What happened when your heart stop beating.....emptiness. ..a light..voices around me...all worried for me..I can hear them but they cant hear me....not even my last breath......
We are back home...
Derek call alexander told him that im staying with him and that for no discussion but he agree with the condition anything happens....he wants to know...
Derek agree strange to believe it but he agree...
We didn't talk about what happened.....
He just ask me about the wedding....nothing else...
What I feel out of place....
Im in the shower listening the water dripping...actually....having a vision...this time.....about me....
Closing my eyes memorized every detail....sobbing. ..trying not to cry...
I have to remember....everything. ..
My baby moving....
Jean......
Opening my eyes founding derek looking at me..
Right now I feel so vulnerable....weak...tired....alone but why ...
Derek close the shower he take my robe and a the towel ...
He dry me put me the robe drying my hair....im just looking at him...
He look at me smiling moving his arms around me lifting me up and take me to my bedroom sitting me in the bed..and walk downtairs..we are actually in my apartment....
I didn't realize he make a few changes in the room until I look around me standing from the bed my closet was gone actually move and now is a room without door ...walking inside I almost faint....a baby's room...everything was simple and have everything...a softly old pink color with beige with white tree painted at the wall...a antique cradle beautiful restore in wood in beige...a chair in the corner..a drawer already full of clothes...a window pointed to the living room..
I keep looking around aproching to the craddle touching the sheets and the comfort...this belong...
I hope you like it...
I look at the door..derek with a tray with food
This belongs to you...I said touching the craddle
Is belong to our daughter now...derek said leaving the tray over the table and walk inside
When did you do this...I ask looking at him
After I left you resting in alexander house I ask lydia for help I bringing this from the house and put it back together...derek said looking around smiling standing behind me
Im just touching a white fluffy sheets with the initial..DH...im starting to cry...me and my hormones what could be worst...
Jean....are you ok...derek said moving his arms at me softly make me turning still having the sheets in my arms
He look for my face ....
Your not happy...derek said
I look at him
Im ...very...but this few days my body is out of control....I said smiling
Still having mood swing....derek said relax and amused
Worst....like now...I said inhaling
Hungry...derek ask me smiling
Starving...literally. ..I said blushing
He just take me in his arms kissing my forehead and we walk out of the room..derek keep me closer to his body...we walk downstairs sitting me in the pillow area
My life without you would never be the same...derek said brushing his lips softly in my forehead and walk upstairs for the tray
My body automatically tensed remembering....the vision
I look upstairs....breathless...touching my baby
I know....I hope you forgive me.....one day
Next day
Stiles pov
We are at school ...
Everything seem to back to normal...
No dead pool ...no assassins....finally...but why I feel so bad
Stiles....
Yeah....I said jumping looking at malia
Are you going to help me...malia said
What....I said confused
Math...you said you going to help me...malia said looking at me
Right....right.....I said opening the book moving my hands
What wrong with you been acting strange since you wake up....malia ask me
Me.?....I said to her
Yeah....you whats going on...malia said sitting next to me
Im star looking around
Stiles.....
Alright.....alright...I dont know are you ever have the feeling...I didn't finished moving my hands
What feeling.....malia ask
When you gonna lose someone....lydia said
We look at lydia
Yeah....that feeling....I said nervous
Lydia sit with us but she wasn't there
Lydia....
Is gonna happen anyway...lydia said
Im confused....malia said
Lydia...I said touching her hand
Lydia look at me sad
Nothing is gonna save her now....
Alexander pov
In any moment ....jeannie. ..the baby
Trying not to think...already anxious...I hope it work..
My phone buzzing....
Looking at the number....I know that number...
Answering...
Cassandra....
Is good to hear your voice..pai (father in Portuguese)
Why you calling me...
You cant keep me away from her....you know that
I dont have time...
Ill see you soon pai...
What...
Im coming to beacon hills dad.....love you
And she hanging the phone...I hit my desk anger and also worried
Why now....
Holly pov
Finishing checking jeannie ....
Everything seem fine...I said looking at both
Fine...derek said watching the sonogram
Perfectly fine...I said smiling
Helping jeannie sitting
How you feeling...I ask
You really ask me that...jeannie said tensed
She still have the mood swing....derek said amused
I see....well the baby is in position...she look healthy....ahhh...the pain..I ask her
Still having it...jeannie said tired
Constantly.....I ask
No....jeannie said
Well...im not in expert in wolf babys but like human I can said anytime soon...so be prepared...I said smiling hitting softly derek shoulder
Derek face pale
I can wait to see your face when the babys born...I said amused
Holly dont botter him...jeannie said
I can avoiding it..what are friends for....holly said smiling
They star walking at the door...jeannie stop turning looking at me smiling
Yeah...dont remind me....
