Nafessa pov:
"Why didn't you tell me !!" beyonce yelled punching the wall.
"Because I knew you was gone do this shit" I said rolling my eyes.
"I'm gone kill that bitch !" she yelled pacing. "Beyonce I thought you said you changed" I said crossing my arms.
"I did" she mumbled angrilly. "Well then handle this situation like you did, don't get mad and wanna fight try to win her back"
"Oh" she said wiping her eyes.
"I just got mad" "I know" I said looking at the hole in the wall.
It's her damm house so I don't give a damn.
"I'm gonna bring her flowers and shit an give her lunch and-Ouuu I should take her on a date !" she gasped.
"And I could her hair done" she said "Her hair looked freshly done " I said.
"Well her nails looked old so I can get those done" she shrugged. "Good. Now get yourself together to watch these kds"
Onika pov:
I looked down at my nails picking them while keyshia and robyn talked.
"Girl what you over there thinking about ?" alyssa asked me.
"I miss my baby" I sighed thinking about beyonce.
"Who megan ?" keyshia asked "Uh yea, I ain't seen her since yesterday" I lied.
"I can call her and tell her to come over" teyana said pulling out her phone.
"No ! You ain't gotta do that" I said and they all started laughing. "What's funny ?"
"Girl we know you talking about beyonce" alyssa said waving me off.
"Shole do. You over there with the beyonce blues" teyana said.
I rolled my eyes slumping back on the couch. I do got the beyonce blues.
Now don't get me wrong megan is great and treats me wayyy better than bey do.. But I don't know, it's just not beyonce.
Plus we would be having some bomb ass sex right now.
Megan is good in the bed but beyonce just hit the spot.
I'm still kinda upset she got that girl pregnant though.. Then at the same time we wasn't together.
I'm also still mad about her forgetting my birthday. She gone have to make that up to me.
"So how long you gone keep entertaining my cousin ?" teyana asked.
"I don't know.. I'm kinda stuck in the middle, i'm trying to decide if i'm gonna forgive beyonce so soon" I said.
Welll it's not really so soon because I ignored her for months while she was locked up.
But it's close enough to soon with the shit she pulled.
"Did she fight megan ?" robyn asked. "I hope not. Megan ass too damn strong for beyonce to be fighting her" I said.
"Nah I think beyonce would just shoot her" Alyssa said and I nodded in agreement.
"She bet not shoot my damn cousin !" teyana exclaimed.
"Oh my bad baby I forgot that was yo cousin" alyssa giggled kissing her cheek
"How you forget that fast ?" teyana said mugging her.
I forgot too.
I heard knocks at the door making my head turn to it. I hope this not megan.
I got up off the couch walking up to the door and swinging it open.
My eyes went wide seeing beyonce standing at my door looking fine. I felt my heart beat speed up some while I looked her up and down.
"Onika" I heard her say making my head snap up "Hm ?"
"I really am sorry for everything I did. I tried to make it up by sending you a present for your birthday I don't know if you got it" she said.
Hell yea I got them chanel bags filled with money and roses.
I ain't tell her that though.
"I even sent you and the kids something for christmas" she said. Yup I got that louis vuitton outfit with them diamond earrings too.
"And to try to prove myself to you I pay your bills" she said. I am very grateful that she does too cause I be shopping like crazy.
It's a bad habbit.
But that's all material. I want her to tend to my feelings, that she hurt.
"Now I want to take you out" she said catching me by surprise.
"Like on a date ?" I asked.
"Yes.. I wanna try to win you back and show you how much I really do love you" she said making me smile.
She already won me back that fast.
No onika stay strong.
"Ok.. I guess you could try" I shrugged like I didn't care.
"I'm gonna try until I do it. So you can call off your body guard" she said "Megan is my friend"
"So, I'm your girlfriend" she smirked touching my cheek.
"No you're not" I said smacking her hand away.
"Don't lie to yourself munchkin, it's not good" she said bringing her hand back up to my cheek.
"You're delusional" I said rolling my eyes. "Only for you baby" she smiled.
