[Landlord] Just register an account Posting time: 2017-05-7 20:49:18
Today I finally got the offer from the first school, happy!
I want to tell you the first time ~
there are books to read, haha~(￣▽￣)~
Let’s wait and see if there will be offers from other schools!
Are there any little angels studying abroad, can you tell me what to prepare in advance?
[1st floor] Simba: Prepare money (?_?)
[2nd floor] Unbelievable: See where you are, you don’t really need to prepare anything in a big city, if you go to the village, you can bring everything you can, when you arrive It may be a luxury to eat instant noodles over there (don't ask me how I know that)
[3rd floor] sharing: Congratulations to Xiaoxi !
…………
[Landlord] Just register an account. Posting time: 2017-06-21 12:29:36
During the New Year’s Day, Pei Hao came to sit in the downstairs community of my house every day. I heard some neighbors discussing whether he has a brain problem.
Later, my sister met me one day, and she was puzzled: "Why haven't you cleaned up yet?"
I smiled silently: "He won't let go, what can I do... Call the police and arrest him? Sitting in the community is not illegal. "
My sister touched her chin and looked at me thoughtfully: "He comes every day?"
I scratched the back of my head and said, "It's not every day, maybe four or five days a week."
"You really don't like him?" My sister asked again.
I paused and nodded, not daring to look at my sister.
"Hey, what a sin," my sister shook her head and sighed, "you can handle your own affairs, just don't regret it in the future."
In fact, there were a few times when I listened to the wind whistling past the window and looked at the shivering pedestrians passing by, and I almost couldn't resist the urge to go downstairs. But my memory always pulls me back to the past, the year my mother passed away, he didn't mean to take the initiative to accompany me during Chinese New Year, and he didn't come to me for a few days until I texted him and begged him.
Every time I think about these things, a chill occurs in my heart, and I immediately put out the little flame that had just emerged.
Don't say that I like to flip through old accounts, because these things have never passed in my heart.
On my birthday, I received an oversized box, and when I opened it, there were 25 packed gift boxes (I am 25 years old). I didn't leave a name, but don't think about it, it must have been sent by Pei Hao.
It was the first time I found out that he was such a stubborn person, unyielding and never retreating.
When my sister and brother-in-law came to my house, they were shocked to see so many gift boxes.
"Who sent it?" My sister looked at me and asked with a smile, "Is there something wrong?"
I lowered my head, sipped my tea, and whispered, "It was sent by Pei Hao, and the doorman directly signed for it."
Sister: "..."
My brother-in-law suddenly interjected: "If you think about it again, I think he is very attentive..."
My sister glared at him, and my brother-in-law shut up.
In addition to the gift he gave me before, there is no room for the storage room in my house (smile.jpg). So, I packed all the things he sent me and sent them to Pei Hao's company.
A few days later he sent it again, just like playing a football, back and forth several times.
Until I couldn't stand it and sent him a text message: Don't send me anything more!
The courier fee is very expensive!
He replied: Xiaoxi, you took the initiative to send me a text message (happy.jpg). If you don't like it, just leave it, and I won't accept it anyway.
So those things are still in my storage room.
I plan to donate it all to an orphanage or Hope Primary School before going abroad.
Winter slowly passed, and when spring came, Pei Hao appeared downstairs in my house less frequently.
I think it's okay, he is finally tired, and I don't have to have such a big psychological burden.
Later, when chatting with Jing Ling, she said that Pei Hao was competing with XX company for resources during that time.
As soon as I heard it, isn't XX company Jinyu's company? (Laugh or cry.jpg)
I just hope that they are simply competing in business, not because of me.
But it was the first time that Pei Hao was sent to the hospital when he was so old. I knew he wouldn't let Jin Yu go so easily.
Even if he wants to, it is estimated that his father will not agree.
I met his dad once. On the day of our graduation ceremony, he was wearing a neat suit and standing in the crowd with a serious expression. At first glance, he was a ruthless character.
At that time, I was secretly worried for Pei Hao, how difficult it would be for him to come out of the closet in the future. Later, I found out that it was my business if he came out of the closet, because I thought too much.
His precious son was beaten and his bones were broken, how could he easily let that person go.
Unless he didn't know it was Jin Yu who did it.
I didn't care about it, and neither of them mentioned it to me, so I thought, it's alright?
[1st floor] Yu Lei: Don't worry about them being right, it's useless to do it.
[2nd floor] Innocent sign: Agree upstairs, Xiaoxi, don't think you provoked these, you are the most innocent person! You were scumbags by Pei Hao, teased by Jin Yu, and splashed by Cheng Yi. They took the initiative to provoke you. You feel guilty!
…………
[22nd floor] Failed to load the screen name: I actually want to say the same thing to your brother-in-law (be careful.jpg)
[23rd floor] nsdk2039: I still brood over the fact that you forgive Cheng Yi...
[24th Floor] Just register an account: I don't forgive, but I'm not so disgusted
...
[Landlord] Just register an account Post time: 2017-08-6 22:07:54
It's been a long time since I came back, everyone Are you ok?
Later, I got offers from two schools, and I already decided where to go. I will leave next week (Sahua.jpg)
About last week, Cheng Yi suddenly sent me a text message, asking if he could apologize to me in person. How should I put it, I still don't want to see him. When I think of him, my immediate physical reaction is to be afraid.
I rejected him, and then he sent a long text to the effect of being sorry or something.
In fact, I don't care too much, I'm leaving this place soon, I don't want to leave with hatred. In my long life, he didn't even deserve a name.
