At the same time, just a few meters away, Net and James are searching for the protection that will secure them from the hottest danger.
Nat's heart pumps his blood through his body at a rate that makes him lose space and time.
They have entered their sleeping cabin and he can't handle his excitement.
James looks at him.
Otherwise he could always allow his eyes to enjoy.
James' eyes were rarely on him, so he settled into an expansive warmth that flowed through him as he looked at his face.
His stature.
His entirety.
Everything about him.
Eyes belonging to him were allowed to look and make his feelings clear to him.
Without being seen.
Net doesn't know how to be seen by James.
And his eyes directed at him make him feel completely defenseless.
And the fear of the next rejection makes him become so cautious.
His cool mind puts itself before his burning heart and makes him anticipate.
"I'll wait for you outside, then you can cream here in peace!", Net's voice breaks the emerging silence.
And he wants to get out of here.
Too dangerous.
He wants to avoid James' gaze.
"Wait!", James hand reaches for Net's wrist.
And only slowly can he turn back to him.
James's big, glittering eyes look deep.
They search his eyes.
But Net's fear places itself protectively in front of him.
"You don't have to leave the room!" his raspberry lips form.
And his grip on Net's wrist softens.
Tenderly, he strokes the back of his hand and pulls his hand back.
"Net!" he wants him to look at him.
Why does Net's heart have to go so crazy?
And James sees Net take a deep breath in and out.
He smiles.
Net looks so indescribably cute right now.
And so damn sexy.
He's kind of shy.
Not like he usually is.
James takes a liking to the shy cougar.
And wants to draw him out.
And so he starts to take off Net's shirt, which is still on his own skin.
Net's eyes, fixed on the floor, peripherally perceive James' hands undoing the small buttons of his shirt.
And his eyes know full well that he is powerless.
They will look.
That's for sure.
As firm as the muscles James' torso wears.
And his eyes look as tender as his white-soft skin covers those muscles.
James smiles as he watches Net caress him with his eyes.
He finds pleasure in finally surrendering to his gaze.
How many times did he feel his gazes leave burning marks on his body?
How many times did he close his eyes and stir his body the way he would like Net to see him?
Secretly.
His secret pleasure.
When Net caressed him with his eyes.
And he let him.
With safe protection.
Not reciprocating.
James never showed himself defenseless before.
This man here is the first to let him show himself defenseless.
James smile forms a sweet pout.
And Net still doesn't look him in the eye.
"Net, are you going to cream me?" asks James seductively.
And Net's shocked eyes finally meet his.
Too sweet.
"I'd rather not!" he shakes his head.
James pouts even sweeter.
Net smiles sheepishly.
"James, we can't!" he declares to himself.
"Why not?" his raspberry lips want to know.
Net scratches his head in despair.
His anguish is evident on his face.
Jaime's heart melts at the sight.
"If you don't want to, it's no problem!" he comforts Net, only to be interrupted by him.
"You heard Max!", Net starts bravely at first, "He said, he told us to look!", he stammers nervously.
"But we are looking!", James tries to reassure him.
"No! I mean, yes! But! You don't understand!", Net's eyebrows worry.
Those big, dark, loving eyes want James to understand.
And James' attentive, enchanting face encourages him.
And with a clear sincerity, he is ready to show himself completely defenseless.
No cool fear can stand in the way of his warm feelings.
"I want you to be clear about your feelings for me!" he whispers to James, "My feelings are completely clear to me!" he reaches for James hand and presses it against his chest.
To show him what his heart is suffering.
To make him feel the violent blow against his hand.
And James hand sends the messengers of happiness into his body.
Warmly they flow down his arm into his body.
Washing away all heaviness.
Radiate their warmth into all his cells.
And make his heart beat in the blissful beat of Net's love.
And James soul, mind and body are ready to understand.
He brings his free hand to Net's face.
He delicately strokes his thumb across his prominent jaw to his chin and glides over to his lips.
Which he looks at closely before feeling them with his thumb.
And his hand against Net's chest feels the tremors of his palpation.
James bites his lips.
And his raspberry lips direct their sound at Net once more:
"Then let me be clear about my feelings for you!"
And James approaches Net.
And presses his face against his tanned, fragrant neck.
And the next moment makes Net's heart pump even deeper.
His chest lifts as James begins to taste his neck.
Those lips against his skin.
Soft embers quenched by his sweet tongue.
And driving Net out of his mind.
He feels himself soften and swell at the same time.
James extensive tasting and touching travels hot along his neck.
To enjoy the other side.
James feels hot lust shooting inside him as he takes in the dreamy taste and tart sweet scent.