"Bye beyonce" I said pushing her back.
"Wait I brought you some food" she said holding the bag out to me.
"Thank you" I said taking it from her.
"Can I come in ?" she asked and I laughed.
"Nah boo, you think you slick" I pointed at her.
"I just wanna sit" she shrugged. "Mm mm. I know what you tryna do, gone and go home" I waved her off.
"I'll see you later" "Mhm" I nodded.
"bye" she said softly. "Bye bye" I smiled closing the door.
I turned around to see everybody running back to their seat. Nosey asses,.
I walked back over to the couch sitting down trying to stop the huge smile on my face.
I think i'm in too deep.
"So you gone go out with her ?" robyn asked. "You nosey" I scrunched my face at her.
"You already know she is" keyshia said shaking her head.
"Yea, I am" I said "Man I need my nails done" I huffed.
"I thought megan was gone get em done" teyana said "She is. But I need them done today for beyonce, she likes when my nails are done" I said.
"Why you ain't ask her to get them done then ?" keyshia asked. "Because i'm trying to play hard but easy to get" I said and they started laughing.
"What ?" I asked.
"What do that even mean ?" alyssa asked "It meansss i'm being more difficult then usual because she really did hurt my feelings but at the same time I miss her"
"Yo ass is sprung" robyn said shaking her head.
"Maybe" I shrugged. "But beyonce isn't always bad, see look she got me some food" I smiled grabbing the bag.
I opened it and gasped seeing some money with a sticky note on it.
Get your nails done real pretty for me.
"Y'all she gave me money to get my nails done" I smiled pulling the money out.
"That's a wife" keyshia said.
"A cheating ass wife. But it'll do" I smiled standing up.
"Lets go to the nail shop"
Beyonce pov:
"I got a date !" I yelled running into the room nafessa was in.
"With onika ?" she asked and I nodded. "Damn. That quick ?"
"It don't take long" I shrugged. "So you happy now ?" she raised her eyebrow
"I am very happy" I smiled.
"Good I like seeing my sister happy" she smiled walking up to me.
"You bet fuck up this time beyonce. I'm serious. That shit you did while you was away was fucked up" she said pointing at me.
"I know" I sighed. "I'm done playing games though. I'm too grown to be doing that stuff"
"It sounds good. I need to see though" she said. "Oh you gone see. Y'all all gone see" I said walking out.
I walked into jayden and jayda room seeing jayda in there by herself watching tv with apple slices in her hand.
She had on her cute little glasses making me smile. My baby look like a nerd.
If I was out of prison when she got them I would've gave her some better ones, those look like goggles.
"Hi itty" I smiled walking up to her. She scrunched her face looking over at me "hi" she whispered nodding.
"What you watching" I asked sitting next to her seeing she was watching spongebob.
"out" she said looking at me. "You want me to leave ?" I asked.
"out pease" she said blinking harshly.
"I-Dada wants to watch tv with you baby" I said.
"out pease" She shook her head looking back at the tv "Jaydaa" I said poking her.
"Mm mmm !" she whined starting to cry.
"Ok baby, dada's sorry i'll leave" I said standing up. "out" she whispered looking at me.
"Ok jayda, bye bye" I said waving "Bye bye" she waved back.
"I love you" I said walking to the door. "Nove yew"
I shook my head at her walking out the room. "You betta leave jayda alone when she watching tv. She don't like being bothred" nafessa said.
"Is that's why none of the kids messing with her ?" I asked. "Yea and cause junie don't let them" she said walking away.
"I thought junie don't like them" I said following her. "Junie loves them, especially jayda"
"But she does get jealous when it comes to her having to share us. She doesn't like that" she said shaking her head.
We walked in the living room where all the kids was running wild "Dada mine !" khyson said running up to me with a toy gun.
"Let me see" I said grabbing it from him.
"Who gave him this ?" I asked nafessa "He likes toy guns so we buy him them sometimes" she said.
"I guess as long as they look like toy guns, no real looking ones" I said giving it back to khyson.
