SYNGULAR JOURNEÈ
𝖲𝖠𝖳𝖴𝖱𝖣𝖠𝖸 • 𝟭𝟮:𝟭𝟱𝗣𝗠
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I was at tabatha's house because she wanted to try applying lashes on me since she been practicing so i vlogged my day.
"How'd i do?" She asked handing me a mirror.
"Ouu these is cute" i smiled.
They really were.
"You lying?" She asked.
"No tabatha" i said. "I really like them fr you should start up a business"
"I was thinking that but i wanna get more practice first" she said cleaning up.
"Shit i wanna sleep now" i said laying in her bed.
"Then sleep hoe" she said. "Ion gone suffocate you"
"I never asked if you would so that means you were thinking of it" i squinted my eyes at her.
"What? girl shut yo crazy ass up" she laughed.
"Mmm" i hummed.
"Where'd you get that necklace?" She asked.
"Oh, von got it for me" i said.
Grandson🖤
I miss you
I miss you too.
Wyd?
𝘥𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥 12:20am
Studio
Where you at?
At tabatha's house.
𝘥𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥 12:20am
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Waiting for him to text back i got something to eat.
About 30 minutes later tabatha dropped me home.
My momma wasn't home.
Sighing i closed my room door & turned around.
"Dayvonn!" I yelled throwing my bag at him.
"Damn mimi" he said.
"Bro stop scaring me like that how you get in my room?" I asked now irritated.
"I'm von" he said.
"Get out my bed" i said sliding off my shoes.
"Yo bed comfortable as hell gang nah" he said putting his hands behind his head.
"You're taking up the whole bed" i said. "Big ass body" i mumbled.
"Huh?" He asked.
"I said go over" i rolled my eyes.
"Why you even here?" I asked.
"I missed you" he said hugging me.
"Yea" i said making him mug me.
"You mad a'sum?" He asked.
"No, move" i said.
I wanted to come home to MY bed & relax in MY bed but he wanna bring his big ass in MY bed.
"Nah you mad" he said.
"No I'm not von now move" i said.
He grabbed my face smashing his lips into mines.
As his tongue grazed over my lips he pulled me on top of him.
His eyes were open which kinda scared me.
Pecking my lips a few times i grabbed his face deepening the kiss & leaning down.
His hands rested on my lower back as our tongues twirled around & spit swapped.
"Damn" he groaned as i placed a few kisses on his neck.
His lips went back onto mines. He sat up as i threw my head back allowing him to kiss around my neck.
"Can i touch you?" He whispered.
"Just not there" i said.
He put his hand up my shirt & started rubbing on my titties. Feeling him brick up under me i got nervous.
He kissed me one more time before pulling away.
"Syngular!" I heard my momma yell as well as the front door close.
"Shit" i whispered jumping up.
"Ion hiding in no mf closet" he said playing with his dreads.
"Yes you are" I mumbled.
"Wait... no" I said.
I had this extra room in my bathroom where i keep my bathing & drying off towels.
"Syngular" she said opening my door.
"Yes ma" i said.
"What you doing? you ain't hear me calling you" she said.
"Yea" i said. "I was just getting a new bathing towel"
"Oh" she said eyeing my room.
Thank God von ain't park in the driveway.
"Come help me put these groceries up" she sighed.
"Okay" i said.
After a minute of putting up groceries i went back in my bathroom.
"If i gotta do this shit you gone needa tell yo momma we be hanging out a'sum" he said.
"You know i can't do that" i mumbled.
"I know, it's coo tho ion want you getting cut ass n shit" he chuckled.
"That wasn't even funny" i said.
"My bad ma" he said softly.
"Why you kiss with your eyes open? scared the life outta me" i said sitting down.
"Ion trust bitches" he said. "We could be kissing & you try to kill my ass right there n i won't know"
"Why would i wanna kill you? besides you being annoying as fuck" i said.
"You the crazy set huh?" He asked looking at me.
I shrugged my shoulders laying down.
"Imma see you later folks" he said getting up.
"Okay" i said.
"Come here" he said.
I got up & walked over to him.
I hugged & he looked down at me before pecking my lips a few times.
He is so tall.
"You love this shit huh?" He smirked.
"Get out" i said.
He nodded his head before leaving out my window.
I laughed laying back in my bed. What does this man have me doing.
Is it wrong that i kissed him? seeing he's 19 & I'm 17... I'm turning 18 in less than 2 months but i like it & definitely ain't telling nobody not even tabatha the most she'll get outta me is the dreams.
After he left i went back to watching tv.
I was scrolling on my phone when i seen snapchat sent that memories notifiation.
It was this day last mouth.