Derek pov
Anytime soon.....wao...a family of my own.... now im more worried
We are walking to the parking lot of the hospital thinking..
Walking to the passanger door opening for jeannie
Derek....
Yeah...I said looking at jeannie
I want to see uncle...jeanie said
I look at her
he most be worried....jeannie said
Im just looking at her ...her eyes they actually green no brown....
What is it....jeannie ask me curious
Your eyes...I said touching her face
Green...jeannie said amused
Very...I said actually worried
She just smile totally amused getting inside the car ...closing the door and walking around getting inside closing the door now curious looking at her
Enjoying for last time...jeannie said looking at me
Why....I ask her
Is the baby all this unusual changed in me is all her after shes born everything is going back to normal..I guess ...I hope...jeannie said taking my hand
Are you sure...I ask her
Well that was alexander said...jeannie said shrinking her shoulders playing with my fingers
I can't stop looking at her...my heartbeat already faster..her skin touching mine....taking her hand in my lips and smile
Lets see your uncle.....
Jeannie pov
Derek agree with one condition stiles goes with me...he doesnt want me alone
He take me to uncle house ..stiles was already waiting for me ....
Derek parking his car he walk out to my side opening the door ...
I step out of the car derek closed the door we walk at stiles...
Stiles....
Derek....
I just breath out watching those two rolling my eyes at them
Really....your still doing that dont you think is already late....jeez...I said pointed at my belly
Both look at me actually shame
Im sorry sis...stiles said aproching hugging me
Hi bolinski...I said smiling
Stiles step back with one eyebrow up moving his hand to my belly
Dont learn that from your mother....stiles said amused
Believe me she gonna learn...is gonna be her first word..I said amused
Ahh...come on....seriously...derek said something....stiles said protesting pointed at derek
I look at derek he was totally amused
Good luck with that...derek said
You know both have issues I dont want to know what kind of fathers gonna be...stiles said pointed at us
I laughed because of him
When you gonna learn stiles ....that not gonna changed you never understand that my way to said I love you... said taking his hand
He look at me softly his face
What can you said like anybody else...stiles said pointed out
Because nobody else is my brother...only you...so get used to...I said punching him and looking back at derek
Derek walk at me standing in front of me grabbing my hands....playing with my fingers then he look at stiles
Anything happens call me ...I mean anything....derek said tensed
I will dont worried big guy....stiles said
Derek....if anything happens....I didn't finished touching his face
He automatically look at me
Jean....derek whispering but also suspecting
I love you...always...I said tip toe brushing my lips derek move his arms around me taking my lips completely
Guys ....you know ....im still here...ahh ....I dont need to see this......stiles said protesting
Derek leave my lips smiling
Always .....derek said leaving a kiss in the tip of my nose making me smile
You know im getting old here....stiles said
Alright....grandpa im coming.....I said leavig derek embraced and walk to stiles car getting inside
Grandpa....stiles said walking around the car getting inside his car turning on
I can call you worst...I said smiling
No...I think I pass....stiles said smiling
We look at derek
Stiles...derek said in warning stepping back looking at me
Dont worried big guy shes save with me....stiles said driving away
Im just look at the mirror with pain in my heart watching derek leave..
Moment later....
Stiles drive me to uncle work because he wasnt in the house..
Hes parking his car turning off we step down...suddenly a pain make me bend down a little
Are you ...ok...stiles ask me already at my side
Yeah...just tired...I said straight up myself
He give me his hand so I can support in him and we walk to the poluce station...
We walk inside stiles opening the door....we continued walking at his office
Dad....stiles said opening the door
Uncle was inside he look at us surprised
Stiles.....jeannie...uncle said walking at us
Hi uncle...I said walking at him
Hi kido...uncle said giving me a hug and my baby moves
Hi princess....uncle said touching my little belly
Im just smile shes recognized his voice...and the emotional glowing of uncle eyes....
How you feeling kido..uncle ask looking at me proud
Beside this extra package...im fine...I said looking at him amused
When is the due day...uncle ask
To be sincere...I dont know...holly said soon...I said looking at my belly
You have everything ready..uncle ask
Yeah...I guess...I said shrinking my shoulders
Uncle look at me nodding negative
Ohhh....kido...uncle said in desbelieve amused
You still love me...I said smiling secured
Of course that never going to change and now more than never....uncle said smiling
The door opening ...parrish
Sir I need you to sign this.....parrish said walking with some papers
Parrish.....I said
He turned looking at me
Jeannie....hi...parrish said smiling
Hi....I said amused
Wao...look at you..when ....parrish ask
I look down caressing my baby
Soon...I said looking at him
You now if you need anything.....parrish didn't finished
Relax....I now..thanks...I said looking at uncle
I have to work kido and you should be resting...ok...ill see you later...uncle said kissing my forehead stepping back smiling
Stiles son.....uncle said looking at him
Yeah....dad...stiles said standing next to me
Uncle was walking out the door with parrish
Watch her....uncle said pointed at me smiling
You got that...stiles said showing his fingers up
Uncle was already left
You got that...really that was lame...I said walking at the door
No it wasn't....stiles said opening the door for me
Jeez....I said walking out
What....stiles said behind me closing the door
Stiles pov
We are walking out of the police station debating....
