Is it okay to be not okay?
It's okay to be happy
And then feeling sometimes not?
It's okay to feel lonely
When there are people that love you?
It's okay to feel breakable
Though there is no reason
Others are much worse off?
Why am I feeling guilty, then?
Why am I feeling like I have no right to?
Why am I feeling like a cheater?
It's okay not to be okay?
It's okay to feel as if no one understands you,
Though people know what you've gone through?
It's okay to exaggerate
When it may have been nothing?
It's okay not to be okay
Even if it doesn't mean anything?
Why am I feeling not to deserve it then?
Why am I feeling like an objector?
Why am I feeling like a liar?
It's okay, you say? I don't know if it's okay.
I don't know any other way.
But what if -
What if all just gone different?
Would there be an invisible Kick me sign again?