recap started*
y/n: oh yeah! mattia, i can't really see him tho i'm not sure-
as soon as i said that i saw him. dancing with another girl.
recap ended*
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y/n: hey im uh im gonna go to go check up on some friends okay? be safe.
i said as my voice started shaking
desiree: hey wait you ok-
i left to go upstairs into a bedroom and fell on the floor and immediately started crying.
??: hey you okay??
y/n: oh shit sorry i'll leave
??: wait no it's okay what happened? what's your name first?
y/n: im y/n hbu.
??: okay hi y/n, im jabez. what's wrong?
y/n: i saw my boyfriend dancing with another girl.
jabez: shittt i'm so sorry y/n, you can come on the bed if you want.
i went on the bed and just cried while jabez was holding me in his arms.
after a while of crying i looked up at him and he looked at me. i had this urge to kiss him, the drunkness was taking over me.
i kissed him and couldn't pull back, he was a good kisser, later then the room started filling up with moans after moans.
as we were doing it i gripped onto his hair and he kissed me to stop my moaning.
i dont remember what happened after that, i just kinda blacked out.
then later on someone busted through the door.
mattia: Y/N.
y/n: fuck leave me alone.
mattia: WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING ARE YOU FUCKING NAKED.
y/n: i had sex with jabez, mattia.
mattia: WHAT THE FUCK GET YOUR ASS UP RN WERE GOING HOME.
jabez started waking up.
y/n: MATTIA DONT FUCKING ACT LIKE YOU WERENT DANCING WITH SOME OTHER BITCH OUT THERE.
mattia: shit. you saw?
y/n: OF COYRSE I DID GET THE FUCK OUT
mattia: you're still going home y/n.
jabez: yo bro get out if she don't wanna go home she doesn't have to, i got her
*he said buckling his pants back up*
mattia: bro, you shut the fuck up ion want no word from you bitch.
mattia: y/n we're going home youre too drunk, let's go.
i started falling back to sleep and started giggling.
mattias pov*
in mind*
im fucked up wtf was going through my mind. do i just leave her or what?
jabez: mattia fucking leave
he pushed me out of the room. where do i go. if i go home they gonna ask me about y/n, fuck.
30 minutes go by
then sam came upstairs.
sam: yo wtf happened why is she yelling where is she??
mattia: sam bro. i fucked up.
i pulled her into a hug and she started rubbing my back
sam: what happened mattia?
mattia: i kissed another girl, y/n only saw me dance with her.
sam: WHAT. MATTIA WHAT THE FYCK.
mattia: i know i'm sorry i can't get y/n tho, can you get her..
sam: oh my fucking god mattia.
mattia: please. she also had sex with jabez.
sam sighed.
mattias pov ended*
sams pov*
i go into jabez's room to see him on his phone and y/n asleep.
sam: hey jabez i'm finna get y/n and take her home is that fine?
jabez: oh yeah fs, you live with her? don't take her close to mattia.
sam: yeah, i do and i won't thank you.
i started putting y/ns dress on and got her phone then helped her walk out.
sams pov ended*
i woke up to sam taking me out the room.
y/n: hey where's mattia?
sam: uhmm i don't know ima take you home tho okay?
y/n: i want mattia where is he
*i said half awake
as we were going down the stairs i saw mattia and he helped me.
y/n babeee i missed you
*i kissed his cheek and they put me in the car
mattia: did she forget?
sam: i'm pretty sure she's hella drunk. how tf she get more drunker, let's call alex.
they called alex and i told mattia about jabez.
y/n: yeah and i walked into jabezs room and i was crying but i forgot why but then i kissed him and then things escalated and his dick was hugeee he was so good-
mattia: ok y/n that's enough.
y/n: but i wanted to tell you more
mattia: it's fine.
alex then came in his car and sam got in the front with him while me and mattia were in the back.
i checked my phone to a bunch of missed calls and messages and a bunch of videos in my dms until i opened one of them and i saw mattia kiss the girl he was dancing with.
y/n: wait. oh my fucking god you kissed another girl?
and i remember....you danced with her. what the fuck mattia.
alex: WHAT.
mattia: babe can we talk about this when we're not drunk
y/n: NO WE CAN TALK ABOUT THIE RIGHT NOW WHAT THE FUCK WERE YOU THINKING MATTIA.
sam: y/n calm down
y/n: NO SAM DONT TELL ME TO CALM DOWN HE CHEATED ON ME.
mattia: OKAY BUT YOU DID TOO.
y/n: AFTER I FOUND OUT YOU DID FIRST.
mattia: WELL THEN I DONT KNOW WHAT TO FUCKING TELL YOU
y/n: DONT FUCKING RAISE YOUR VOICE AT ME MATTIA.
mattia: i'm sorry.
y/n: shut the fuck up.
mattia: y/n please.
y/n: dont fucking touch me.
the whole car ride i was looking out the window tryna hold in my tears and even worse it was silent until we finally got home i went up to my room and cried myself to sleep.
TBC..
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motivation to write at 3am.