Actually amused....I really miss this moments with her...
She walk to the passeger door and opening the door
I wasn't lame....I said smiling at her
No you are worst...jeannie said
I walk to the other side of the car when I look at her she was still outside breathing tensed
Jeannie....are you ok....I ask her
Im still outside the car
She look at me ...she was totally pale...she opening the door getting inside slowly ....she cant breath
Ahhh.....I said looking at her worried resting my arms on the windows car
Stiles .....jeannie said looking at me
Jeannie....I said
Get inside and drive.....jeannie said
I look at her for a moment clueles
Stiles you got 5 minutes get inside the car or I rip you off.....jeannie said anger
Wao......ok....I said getting inside looking at her
Them understanding
Are you going....I ask pointed
Yeah....jeannie said
Now....I said
Yeah...like now...jeannie said closing her eyes trying to breathing
Im just freeze....
Now....like right now....I said freak out moving my hand
Are you deaf.....jeannie opening her eyes at me changed
Taking my phone out.....
Oh......god.....what im gonna do....I have to call derek.....scott....dad....dad have to know.....ahhh...oh...god....oh..my...god....I keep talking myself freaking totally out....
Jeannie pov
This is not helping me
Give me that....I said taking his phone and call scott
His phone ringing....
Stiles...
No....
Jeannie....
Hi wolfie....
Luna ...where are you...
Is funny that you ask right now im waiting in a car for stiles to drive or im gonna hurt him really really bad....like now....I said looking at stiles totally anger
Ok...easy...stiles said starting the car and drive taking his phone back away from me
Scott
Whats going on...
Ahh.....shes....shes...
Shes what stiles....
My water just broke your idiot...i said loud and anger
stiles look at me them back at the road talking with scott
I believe you heard that...im taking her to the hospital right now...stiles said nervous driving like crazy
Ohhhh....ok...I call derek....ill see you there...hang on luna...
I look stiles really really bad
Ugggghhhh......hang on my ass....i said fighting the shifting to
Ahh we talk later scott....stiles said hanging the phone
Jeannie ....breath .....breath....stiles said looking at me and the road
Feeling myself changing grabbing the side of the sit growling
Hurry up ...stiles....please....I said
Im driving faster that I can we almost there....stiles said pointed the road
Feeling something breaking my skin....
Is coming...I said breathing
What....stiles scream at me
Now....I said trying not to push
Now ....no....keep it there....stiles said
I look at him totally changed
Are you for real.....I cant....I said breathless
We are already in the hospital parking
Stiles opening the door running outside
Where are you going....I ask him
Ahh....ok....stiles said nervous trying to think walking side by side
Stiles....I call him
He look at me
Ill be back...stiles said running insidethe hospital
Stiles.........
Derek pov
Parking in front of the loft looking at my phone no message from jeannie making me anxious....
Im getting out of my car ....my phone buzzing.....scott
Derek.....
Scott....
Where are you...
Something wrong for the sound of his voice
Why you ask
Ahhhh.....
Scott...said it...
Stiles take jeannie to the hospital
Why....
Her water just broke....shes in labor...
Ill see you there call the sheriff
Ok....
Hanging my phone dialing alex number walking back to my car getting inside turning on
Derek
Shes in labor
Im on my way...
Hanging my phone and driving faster to the hospital
Stiles pov
Running at the counter all breathless.....looking around until I saw melissa
Thank god....I said runing at her
Mrs mccall......melissa...I said almost screaming
Stiles ...whats going on....melissa ask me surprised
I was totally breathless
Ahhhhh....I....I...I......I said without air with my hands at my side
Breath stiles ....whats going on are you alright...melissa ask me grabbing my shoulders
I nodding affirmative pointed outside
Fine.....but......
Stiles....melissa call me
I just grab her hand taking her out where jeannie was
Her......I said opening the door showing jeannie
Melissa checking jeannie
Jeannie sweetheart.....melissa said looking at her
My water just broke....jeannie said in a whisper tired
Ok.....sweetheart dont worried... Im here...melissa said stepping back running inside the hospital ...
Watching melissa back at us with a wheelchair
Stiles help me....melissa said
I walk to my car lifting jeannie gentle and siting her in the wheelchair melissa was almost running inside the hospital ..I follow her...we are in the counter...