What's more, compared to Pei Hao, the damage he did to me was nothing short of a drop in the bucket. Even Pei Hao I put down, how can I have the energy to care about him.
I replied with a um that day, and then there was no reply.
Recently, Jing Ling and Geng Han got married. They are envious of them and can accept everyone's blessings openly. I guess I will never get that little red book in my life~
Sometimes I feel that we gays are like mice living in a burrow, and we only dare to disclose our sexual orientation when we are wearing vests online. In real life, you have to be careful everywhere. You don’t even dare to hold a hand on the street. You have to hide it well in the unit, or you will be reported because of this one day.
I envy you straight men and straight women!
The day before yesterday was my mother's memorial day. My sister and my brother-in-law bought a bunch of flowers and brought some of my mother's favorite food to see her.
Unexpectedly, when we finished the worship, a person wearing a suit and dusty came, holding a large bunch of white lilies in his hands.
That's right, it was Pei Hao who came.
My sister looked at him in surprise, "Why are you here?"
Pei Hao politely nodded to my sister and brother-in-law, and said, "Come and see Auntie."
I didn't expect to see him here, or I didn't expect him to remember my mother's funeral.
My sister gave me an embarrassed look, then dragged her husband out and said, "Let's go over there to see, you can talk."
After they left, Pei Hao didn't speak.
He put the flower in front of the tombstone and bowed deeply to my mother.
I looked at the photo on the tombstone and sighed, "You still remember."
"Remember," Pei Hao straightened up, his eyes dimmed, "Your saddest day."
He was dressed in black and had his beard shaved clean. He was still the same sunshine boy when we first met.
A startling glance, as if from a lifetime.
I found that since I broke up with him until now, I haven't spoken to him properly. I always pushed him away and stabbed him with a resisting attitude. With so many emotions, it doesn't seem like a person who has really let go.
The weather that day was very good, the sky was clear, the breeze was blowing, and occasionally there was a little fragrance of flowers.
In front of my mother's grave, I want to say goodbye to him in a good manner.
Pei Hao kept looking at me with light in his eyes, he laughed at himself: "I thought I was early enough, but I didn't expect you to be earlier than me."
I didn't take his words, but turned to look at him, lightly. He said lightly, "Pei Hao, I'm leaving."
"Go?" A trace of surprise flashed in Pei Hao's eyes, and he asked in disbelief, "Where to go?"
"Do you think I'll tell you?" I looked at him and smiled slightly, "Go somewhere else and start over."
"When are you leaving?" Pei Hao looked at me with a sad face, as if I had pulled a hole in his heart.
I was silent for a while, and said expressionlessly: "Recently."
"Can't you really tell me where to go?" Pei Hao reached out and stroked my hair, and the wind blew it away. He took a photo, smiled wryly, and said with a hint of pleading, "Let me check the weather forecast there when I'm thinking of you, or look through the pictures of that city."
I laughed, I didn't know it for so long. your mind? I patted his shoulder lightly and persuaded him sincerely: "Let go, don't come looking for me again, forget me."
"I can't do it," Pei Hao frowned deeply, biting his thin lips, lowered his There was a trace of pain in his eyes, "You know I'll find you."
I looked at him straight, with a firm tone: "Then I'll leave until you give up."
There was ice in his eyes that couldn't be melted away. clenched his trembling hands and muttered to himself, "Do you just want to see me so much?"
"Yes."
I saw that Pei Hao was hit by something, and his body suddenly shook. The light in his eyes went out, as if his soul had been taken away, staring blankly ahead.
"Finally, thank you for visiting my mother." I turned my back, waved my hand, and strode into the distance.
My sister saw me coming, but her eyes were still staring in the direction of Pei Hao, and she asked me in a low voice, "Is he crying?"
I turned around and glanced at it. In the backlight, Pei Hao covered his face with his hands and bent his body. Down, the black figure kept shaking.
I replied lightly that I didn't know, and then looked away.
The wind suddenly became stronger, and sand was blown into my eyes, which made my eyes red.
That night, I dreamed again when I first met Pei Hao.
Just because I saw him one more time in the crowd.
However, after five years in a hurry, it was like a white horse passing through a gap, and we still inevitably moved towards separation.
What is the most painful thing in this world may be the love of a lifetime;
what is the most relaxing thing in this world is probably a momentary relief.
Pei Hao, goodbye. never see again.
[1st floor] agentsign: This is the last goodbye.
[2nd floor] Chang Wen: Oh my god, I want to go in and hug Pei Hao (question mark face)
[3rd floor] Uncle Ah: Pei Hao, hey
... ………
[6th Floor] That man, that flower, that dog: Congratulations, Xiaoxi can start a new life soon! In addition, don't worry that you can't get the red book, you can get the white book and the blue book in other countries in the future...
[7th Floor] Kill Calculus: Yes, yes, Xiaoxi should be optimistic, this Society is becoming more and more friendly towards gays
...
[Floor 28] Carrie: Come, hug Xiaoxi, our eyes are not red (touch our heads.jpg)
[Floor 29] Asan: Xiaoxi, promise me, don't be there in the future Find a boyfriend in the trash!
[30th Floor] Brother Ah Zhong: Yes, yes, remember to post on the forum when you meet the right person in the future, we will help you check.
…………
[37th floor] Satan’s mango: Pei Hao is in pain
[38th floor] Scent Forest: Pei should have regretted his bowels, but there is no regret medicine
…………
[45th floor] Just register a number: this For the past six months, thank you for your understanding and comforting me. You are really the little sun in my life. Bow down to all brothers, sisters, brothers and sisters!