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Flashback to this day last month
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I stared at it for while remembering everything we did together. I really wish we could've gotten more time to spend together but we went out a lot & i have a lot of pictures with me him but this made sad.
"You okay?" My momma asked making me nod.
"You remember Fatima?" She asked.
Fatima, back when i was younger me & her son demari were best friends that's why i was kinda suspicious about that boy yesterday but he look nothing like him so it can't be him.
But, we stopped talking because he switched schools & we just got distant.
"Yea" i sighed.
"Well her & demari-"
"Hell no" i said.
"Don't make me beat yo ass luh girl" she said.
"Sorry, i meant no" i said.
"I didn't even get to finish, she wants me to hang out with her" she said.
"Me, you, her & demari, right?" I asked.
"Yea" she said.
"Unt unt" i shook my head.
"Why? you acting like you don't like demari" she said.
"I do it's just..." i mumbled.
We lowkey liked each other & had a small argument before he left. We might've been young but we knew the meaning to a lot of shit.
"What?" She asked.
"Nun" i said.
They didn't know.
"So, you wanna come?" She asked.
"I guess" i groaned.
"Okay, we leaving at-"
"Where we going?" I asked side eyeing her.
"Staying at they hotel until tomorrow" she said.
"It's top tier or something?" I asked.
"They down here for vacation so yes" she said.
"Gosh" i mumbled.
"Get comfy with demari again cause he gone be staying down here for school" she said.
"Huh?" I asked.
"Yea that was him yesterday" she chuckled walking out the room.
That's why she was acting like that after i came from showing him where the gym was at...
"Momma" i yelled.
"Pack" she said. "We leave at 5"
It was currently 4pm.
How she gone tell me a hour before.
Getting up i grabbed my duffel bag & packed a few things. After that i got ready while talking to tabatha & herb.
"What you wearing?" He asked.
"Well since we going for dinner first i put on this cute dress & some heels" i said setting up my camera.
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"You look pretty boo" tabatha said.
"Thanks" i said laughing.
"He needa be gone again" he mumbled.
"He so jealous" she said.
"Ion blame him to be honest" i said.
"Play nice... you might warm up to him again" she said.
"I guess" i said.
"Von know you going?" He asked.
"I'm not obligated to tell him whenever I'm going out" i said furrowing my eyebrows.
"Period" she said.
"He be going out & don't tell me right" i said.
"Exactly" she said.
"We not together for all that" i said.
Scrolling through stories i seen someone repost von laid up with kris. It looked like he was sleep & she was touching his face.
Not feeling any type of way I exited out their story & finished doing what i was doing but he definitely not kissing me again.
I put all my hair supplies up & whatever i would need for tomorrow i packed. I wiped down my bathroom counter then washed my hands.
"You ready?" My momma asked.
"Yea" i sighed. "Imma call y'all later"
"Alright" they said in unison.
I hung up & grabbed my bag holding my phone in my other hand.
I flicked off my light & walked out to the front door.
As my momma locked the door i put our bags in the car.
Once we got there i got real nervous. One, I haven't seen him in years, two, the last time we did talk we left off not on good terms & now i just gotta meet him again all of a sudden. Hopefully it goes well since we had a decent conversation yesterday...
"Wait momma take my picture" i said giving her my phone.
"Uh- okay" she chuckled.
I took about two since we had to hurry.
I posted them on my story & walked up to the hotel with my momma.
We got our own room but it was right across from demari & his momma's room.
"So like... where we meeting them?" I asked.
"Down stairs at the restaurant" She said.
It seemed like they had everything here. A water park, different food places, a few designer stores plus more.
"Oh" i said.
"Come on" she said.
I followed her out the door & downstairs.
Rubbing my hands together while playing with my fingers we walked into the restaurant.
"Hi pretty girl" Fatima said hugging me.
"Hi" i laughed hugging her back.
Okay well demari wasn't here.
"You got so grown" she said looking at me.
I just laughed not knowing what to say.
"What grade you going in now? 12?" She asked.
"Yea" i nodded seeing him walk up behind her.
His eyes immediately landed on me. He looked at me like he was shocked or something i guess he ain't got told either.
As my momma talked to him n stuff i sat down.
Me thinking she was gonna sit next to me she didn't... she know what she doing.
Anywho, we caught up getting to know more about what happened these past years.
"Any boyfriends?" Fatima asked.
"Nope" i shook my head.
"You being honest or you just saying that cause we here?" She asked laughing.
"I'm being fr" i said. "They don't be meaning well anyway" i sighed.
"Mhm" my momma hummed nodding.
This is so awkward. They were having full on conversations then there's me & this nigga not talking at all.
We stayed for about an hour then went to the bar. Why they wanna drink.
I went outside to walk.
Grandson🖤
Where you at?
Hotel.
