dear B,
I miss you already but that sounds so stupid that I can miss you so so so much after 4 days. but I hope you wake up soon. because I want to see your bright green eyes and curly hair again. and I want to hear your laugh. I just want it to all go back to the way it was. I don't want you to be hurting anymore. but maybe after this you can have a new outlook on life, whatever that may be. but I am willing to deal with you and everything that comes with it after this accident because I know it will effect both of our life's one way or another. you know, when I was first told that you got in a bad accident I took it out on everyone else. I yelled at nash and couple times, even my mom. I really didn't know what to think or how to feel. my mind was spinning lien crazy and I actually feel like it still is. honestly it was ever sense I met you. and I know it will always spin. all in all just know that I missed you while you've been stuck at the light. and I'll be waiting for you when you come back.
love,
Hayes