Matteo's POV :
Bakit ganito ang buhay ko? Bakit napaka malas ko? Of all people living in this world, bakit ako pa ang napili na magiging ganito? What did I do para ganituhin ako ng Diyos? I'm tired. I'm so tired of my life. I didn't know anything about the past. All I thought right now was me and Chloe, only us. What's the role of Sarah in my life? Who is she?
Finally, nakalabas na ako ng hospital after I was confined for almost 2 fucking weeks. 2 weeks! Yes, 2 weeks of suffering without freedom. And this is it! Malaya na ako. I can go anywhere, I can do what I want but I still didn't know anything about the past. I wanna know everything. I want to bring back the memories I had before I went on an accident pero paano? Paano ko mababalik yung mga yun? I hope I can bring them back on my mind.
"Matt? Are you ready?" It's Chloe. I'm so lucky to have her in my life. She's one of the reasons why I remain strong everyday. She's my life, she's my everything.
"Yes of course love. Last 2 weeks pa ako ready eh." At sabay pa kaming natawa.
We are going on a trip, kaming dalawa lang. Gusto kong bumawi sa mahal ko, gusto kong ako naman ang mag aalaga sa kanya. Everywhere I go will always be worth it with her by my side. I'm so excited.
"Let's go?" I intertwined our hands while walking towards the car.
"Oh, teka I forgot to bring something." Si Chloe habang tumatakbo pabalik sa condo.
"Okay, don't run love baka madapa ka." She's so cute. Everything about her is so beautiful. Her character as a person, her aura, her passion, everything. I just so love this woman.
"Let's go?" She said sigh fully.
"Oh, hiningal ka? Ayan kase takbo ng takbo. Diba I told you not to run baka madapa ka and your asthma? Remember?"
"Yes, sir. Last na yun I will not do it next time. Love you." Sabay halik sa akin. Oh I forgot to tell you, she's also the sweetest. Even in small things, she's so sweet.
"Ang sarap naman nun, one more." I said with a playful smile. She knew what I mean.
"No. We should go excited na ako." This girl really knows how to tease me.
"Tsk. Such a tease. Hey! You're making me bitin ha." Nauna na siyang pumasok sa kotse. Get ready later my love.
"HAHHAHAHH halika na!" She shouted.
Cutie.
"Ano yung nakalimutan mong dalhin kanina?" I asked her.
"Ah the camera." Sabay pakita sa akin ng camera. She loves capturing every moment in her life, nung nasa hospital pa nga kami, she always took a video of me and her everyday. There's no single day na hindi niya ginagawa yun. I think, camera is her best buddy.
We are going at the beach. A private beach . Actually, sinadya ko talagang ipa private yung beach para sa aming dalawa. Kilala ko ang may ari ng beach na yun kaya walang problema.
"Excited?" I asked Chloe. She's very busy capturing the surroundings outside. She really is the cutest.
"Yes noh. Sino ba namang hindi ma e-excite." She said gracefully.
"Why are you so beautiful?"
"Huh?"
"You're blushing. HAHAHAH ang ganda mo talaga. I wanna kiss you." I teasingly told her. She's blushing and it made me turn on.
"You're also blushing, eh." She said with a playful smile.
"You really teasing me huh? Humanda ka sakin mamaya pagdating natin."
And we have arrived on our destination. I'm really hoping Chloe likes my surprise for her.
"Matt, it's a paradise! It's so beautiful. How can you find these place?"
"Well, you know, a man like me always have connections."
"Sus, yabang ah."
"Naman, so, how's the place? Did you like it?"
"I don't like it. I love it!" Sabay yakap sa akin ng mahigpit. I can stay like this all the time.
"Thank you, Matt. Thank you for making me happy."
"Of course, for my girl, I will do everything, anything para maging masaya ka lang."
"Sana nga ako talaga yun." Pabulong niyang sabi.
"What?" I ask her. Nalilito ako sa sinasabi niya. Bakit niya nasabi yun? She's the only girl I love.
"Wala, tara na?" At hinila niya na ako.
"Wait wait love, dahan dahan lang wag kang tumakbo yung asthma mo!" Paalala ko sa kanya. Mahilig talagang tumakbo itong girlfriend ko, dinadamay pa ako.