𝘥𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥 7:30pm
With who?
My momma.
𝘥𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥 7:30pm
What y'all doing there
With friends
𝘥𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥 7:31pm
You lying?
No dayvon😂
𝘥𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥 7:32pm
What friends you got with you? tabios & herbert?
Who?😭
𝘥𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥 7:32pm
You know who i mean
Tabatha & herb no.
𝘥𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥 7:33pm
Then who
Omg you always this nosey?😂
𝘥𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥 7:33pm
If you with a nigga it's coo
Yea, my old best friend.
𝘥𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥 7:33pm
Mmm
Where you at?
𝘥𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥 7:33pm
Boutta pick you up
Von quit playing..
𝘥𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥 7:34pm
Nobody playing
Yes you are.
𝘥𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥 7:34pm
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He didn't text me back after that so i guess he was mad.
"Aye syngular!" I heard demari yell my name while coming around the corner.
"Hm" i lowly hummed turning around.
"So you just wasn't gone talk to me?" He asked walking besides me.
"Ion know" i said shrugging my shoulders.
"You still that shy lil girl" he laughed.
"Mcht shut up" i mumbled sucking my teeth. "Did your momma tell you that was me yesterday?"
"Nah" he chuckled. "They had that shit planned"
"Mmm" i hummed.
"Sorry bout the last time we talked" he said.
"It's fine" i sighed. "At least we would get a chance to get past that since you boutta be attending the same school as me"
"Imma be on yo ass every day" he said.
"You still that annoying lil boy" i laughed.
"You sure you ain't got no nigga? i seen you giggling over here" he said.
"Stalking for what?" I asked.
"That's a yes?" He asked.
"No" i said. "I don't i was texting my friend"
"But you got a girl?" I asked looking at him.
"Nah" he said. "Atlanta bitches weird"
"& bitches here ain't no better" i sighed.
"Facts" he said.
"Remember when you fucked up that one nigga for bullying me?" I asked.
"Mhm" he said.
He really fucked him up fr I'm talking broken nose n everything. It was really nothing like our friendship back then. We did any & everything for each other & he was always there for me he was like my twin type shit.
"I still wanna kill his ass to this day" he said.
"So you been thinking bout me?" I asked smiling.
"From time to time yea, ion been in one friendship that was better than ours" he chuckled. "& we boutta rebuild that shit fuck what you gotta say"
"Definitely-" i started coughing because i seen vons car come right through the entrance.
"Omg" i thought to myself as he looked directly at me.
"You good?" Demari asked.
"Y-yea" i stuttered.
I watched as he licked over his bottom lip while smirking at me.
"Syngular" demari said.
"Yes?" I asked looking at him.
"You good ma?" He asked.
I nodded looking him in his eyes.
"Gimme yo hands" he said.
"Why?" I asked mugging him as he grabbed them.
"Why you nervous?" He asked laughing making me wipe my hands on my dress.
"You remembered everything about me or something?" I asked as we sat down on the chair outside the restaurants door.
"Yea" he said slouching back & going on his phone.
"Cute" i mumbled.
"I seen you got new friends tho" he said.
"Well duh" i said. "I wasn't gone sit around this mf waiting on you not knowing if you was gone ever come back"
"I know" he said laughing. "Gimme yo phone"
"Okay" i said handing it to him & i saved my number in his phone.
"Who herbert?" He asked.
"You putting your number in or searching my phone?" I asked.
"It's a notification" he said.
"My best friend" i mumbled.
"Mmm" he hummed letting out a breath. "They having this party at a club here tonight you wanna come wimme?"
"You know hotel parties be full of white people" I stale faced him.
"Nah this one lit fasho" he laughed.
"Okay... what time?" I asked tucking in my bottom lip.
"11 but i got some shit for us to do before then" he said.
"What?" I asked.
"My other homies i had down here boutta come thru" he said making me side eye him.
"No" i said.
"Syngular" he said. "It's a girl too"
"Okay" i said. "So you did have another girl friend?" I squinted my eyes at him.
We were selfish with each other real bad it wasn't even funny.
"Be fr" he said.
I swear if von one of his "friends" I'll die.
After that we went back up to the hotel. Since fatima's room was bigger we chilled in there.
I laid my head on his stomach while scrolling on Instagram. We actually warmed up to each other pretty quick which I'm surprised about.
Our momma's was on the balcony doing them.
"Momma I'm gonna get ready" i said.
She nodded giving me the key.
I left to our room which was right there & picked out my outfit.
Getting out the shower i put on my clothes & walked out the bathroom.
I touched up my hair & did a light beat on my face.
"Who's grandson?" He asked looking at my phone laid next to him in the bed.
"My friend from school" i said putting on my lashes.
