i find it SO hard to come out to my irl friends, what would their reaction be? possibly homophobia? what happens if I confess, will i act like a fool infront of them? confessing everything ruins it all, i cant feel love whatsoever, yet i still feel that tingly.. sensation.
love is confusing.
everything is confusing.
what happens when i come out, to them?
would they hate me?
would they absolutely pray the gay out of me?
this shit is unreal.