"You watching them while I go out tonight right ?" I asked.
"Nope. Solo is, I'm going to get some pussy" she said walking away making me laugh
Hopefully I get some too
Onika pov:
"So why get glow in the dark ? You tryna get some dick tonight" keyshia said making me giggle.
"Nooo.. I just like glow in the dark" I smiled looking at them.
Hell yea i'm tryna get some dick.
Just a little bit.
"You think y'all gone get back together tonight ?" robyn asked "No. I'm not taking her back that fast"
"But you are gonna get back with her" alyssa said. "Yea.. I kinda made that up in my mind when I couldn't forget about her, But this her last chance forreal"
"What about megan ?" keyshia asked. "I don't know.. I don't wanna hurt her feelings"
"Girl megan is a hoe, you ain't gone hurt her feelings" teyana waved me off.
"Megan is not a hoe" I said crossing my arms.
"Why you think she wanna keep it as friends ? Because she wanna hoe around and not feel bad" she said.
Hmm, makes sense.
"And you wanted to stay friends cause you knew beyonce still had a hold on you" she said.
"You don't know that" I waved her off.
We got to my house and I got out going inside getting in the shower.
I washed my body and shaved before getting out. I dried off my body putting on lotion before throwing a robe on.
I sat in the mirror doing my edges and my eyebrow before getting up to put my clothes on.
I grabbed the smell that I knew was beyonce favorite spraying it on me then walked down stairs.
I seen beyonce sitting on my couch making me gasp.
"When did you get here ?" I asked walking up to her.
"Hi baby" she smiled standing up. "I got you some chocolates" she said holding them in front of me.
"Thank you beybear" I said grabbing them from her.
"So I was thinking about tonight and I think we should go out to eat and talk" she said grabbing my hand.
"Talk about what ?" I asked while we walked out the house.
"talk about how i hurt you" she said lowly. I looked down not saying nothing until we walked up to the car.
She opened my door and I gasped shocked at what she just did "Don't be so surprised" she rolled her eyes.
"Thank you boo" I smiled at her getting in the car.
She closed my door before getting in and driving off.
After a medium drive we got out going inside. "Reservations for beyonce"
"Right this way" a lady said leading us off. We went to a private section where nobody was at and sat down.
"Here goes your menus" she said handing them to us.
At first we just talked about what she's been doing in prison and what i've been doing out here.
Then when we got out food beyonce changed the conversation. "Onika I really am sorry for forgetting your birthday"
I sighed heavily sitting back "that really hurt me bey" I said lowly.
"I know. And I was stupid for it, i'm always doing stupid stuff that hurts you that's why i'm not surprised you moved on" she said.
"Is she good to you" she asked talking about megan. "Yes.. She's very sweet" I said.
She looked at me for a while then squinted her eyes "But you don't like her" she said.
"I do like her. I just happen to be stuck on a jackass" I said rolling my eyes at her.
"Well if it makes you feel better the jackass is stuck on you too" she said.
"Doesn't seem like it. It just seems like i'm a stupid female constantly going back to somebody that treats me like dirt" I said picking up one of my fries.
"I wanna make that up to you.. I wanna make it all up to you" she said touching my hand.
I looked up at her seeing her already looking at me "I wish I could tell you why I do the dumb shit I do to hurt you but I can't. I don't know why I do it myself and I hate that" she said.
"I do love you though onika. I love you deeply" she said with tears starting to come in her eyes.
"When you stopped answering I knew I lost you. I couldn't eat, sleep, function, I couldn't do nothing.. I knew it was my fault though so I couldn't just go around feeling sorry for myself it was time for me to grow up. I realized in that situation what you really mean to me. That's why I'm gonna do whatever it takes to make it up to you"
I chewed on the inside of my cheek bouncing my leg so my sensitive ass don't start crying.
I wanna say this is bullshit like I do every other time but this time it's different.
She didn't try to feed me a bunch of lies about how she'll change and do better, she's being real with me.
"i just hope it's not too late" she said softly.
"it's not"
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