I need you to call Dr.Winters ...now STAT...melissa said to the nurse on the counter
The nurse calling her
Melissa look at us
Let get you ready sweetheart...melissa said softly
Melissa take her to a room preparing her...I was just looking all of them running ...checking jeannie
Melissa walk at me
Stiles can you wait outside dear..melissa ask me
I look at jeannie worried
Go...ill be fine....jeannie said giving me a painful smile
I breath out
Im outside if you need me...I said to her
I know....
I look at her one more time and walk out watching the nurses running in and out...
Im walking side by side with my hands in my head trying not to thinking
I turned watching dad running at me
Dad.....I said relief
Scott call me...how is she...dad ask me worried
Shes inside...I said
How is she....
I look back kira and lydia running at me
There inside...I dont know...I said pointed at the door
Suddenly the door opening.....melissa
Is derek here....melissa ask
Hes on this way mom....scott said standing next to me
She dont have much time....melissa said looking behind them at me
Stiles....melissa call me
Yeah...I said
Come with me...melissa said
With you....I said now nervous
Yeah...melissa said
Why....I ask now worried
Just come with me let s get you ready..melissa said
I look at her almost fainting
For what.....
Jeannie pov
The pain is now constant.....very...
Holly was there checking on me
Are you ready....holly ask me
No.....where derek...I ask
Hes on this way but we cant wait...holly said
Stiles......I call
Melissa walk at me touching my forehead smiling
Hes here...melissa said pointed at him
Stiles walk at me looking around standing next to me taking my hand
What are you gonna do...stiles ask holly who was sitting in front of me with my legs up
Push...jeannie...push...holly said
I push the best way I can
Breath...breath ...again...holly said
Moving my head back
Oh....my god ..what is that...stile ask
Holly look at stiles
The babys head....keep pushing jeannie...holly said
I push again and stiles was quashing my hand
Breath I need you to breath....this is it..I need a big push...jeannie...holly said
Im going to faint....stiles said
Dont you dare faint on me....I said
He faint...
Really...I said looking at him
Dont worried I got him...melissa said kneeling at him
Forget about him...one push jeannie and you can hold your baby...holly said
I push until a crying invading my ears...leave my body fall back tired
Melissa pass something through stiles nose...
What....what I miss...stiles said disoriented
Standing up quickly but still dizzy
Im ...ok...stiles said looking around until he look at me
Is that...stiles said pointed at the baby
There was cleaning her covering her and bring her to me
Hi....I said sitting checking on her I look at stiles showing my hand
Stiles walk at me sitting next to me
I give the baby to him
Watch her head...I said
Wao...wao...wait jeannie...stiles said protesting but he caring her afraid but he did
Watching him glowing checking on her....she finally save
Moving my hand taking her little fingers
Stiles I want you to meet talia...
Derek pov
Listening the babys crying ...
I was desperate....tensed..walking around...I need to know...if both are fine....
How long they been there...i ask
Almost and hour...the sheriff said worried
Suddenly the door opening
We all gathered closer to the door...melissa
Derek....
Yeah....I said standing in front of her
Melissa step at side smiling letting stiles pass with the baby in his arms
Stiles walk at me..
Derek ..I want you to meet your daughter....talia...stiles said giving me the baby
Talia....I said surprised
Yeah...jeannie want that name for her...stiles said smiling
I dont have words...
By the way derek...next time I hope not..be there man now.. im gonna have nightmares for the rest of my life...stiles said standing next to the sheriff
Wao....scott said admiring her
Oh...shes gorgeous.....kira said
She look at her mother...malia said
She look more at her father...lydia said
Congratulations...son...the sheriff said proud
Watching her in my arms there no words can describe ...what im feeling right now..having in my arms a part of me a part of jeannie...my daughter......
I look at stiles
How jeannie...I ask him
Stiles looking back
Shes fine tired messy but fine....stiles said pointed back
Suddenly at alarm behind us...they running inside back to the room...
Melissa look at us worried running inside
We all now waiting....
Looking at my baby feeling the worse...
The alarm stop.....
Derek....scott said looking at me
No....I said tensed
Lydia walk at me taking the baby...sad
I look at her...
No....I said anger
The sound of the door opening....holly
When I saw her face...I knew...
Derek...
My world is over....
Im so sorry......I do my best...
Falling myself in pain....
Jeannies dead....
Alexander pov
Watching what just happened....anger...throwing everything around me....
This is not happening...I said broken
Why you crying....
That voice ....
Turning myself.....cassandra
Why you did it...I ask her
I didn't do nothing not yet...pai...I told you is gonna happen anyway
is not gonna work this is crazy...they wont forget this..they wont forgive you...you ruin there lifes....I said to her
She look at me smiling
Stop it right now...I said
For was coming they dont prepared..pai..
I walk at her anger grabbing her neck
Finally she have a life....I said
She changed her eyes at me grabbing my hands push me away
Correction....alex....I have a life.....