My body froze. I could easily move back because he wasn't the one holding me but I couldn't.
" Y/n, have you ever loved someone?" He broke the silence. This question? This reminds me of the first time jihoon asked about my first love.
" I did. I still do."
Jihoon's pov
" I did. I still do" her words seemed soo genuine when they left her mouth
" who is he? Where is he?" I couldn't resist myself from asking this to here.
" somewhere I can't find him. Someone whose probability of returning is least." She replied calmly but her eyes were full of sadness. Her eyes could tell everything about her feelings. she really loved him that much?
" what do you mean? " My eyebrow arced on hearing her reply.
" Jun, he was long gone. He left without even saying a word to me and till now he hasn't returned. "
" Was it one sided or both of you were dating? " I asked curiously.
" We both were dating since high school"
" Trust me Y/n if he really would have loved you, he'd never leave you like this. "
" No. Jun. It's nothing like how you think it is. Our bond was never like that way. I know he loved me. He knew I loved. Our love for each other never faded nor it will ever be. He stood by myside when my reputation was at stake. He never believed none of the rumors spread about me doesn't matter how strongly they were framed. He helped me get out of my worse. I know it was never that way. " Only thing that could be felt from her voice was sorrow and nothing else. I felt so bad for her condition.
" He cared about me and stay with me for 4 year and after all this I'll never believe that he never loved. Everything was evident in his affection towards me. "
" Who is he? "
She looked at me for a second as I followed her graze my vision was so clear in her eyes. But sadly I'll never be the reason for the spark in her eyes" I'll tell you some other time." I guess she isn't comfortable." Are you still waiting for him? "
" Yes " She said." If he returns will you go back to him? " I asked as I scanned her face trying to judge her emotions. " Of course I will. "
" What if you're dating someone else and he returns. Would you still go back to him? " Her answer made me more curious.
" I'm not dating anyone if it's not him. It's either him or no one. " She replied and got down from the bed.
" What's soo special about him? " I sat up on the bed and looked at her tying her hair in a ponytail. " Why are you so interested? " She asked as she squint her eyes at me. " Just curious " I grinned
" Don't worry I won't throw you out if he returns. " She teased me. " I'll leave if he comes back." I mumbled under my breath.
2 days later ~
Y/n's pov
I walked dizzily on the streets. I was trying my best to keep my eyes open but it was way hard.
I am very tired. I have literally no energy at all. I'll fall anytime and this is because I have been overworking myself. I couldn't sleep last night because I had late night shoot and since I took off 2 days back I had to complete those schedules too making it impossible for me to rest. I didn't even eat anything since morning because of the lack of free time. But fortunately I'm free tomorrow.
My driver had some personal issues so I had insisted him on leaving early today. I took cab to reach home but it won't drive further inside due to the construction of the road so, I had to walk uptil my house from there.
My legs hurt and that too I'm wearing heels. I'm usually not this weak but this tight schedule and situation made it worse.
I somehow managed to ring the door bell. I'm sure he'll be mad at me for returning home so late. My eyes we're starting to give up so I leaned my body on the door for some support.
I moved back when I felt door handle moving.
" Y/n are- "
Jihoon's pov
When I heard the door bell ring I hurried to open it. Finally she is back.
" Y/n are you-" as soon as I opened the door. she was about to fall down on the ground but I held her.
" Y/n are you okay? " She blacked out. I started panicking.
I quickly carried her to her room and laid her on the bed. I searched for her phone and luckily it doesn't have any password.
I dialed the number of the doctor and explained the situation to her. She agreed on visiting us now even though it was too late. I sighed in relief and walked inside the bedroom and sat on the edge of the bed. Her face looked tired as if someone stole her charms from her face.
I heard the door bell and rushed to open the door. " Did she wake up? " Was the first thing she asked on entering the house. " No" I shook my head as guilt tripped. It's all my fault. I'm the one to be blamed.
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" She fainted because of weakness? She wasn't eating anything. Do you know why? " She walked out of the room and crossed her arms across her chest. " she didn't eat anything? " I was stunned at her words. She simply nodded. " Look. I don't know why she did that but let me tell you she has already gone through alot and don't you dare harm her any further. I won't sit quiet if you do so. " She intimidatingly warned me. There was harsh and coldness in her voice.
