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𝐙𝐀𝐑𝐀 𝐍𝐈𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐄 𝐒𝐌𝐈𝐓𝐇
𝘈𝘛𝘓𝘈𝘕𝘛𝘈
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" I keep seeing 222." I pouted. " Must mean I need to get ate."
" Please shut the fuck up." Ryan stared at me.
" You in my home." I rolled my eyes.
" Niggas move out and start acting funny." London shook his head.
" This my shit." Keyantae said patting his chest. " I built all this shit."
" Brick by brick."
" Y'all just be talking to hear yourself." I yawned. " I can't stand y'all."
" So sit down." Ryan stared at me.
" Ha ha very funny." I rolled my eyes. " What y'all want in return ?"
" Get my girlfriend back." Keyantae said making a sad face.
" Katy don't want you." I waved him off.
" Right right right." He said laughing. " Katy don't want me in front of y'all."
" Whatever you say." I laughed. " What you want Ryan."
" I want Kaleese."
" Here this nigga go." I laughed and Keyantae stared at him like he was dumb.
Kaleese was Ryan's ex but they were always off and on. We all knew he really loved her but he shouldn't because she was no good.
" Ain't she a dyke now." London furrowed his eyebrows.
" You throwed." Keyantae shook his head.
" I like girls who like girls what da hell." Ryan held his arms up.
" Man gone." I said as we all laughed.
My phone started to buzz and I looked down seeing text messages from an unsaved number.
(𝟒𝟎𝟒) 𝟖𝟕𝟔-𝟏𝟏𝟑𝟗
Damn you must've forgot
about a nigga huh ?
Who this 🤔🤔
Boujie ah
..?
Shad
Omg hey
Ain no hey 😂😭
Imy 😢
Come see me den
I'll think abt it
Must be yo nigga stopping you
What nigga ?!?!?!?
Don't play dumb Zara
Im not playing
Dead mf fr 😪
" Why everybody think im locked in." I sighed. " Very much single and tired of mingling."
" You keep playing wit my patna." Ryan shook his head.
" Fuck you and yo patna."
" Facts pussy." London said smacking the back of his head. " Run me my 30."
" You still stuck on that." Ryan said making a face. " I said fuck the warriors and I meant it."
" Fuck you." Keyantae laughed.
" Im about to go so pack it up." I said standing up.
" Damn you kicking yo own blood out." London said shocked.
" No I just have a nail appointment." I laughed.
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" Take your time." I said looking at Ezra.
" I know what I'm doing." He stared at me.
" Go slow or it won't go in."
" Zara." He said looking at me obviously telling me to shut up.
" Look now you missed." I laughed at him.
" Girl hush." He said passing me the golf club.
" I don't wanna play anymore , I'm hungry." I
sighed. " You won anyway."
" Where you wanna go ?" He said putting his arm around me.
" Uh uh." I said pulling it off of me. " We not cool."
" Here you go." He shook his head. " I took you out , bought you flowers , paid for your nails and you still acting."
" You forgot one thing though." I said getting in the car putting the flowers in the back seat.
" What Zara."
" You never apologized to me." I said genuinely hurt.
He just sat there and stared at me with an unreadable look.
" We dis all this today and you did the whole sha bang i give you that but you literally never apologized to me." I looked at him. " I don't know if it's because you actually meant it or because you're just not sorry but I can't move forward without that."
" If I meant it you think I'd be here ?" He said making a duh face.
" Obviously not but still my point stand." I sighed. " I feel like you want to be right so bad you can't even take accountability."
" I'm sorry Zara." He said seriously.
" I appreciate that." I nodded. " But I don't accept it."
" You did all that—"
" Nigga I had to tell you to apologize." I cut him off.
" Whatever." He shook his head and just payed attention to the road.
" Mhm."
We pulled up to my apartment and I went inside while he parked.
" Im finna get my coochie ate off the bone y'all." I laughed sending a voice note to the groupchat.
I found a vase and put the red and white roses in there.
I didn't plan on being in a relationship with him at all to be honest.
I just want to live life and enjoy my youth. While Im willing to accept anything that happens I just didn't really see him in my plan.
I never really saw anyone except me.
Never depended on anyone for anyone especially when it came to aiding my success.
I heard a knock on the door and I knew it was Ezra because he always knocks the same every time.
" You like ?" I said walking over to the couch. " I went for a kind of simple thing."
" Yeah , it's hard." He said scratching the back of his head. " Need my damn hair done."
" Looking at the wrong bitch." I shook my head. " I wanna watch white chicks."
" Put it on then."
We walked into my room and he sat all his stuff on my dresser then pulled out a honey backwood.
I turned on the movie while watching him roll up.
" You always staring." He laughed.
" Shut up."
I got up grabbing my Dr.Teals sleep spraying and spraying it on my bed.
" That shit stink."
" You always got sum to say." I rolled my eyes. " Stay over there."
After a while the movie played for a while and he finished smoking we laid up just watching it.
" I never watched this movie before." He laughed. " I always thought they was gay."
" Black card revoked." I shook my head.
" Zara."
" What ?" I said looking up at him and he just stared at me. " What Ezra ?"
" I can't look at you now ?" He made a face.
" Uh no." I said looking back at the tv.
" Look at me."
" Why ?" I said smacking my teeth looking back at him and he leaned in kissing me.
He gave me a peck then pulled away but I leaned back in going back for more.
He kissed my neck and trailed back up to my ear licking it.
" You smell good." He said in my ear before moving down to my chest.
He sucked a little making my breathing hitch while I watched him watch me this whole time.
He came back up to my face while sticking his hands in my shorts.
" Ezra." I moaned out grabbing his arm.
" What ?" He said looking me in my eyes and slipping in his fingers.
" Oh my god." I said lowly while he sped up keeping eye contact the entire time.
My eyes started to close because I just couldn't handle the speed he was going as he curled his fingers simultaneously.
" Look at me."
" I can't." I whined and he just went faster making my stomach get tight.
As soon as I got close he stopped still looking at me smiling.
" Are you serious ?" I said making a crazy face at him.
" Yep." He said shrugging sticking his fingers in his mouth.
" You just blew me." I said standing up walking in the bathroom connected to my room.
" Wish you blew me." I heard him say from the bed.
" Oh please." I scoffed. " Come here tell me if this perfume smell good."
I grabbed the bottle off the counter while holding my hand open but didn't spray it.
" Let me see." He said bending down to my hand and I smacked him. " Nigga."
" That's what you get." I laughed at him holding his face.
" Ima do yo ass like that every time from now on."
" I can make myself nut." I shrugged.
" Not like me."
" Whatever you say." I waved him off knowing he was probably right.
xx
tryna figure out which way i want this book to go
& y'all be ghost reading wdfff