"He still go there?" He asked.
"No" i shook my head.
"Oh" he said. "How come y'all still talk" he laughed.
"I had to help him pass this class to graduate & our friendship just grew from there" i shrugged my shoulders. "& crazy thing is we wasn't fucking with each other before that so when i was told i had to do a project with him i was mad"
"Damn" he said. "Can't imagine the attitude you gave his ass"
"Ion did too bad" i said laughing.
20 minutes after that i was finally done getting myself together & we left downstairs.
As we were walking outside waiting for the girl that was supposed to come i felt someone grab my arm & pull me behind a wall.
I widened my eyes before looking up to see von.. not surprised.
"Von" i mumbled.
"Why you ain't tell me you was coming here?" He asked calmly.
"Because i didnt even know until an hour before" i said. "Plus ion gotta tell you every time I'm going out"
"Mhm what if i wanted to pick you up?" He asked.
"Well you didn't so-"
My phone began ringing i took it out my pocket to see it was demari.
"Shit" i whispered. "Hello"
"Where you at?" He asked.
"I had to use the bathroom" i said as von laid my head back onto his shoulder which gave him access to rub from my neck & down.
I tried my hardest not to make a sound-
"Why you ain't tell me?" He asked.
"You were talking to your friends I- mm" i said trying to bite back the sound of satisfaction.
"What?" He asked.
"I'm coming back now" i said.
"Ight" he said before hanging up.
"Move" i pushed von.
"What?" He smirked.
"Why you did that? & we in public" I asked.
"Can't nobody see us we behind a bush" he chuckled. "Ain't no cameras the only things seeing us is these leaves plus i only did it cause i wanted you off the phone"
"Me & that boy not even together for you to be doing all that" i said.
"His arm was around you n shit you lucky ion make a scene when i drove through here" he said.
"Make a scene for what? we're friends" i said laughing. "& don't kiss me again ion know where yo lips been"
"What you mean by that?" He asked.
"Nothing" i said. "I gotta go tho bye" i walked off.
"Stop fucking playing lil guh" he said grabbing my face.
He kissed me then let me go.
"Die" i said wiping my lips.
He laughed as i walked off.
I went back to where demari was.
"Hey" i smiled nervously.
"Ion care if I'm talking to my friends tell me when you gotta go somewhere bru" he said grabbing my hand.
"Okay" i mumbled.
𝟭:𝟮𝟬𝗔𝗠
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While i talked to demari i noticed his other girl friend kept on staring at me from behind him.
"Mari" i said stopping him mid conversation.
"What?" He asked.
"Why she keep looking at me like that?" I asked.
"Who?" He asked.
"Her" i mumbled motioning my head towards her.
"She looking mean?" He asked making me nod.
"No, no, no don't do anything it's fine" i said grabbing his arm.
"You think imma hit ha a'sum?" He chuckled.
"No i just don't wanna seem like I'm starting something" i said.
"You ain't starting shit" he laughed.
"Y'all used to date huh?" I asked smirking at him.
"Hell naw" he said.
"Mhm" i said. "Let's go back to the hotel room"
"Ight" he laughed.
As I talked to him a little longer before leaving i noticed this black figure sitting in the distance. They had dreads like vons & was just sitting there staring into my soul. I looked a little longer before realizing that it was von.
"Omg" i whispered.
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He continued staring directly at me knowing he was making me really nervous.
After a while me & demari said our goodbyes & after his friends left we walked back up to our hotel rooms. He knew i was a little drunk so he made sure I wasn't tripping n what not.
"I seen you remembered that nickname you gave me" he said laughing.
"Mari?" I asked.
Everyone else would call him "De" but i call him "Mari" cause that's cuter & make more sense.
"Definitely ain't forget that" i said sighing.
"Omi" he said for "Naomi".
"Weird ass nickname I'll never forgive you for always calling me that" i squinted my eyes at him.
"Nah, it's cute" he said laughing. "I'm boutta start calling you that again"
I liked that we had different nicknames for each other tho i thought that was cute.
"I know you had other people calling you mari but it's cool" i said.
"Unt unt i told them call me de or if they suggest mari I'uh tell em ion like it" he said.
"Cause I'm the only person calling you that" i said smiling.
"I missed yo irritating ass" he said.
"I missed you too" i said laughing before hugging him. "I'm going to sleep now i love you"
"I love you too" he chuckled.
I walked in the hotel room to see my momma knocked out one of the two beds we had.
Shaking my head i went to the bathroom to clean up myself.
I took my eyelashes off & started washing my face then i changed into a top & some pants.
Von had sent me a couple texts but ion got time for him tonight. I put my phone on charge then got in bed.
EXCUSE ALL MISTAKES
-LAY
This is long😂.
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