" Why do you think I woul-" " I kept the medicines on her desk. Make sure she consumes it when she wakes up. " My words were ignored by her. She grabbed her bag and left the house without letting me defend myself.
Y/N's Pov
I rubbed my eyes before opening them. My eyes travelled straight to my open window through which the sunlight entered my room lighting the whole room. It's morning? I immediately sat on the bed with panick. But I instantly felt dizzy I looked to my side to be greeted by Jun who looked deadpan at me. I almost screamed because that look was nothing less than a jumpscare. " You scared me " I remarked as I felt my heart beat faster. " Go. Back. To. Bed. " He said which was more of a order with a expressionless face.
What's gotten inside him? Why is he so serious? Wait.... What happened last night? I can't remember?! Y/n for once use your useless brain. I remembered I rang my door bell last night but what happened after that? My head hurts. Of course like my brain has been rotting in there for ages and if I put so much focus on it suddenly it'd obviously hurt.
" What happened last night? " I asked him even though he looked scary. " You fainted last night. Because GOD KNOWS WHY?! You didn't eat anything last day!!" He yelled. Trust me I ain't serious at all cause the one yelling, I can kick him out of my house anytime. Cause I got the power.
" I had no time to eat. My schedule was totally packed. " I rolled my eyes and removed the blanket which covered me. " You better don't leave your bed. " He challenged me. ME? " What if I do so? " I was blunt even though I could faint anytime because I had no energy. " You see those medicines there" He pointed towards the medicines which were his, for his memory with his thumb" I won't eat those. And if that's not enough for you to go back to bed then mind you I have the keys of the last room upstairs. " He continued. I was stunned at his sudden confidence but I was equally afraid of him getting inside that room. I laid back on bed obediently cause I have no power now. " So? Who's the dominant one here? " He smirked at me devilishly and walked out of the room. He had this prepared. He prepared himself for this before hand
Just when he went out I got out of my bed. The moment I stood on my feets my head started spining. Ignoring my headache I started searching for the key because I don't think he has it with him he surely would have hid it somewhere. Find it y/n. It would be somewhere here. " Are you finding the key?" I jumped when I felt him whisper near my ears. The moment I turned to look at him he pulled himself back from my ears. " Then stop it cause you won't find it. Here have this. " His fingers wrapped around my wrist and made me sit on the bed handing me the plate. " Is this even edible? " I judged the dish placed in my hand. " When I tasted it, it was fine "he said plainly. I was still busy examining the dish while he was calmly waiting for me to taste it and give a review. " I think I should feed you " He came close to me and took the plate from me. " No thank you I have been gifted with something called hands which we can use for different things like eating your own food? " He rolled his eyes and sat a bit further away from me.
Honestly I would have loved if it was Jihoon who would be feeding me but this is actually Jun. So no. I took the spoonful of the dish prepared by Mr. Jun and to my surprise it was actually good. I know Jihoon could cook but I wasn't expecting it from Jun too.
I was almost close to finish my food prepared by Mr. Jun until my phone rang. I reached my hand to grab it until he gestured me to relax and handed me the phone. It was Mr. Kim.
" Good morning sir" I greeted.
" You too Y/n. I would be highly thankful if you could join Mr. Park's party today. Please don't say no. " I glanced at Jun who's arms were crossed around his arms, judging our conversation. " Sure sir I'll be there. Can you text me the address of the venue and the timing? " I ignored the guy sitting in front of me. " Sure " " You are not going anywhere. " He snatched my phone from my weak hands as soon as I hung up.
" Why though? " I asked for a reason to his disagreement. " You're weak Y/n, in such a condition I can't let you go anywhere. If it's work cancel it. " He was utterly worried which caught me off guard. " It's not work related." " Much better then" He felt relieved. " Jun I was invited by Mr. Kim to that party. I can't turn him down, in past he had helped me alot. " I explained it to him. " That still won't let me leave you alone. " He shook his head and got up. It's getting annoying now. " I'm going I don't care. " I said frustratedly. " You're not." " You have no right to say that to me. It doesn't matter to me what you say. " I scoffed. " Fine! Do whatever the hell you want!! I won't interfere. Just keep in mind not to faint on the door step next time. " He stomped out of the room. Why is he like that?