"Okay okay. Let's sit nalang dito." Sabay turo sa isang kahoy na nakaharap sa dagat. Ang sarap ng hangin, the view, everything is just so beautiful.
We're sitting in front of the sea. Just the two of us, her head leaned on my shoulder. We can stay like this forever.
"Hey, Matt!" It's Tristan, the owner of this resort.
"Hey, man! Thank you."
"Sorry to say this pero hindi lang kayo ang gumagamit nito ngayon biglaan lang kase paano naman ako makakatanggi sa kanya."
"What? You mean may ibang gumagamit dito sa resort mo? Diba I told you na kaming dalawa ng girlfriend ko yung gagamit nito ngayon? Napag usapan na natin to eh." Bakit naman kase may ibang gumamit nitong resort.
"Bro, hindi talaga ako makakatanggi sa kanya, besides, napakagandang babae yung nakiusap sa akin eh. Mag a-outing daw sila ng pamilya niya and she chose this place kase maganda daw at wala masyadong tao. Eh sino ba naman ako para tumanggi diba."
"Kaya naman pala, who's that girl ba? Bakit parang ang lakas ng tama niyan sayo?"
"Sarah Geronimo bro! Grabe. Sarah G yun sino ba namang makakatanggi sa babaeng yun eh ang lakas ng charisma nun eh lalo na sa'tin."
"Omg! Andito siya? Where are they? Can I go with them?" Si Chloe. What the? Pati girlfriend ko? Okay, naiinis na ako dito. Dapat kami lang dalawa eh bakit may e-epal pa at ang mas nakakainis, sa dinami daming tao ang pwedeng nandito siya pa talaga? Kung kelan ayokong makitang ang babaeng yun.
"Love? Please." Chloe started begging me to go with her. Sino ba naman ako para tumanggi diba. But, it's our vacation, it should me and her, only us.
"Love, iwan mo nalang ba ako dito mag isa? And besides, this is our time, we need to spend our time here together, me you, us. So please let's just enjoy this day, please. Only us for now."
"Hmm. Sige." May panghihinayang ang mukha niya but I really can't agree with her, I just want this moment to be worth it.
Sarah's POV:
I decided to go on a break. I want to spend this day with my family kase puro nalang ako trabaho, hindi ko na nabibigyan ng time ang pamilya ko although lagi kong kasama sina mommy at daddy but we didn't have enough time to talk about our personal life as a family. Today is the best day para makabawi sa kanila.
May nakita akong isang resort na walang tao at medyo private at malapit lang sa village namin kaya dun ko napiling magpalipas ng oras kasama ang pamilya ko.
"Ready na kayo?" Sabi ko sa mga kapatid ko habang papalabas ng bahay.
"Yes, of course!!" Sabay sabay nilang sabi. Namiss ko talaga 'to.
"Okay, Let's Go!" Pabibo kong sabi. I'm so excited to spend this day to my family. Walang ibang tao, walang iniisip, just us, my family. I also want to move on, this is the start of my new life, to finally move on and I'm ready for it. I'm ready to let go all the memories I had with him. I'm ready to gain and to lose everything in my life. I just want peace of mind, freedom and more knowledge about love. New life, new me. This is the new beginning of my life.
"Malapit na ba tayo, pot?" Tanong ni ate Shine.
"Excited masyado? Oo malapit na. HHAAHHAH"
"Ayan. Excited na talaga ako, hindi ko alam may malapit pala na resort dito."
"Eh kase nga, private resort kaya hindi mo alam." Pang-aasar ng isa kong ate.
"Hoy, ikaw tumigil ka kung ayaw mong makurot diyan sa singit mo." Si ate Shine.
"Sus, eto naman hindi na mabiro." At natigil sila sa pagsasalita nang nakarating na kami sa isang private resort.
"Ah excuse me? Ikaw po may ari ng resort na'to?" Sabi ko sa isang lalaki, siya lang kase ang nakita kong tao pagpasok namin.
Nakatalikod siya at may katext sa cellphone kaya hindi niya ako nakita.
"Ah ye-" He was shocked. What just happened? Ah okay, alam ko na..
"Ah hi po, Sarah Geronimo po" sabay lahad ng kamay ko sa kanya.
Tulala pa rin siya at nakabuka ang bibig niya. He's so handsome and tall.
"Excuse me? Sir?" Patuloy kong sabi sa harapan niya. Natawa nalang ang pamilya ko sa kanya.