It tastes so good to him.
And having Net's hands still pressing his against his chest makes him want to taste from so many more places.
That warm feeling of safe defenselessness.
Net's love flows through his body, opening all the buds of his locked desires.
And a sea of more arises within him.
Opens his horizon to infinite expanse.
He wants more.
More of this love.
And he brings his face before Nets and shows himself to him with his eyes.
Pure, defenseless vastness receives Nat's soul in James' eyes.
And he answers the call of his now received love.
Presses his lips against the longed-for dream.
Takes it between his lips, these soft sky berries.
And he feels his heart tremble.
Hot tears demand more care.
He's on the road for complete defenselessness.
At the mercy of no safety net forever.
Defenseless with the man who rejected him so many times.
A hesitation which James feel.
And he presses his searching ones to his cougar's finally found lips.
His tongue, already tasting him, searches for the next rush on his heavenly body.
And as their tongues nestle together, undulating the lovely dance of love,
James feels how he belongs only to him.
Net's love courses through his veins, making him feel like he finally belongs.
He wants to belong only to him.
And his beat wants to show him.
Like his free hand digging into his back, pressing his naked torso firmly against him.
More.
More skin contact.
More tasting.
More.
Take more of what's yours!
And James hand frees itself from her passionate captivity.
He breaks their hot kiss and stares into Net's eyes.
Eyes that cry out, lost and defenseless, for love.
"Touch me!", Net thinks to misheard.
"Huh?" escapes his moist, open lips.
James shakes his head.
"Where'd that flirt artist go?" he murmurs seductively to him.
And he reaches for Nat's hands.
And settles it on his body.
"Touch me!" he takes Net's chin and takes his mouth.
And Net's mind explodes with intoxication.
His beat matches his lovely demand.
Powerful and tender at the same time, he strokes and kneads his James' beloved body.
Lets his fingertips climb every velvety white skin hitherto only dreamed of.
And every touch makes him take off.
James' skin against his.
Their bodies found together.
The sweet hot taste on his tongue.
James smelling, tasting, feeling.
And hear his suppressed moan.
Net's tightly swelling love is driven to the very edge of his loss of control by the sensual dance of their lust.
He feels himself escalating and suddenly holds James tight.
James reluctantly releases his lips.
And Net leans his forehead against James as their deep breaths call to each other.
"James, let's take it slow!" he whispers, "I'm afraid I'll lose you if we don't!" he shows himself defenseless, "I've desired you for so long. And I don't want to chase you away!", his truth rings out, "My heart won't do it anymore!", James should know.
And James red pouty lips form a warm smile.
Net shows himself so vulnerable and yet so strong.
He has the strength to resist.
And that makes James all the weaker.
"Mhmmmm!" growls James, "Pi Net!" he purrs, "You are very tasty!" he breathes, "The more I taste of you, the more I want!" he kisses the forehead that was leaning against his and looks into his eyes.
"We'll take it slow!" he kisses his right cheek, "But I want you to know that you can't chase me away!" he kisses his left cheek, "I don't want to lose you either!" his eyes show defenseless, "My heart won't do it anymore!" he gives him a shy smile.
And his shame awakens all the butterflies of the universe in Net's body.
James' heart.
His heart.
He wants his heart forever.
And he lets James face wander with his lips.
Every beloved spot is kissed with the flutter of his love's wings.
And their embarrassed giggles are accompanied by intense gazes and tingling bodies.
As they embrace each other once again.
Mixing heat and chemistry.
Feeling each other flare up and keep their distance again.
Rubbing each other's backs with cream.
Thanking each other only briefly with a kiss.
A kiss that gets hotter.
Skin searching for each other.
Deep breathing against the demanding impulse.
Another kiss to show each other.
So deep shall show.
Deep glimpses of feelings finally set free.
Accompanied by excited giggles and smirks.
And hiding on each other's necks.
Until the intoxicating scent demands a retreat.
When love finally shows its beautiful face and the longing bodies still have to be patient.
Net and James, reddened by love and hand in hand, leave the cabin and meet Max and Nat on the deck.
Who in the crimson glow witness the peak of their free love.
Max is engrossed in Nat's eyes and has his chin between his fingers.
He sends him flying kisses while Nat smiles with big googly eyes.
Deep red cheeks smiling back at each other the secrets of their moments together.
As love weaves the eternal roots of happiness in waves that go deeper and deeper.
Different facets of love lie red on the equipped bodies of Thai people who desire each other, on the sailing yacht on the shore of Hin Wong Bay to the unforgettable snorkeling spot on the northeast coast of Dragon Island.