this obvious feeling inside him.
This love that flows within him.
For this man.
And Jaime's love tears tentatively from the corners of his eyes.
Net feels his heart cry out at the sight.
"James!" he calls him, "What's wrong?" he catches the tears with his fingers, "Did I say something wrong?" he searches his gaze.
And James takes him in his arms and nestles his face against his neck.
"You never say anything wrong!" he cries against his ear, "Always you say exactly the right thing!" he sobs sweetly.
And Net presses him tightly against his body.
And makes him cry with love against his neck.
And James first wets the fragrant skin of his cougar with his tears, until he begins to caress it.
His Net he wants to wet with his love.
His slowly daring love.
His love finally showing itself.
He should feel it.
He shall feel the beat of his heart beating for him.