"Ah--oh my god, ahm. Sarah--Sarah G?" He's stuttering.
"Yes po? Okay lang po kayo?"
"Ah yes! Yes of course, ahm I'm--I'm just surprised when I saw you, you're--you're so beautiful." I'm overwhelmed. My heart beats abnormally when someone told me that I am beautiful. I'm just so thankful sa mga taong nakaka appreciate ng kagandagan ko.
"Oh, ahm thank you--thank you po."
"Ahm, Tristan." Sabay lahad ng kamay niya na agad ko namang kinuha.
"Sarah. Nice meeting you, Tristan. So, sa yo tong resort?" I asked him.
"Ah yes, yes."
"May naka book naba?"
"Actually, meron na eh but, I can handle it. It's my friend lang naman and silang dalawa lang ng girlfriend niya kaya pwede pa kayo dito." He smiled sweetly at me. Ang cute lang ng dimple sa right side ng cheek niya.
"Ah sige, pero sure ka? Kami lang naman ng pamilya ko eh, we just want to spend our time together, and I saw your place kahapon nung pauwi ako kaya naisip ko, dito nalang kami."
"Yeah, of course sige. Ahm, punta na kayo dun." Sabay turo ng isang cottage, it's like a house, ang laki.
"Sige, salamat."
"Of course, for you, Sarah. Again, nice meeting you, hoping to have more time with you." And he winked at me.
Boy's thing.
We walked towards the cottage habang dala ang mga gamit namin.
"Anak, okay ka lang? Mukhang mabigat yang dala mo ah." Si Daddy.
"Ah opo, hindi naman po mabigat."
"Sige. Kaya mo ah?"
"Opo. Promise." And I smiled at him sweetly, I made sure I proved to him that I am telling the truth, mukha kaseng hindi naniwala eh.
"Hmm, sige."
Pagdating namin sa cottage, nilagay na namin ang mga gamit namin sa kwarto. Actually, the cottage is so huge. May hagdan pa ito papunta sa taas, base on my observation, it has 5 rooms, 2 sa baba, 3 naman sa taas. And the view upstairs, it's so beautiful. Habang minamasdan ko ang paligid, nakita kong may kausap si Tristan, it was a girl and a boy. Hindi ko masyadong kita ang mga mukha nila dahil nakaharang si Tristan sa kanila, nakatalikod si Tristan sa akin habang nakaharap naman ang lalaking kausap niya sa akin, and the girl was sitting in front of the sea. I know it's weird to think but, they're familiar. I squint my eyes to clearly see his face....
No, I don't think it's him, maybe it's just an illusion, it can't be him.
"Anak, halika na sa baba kakain muna tayo." Si Mommy.
"Ah opo pababa na po."
Sabi ko mag mo-move on na ako. Ano ba! Pati ba naman dito, Sarah ha? Bakit siya nalang palagi? Marami namang iba diyan eh. Hindi naman siya yun , hindi siya yun. Hindi. Hindi. Hindi. Never.
"Hay naku, Sarah. Umayos ka!" Kausap ko ang sarili ko habang naglalakad sa hagdan pababa. It's so weird naman kase, siya nalang palagi yung iniisip ko, yung laman ng utak ko. How can I move on kung ganito ako? Hindi siya yun, okay? It's not him.
"Oh anyare? Parang zombie lang kung maglakad?" Si ate Shine.
"Eh ate kase." Pagrereklamo ko. Gusto kong sabihin sa kanila ang nangyayari sa akin.
"Oh ano yun?"
"Mamaya nalang po, ah sige kumain na po tayo." I sighed hardly. Naiinis na ako sa sarili ko. Gutom lang 'to. Tama, I'm just hungry .
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Author's Note :
Gutom lang talaga sars? ✌🤭
Hi, po! Sana na enjoy niyo po itong chapter na'to. Marami pa pong mangyayari sa beach. Abangan lang po natin sa next chapter. And again po, thank you so much po sa suporta, and of course special thanks to Janella Nacion for being a supportive beshy. Wassup! Nella 🤗 . Thank you po ulit and don't forget to vote and leave a comment po para maganahan po akong magsulat. Thank you po, Lovelots.,❤
(Nag-aabang po ako ng update sa Ashmatt sa Italy kaya natagalan sa pag update) 😄