[William's pic^^^]
Bella
"Justin? Hello? What the hell is going on?!" I shouted relentlessly into the phone only to be ignored. The phone call was suddenly disconnected as I stared at the screen in complete and utter shock
Did I seriously hear correctly? There's got to be an explanation for what I just—-No there's no other way to explain this
He's seeing another woman behind my back.
• The Next Day •
I sat in class with my head way above the clouds as thoughts flooded my mind. Justin's words from last night, continuously replayed in my head like a broken record since I woke up for my 8 am this morning. It's now going on 3pm and I still refuse to believe what I heard
The more I thought about it, the more I refused to believe my own ears. It's just completely impossible for him to do such a thing with his knowledge of my past. I have faith that he wouldn't do such a thing to me but the proof is in the pudding. Surely he was admitting that he was doing something wrong by not telling me what was going on
Come to think of it, I knew something had been off with him lately but I pushed those thoughts to the back of my mind. I'd hoped he was just dealing with the pressure of releasing his album and such but I knew it was something else. A woman knows...
"Hello? Earth to Bella?" I blinked several times as I was snapped back into reality after being lost in my own little broken world.
"Get your fingers out of my face William" I spat cutting my eyes at him as he stood with a goofy smile plastered on his face
"Damn who pissed in your cereal this morning" Justin Bieber. "Come on, class is over and we're like the last ones here" I looked around to see the empty seats that surrounded us, surely enough class was over.
I gathered my belongings, leaving the classroom as well as leaving Will behind. He quickly caught up as I began my stroll outside amongst the other students that roamed around campus
"Hey wait up!" I simply ignored as I continued to walk. Part of me did feel really bad for being snooty towards Will but it's pretty obvious that I'm not in the mood to chit chat. "Bella what's up with you today?"
"Nothing I just... I'm just really tired"
"Well you should come through to this party that I'm throwing tonight"
"I don't think so I'm not really—"
"Just think about it. What better way to clear your head than to get white girl wasted? I'll text you the info, see ya!" He smiled jogging away as waved at me
I simply gave a fake smile as I began walking again. Being surrounded by loud music and strangers was the last thing I wanted right now. In fact, I wanted nothing more than to bury my head in a mountain of pillows and cry my eyes out.
As I arrived to the parking lot in which my car was stationed, I begin to notice a crowd of people "What the hell?" I whispered to myself as I watched the crowd lounge around as if they were waiting on someone. Was it homecoming already? Usually the school's dean would hire a well known celebrity to come out on a show for us
"Look it's her!" I heard someone shout and almost immediately everyone turned their heads to my direction. Phones began to point towards me and gasps filled the air
"Um excuse me?" I shouted a bit as I struggled through the crowd to get to my car
"Hey Bella say what's up to my live! See y'all I told y'all I knew her!" A guy shouted as he shoved his phone in my face
"Move bruh I don't even know you!" I replied in disgust as I shoved him away and quickly hopped into my car. After beeping the horn several times, I was finally able to break free from the crowd
After about 20 minutes I arrived home exhausted from bottling up my emotions all day. A deep sigh escaped from my lips as I continued to ponder on the thoughts racing through my mind since yesterday. Each time I replayed the conversation in my head, tears began to flood my eyes but I just couldn't bring my self to release the tears.
I've cried so much for the men in my life and I just am so sick of it.
I never expected this from him though. He was....different.
My phone suddenly began ringing and I'd plan to ignore it but the ringing was nonstop. I groaned retrieving the loud device from my purse
"Ugh" Justin🤍 read the screen. The mature thing to do, would be to answer the phone and just question him about what I heard last night but I guess I just wasn't that being that I tossed my phone to the side of my bed after muting it. He was the last person I wanted to talk to right now
There's nothing he can do or say that will make me feel any differently than I do now.
I sighed once again hearing my phone vibrate continuously. Finally giving in, I go to pick up my phone and unlocking it.
4 Missed calls from Justin🤍
Bella 👸🏾
wassup, you called?
Justin 🤍
......only 40 times..
Justin🤍
Call me back babe
Bella👸🏾
I can't, I'm busy
Justin 🤍
Too busy for me?
Justin 🤍
I thought you loved me😭
Bella👸🏾
Lol same
Justin 🤍
Wym?😂
Bella👸🏾
nun
Justin 🤍
You good honey?
Bella 👸🏾
im fine.
Justin 🤍
You sure? I get the feeling something's up
Bella 👸🏾
you and me both.
Incoming FaceTime call: Justin 🤍
I quickly pressed the red button rejecting his FaceTime call rolling my eyes. Honestly the thought of him right now just pisses me off which is why I decided to completely shut my phone off. He'd just blow my phone up until I respond to him which would just anger me even more. On any other day I would love the attention, but today was far from normal.
Not only was I stressed about what I'd heard last night but also about the ambush that I unfortunately was forced to push my way through at school today. This all too much for me. I'm dealing with way more than I can handle
You know what, maybe getting white girl wasted is exactly what I need right now to get my mind off of Justin. If he wants to keep secrets and spend time with his ex then so be it. I'm gonna do what I want from now on too...
I unlocked my phone once more searching for his contact.
Bella
Hey, you still having that party tonight?
Will
Changed your mind?
Bella
Yeah, I think I am wanting to drink tonight
Will
Coool! I'll pick you up myself. See you at 9 😌
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Hypothetically, if I created a "Justin Bieber Imagines: Melanin Edition" would you guys read it?
Idk it's just an idea because I noticed there aren't too many of those
There's also just so many different scenarios I want to include in this book but it just wouldn't make sense and doesn't tie into the storyline. Tell me your thoughts!🧏🏽♀️