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A break.
A fucking break.
"C'mon, we're leaving" Lio says before going back downstairs
It's been 9 hours since the whole "break" thing Annie said we're on, and we decided to go to a party with the girls, Anastasia of course included, I fucking hate my life.
Before I step out the door Ares stops me
"If I see you fucking around with some other girl in front of Annie, I swear to God I'll beat your ass." He says before turning and heading towards the car
I have mixed feelings about that, but right now I just wanna get shit faced drunk.
I get in next to Ares, seeing as Annie's already next to Scar, "Seatbelts bitches" Julie yells before Lio drives off like a maniac let loose.
Here we go.
**
19 minutes later
We all walk in and Sexy Bitch by David Guetta starts playing
"Let's go to the kitchen" Lio says
We all head over there and get drinks before sitting on the C shaped couch, Anastasia sits across from me with Scar and Ares sitting to her right and Lio and Julie to my left.
We're talking when some random girl starts whispering in my ear and hands slide down my chest from behind me.
"Hey Halston" The female voice says in my ear
My eyes immediately go to hers but she isn't looking at me, she's glaring at something on her phone.
She doesn't even fucking care.
"Why don't you take a seat" I say patting the open space next to me.
But she doesn't seem to notice because she sits on my lap, I look up to find Annie standing up and leaving while Ares glares at me.
Fucking hell.
I get up fast to go after her, causing the rando on my lap to fall, but Ares is quick to stand and get in front of me.
"Sit the fuck down, you've done enough." He says
I don't wanna fight with him, not because I can't beat the shit out of him, but because I don't know how Annie would respond to me being in front of her right now.
I give one last look at the direction she headed before sitting back down, the blonde sits back down on my lap, but this time, I push her off.
"What the fuck"
"Leave" I say and she huffs and mumbles something before leaving.
We spend 10 minutes in silence before Scarlett says to look over to where everyone's dancing, and there she is, dirty fucking dancing with Jake fucking Jacobs.
She starts grinding on him while he sucks on her neck like a fucking mosquito.
If I didn't fuck up that could have been us right now, we could have been laughing and talking about anything and everything, but I fucked up.
Again.
I can't even be mad.
But I'm jealous, and jealousy was never a good look on me.
"Where are you going" Julie says when I stand
"Home" I say before leaving
While walking to the door I purposely bump the fuck out of his shoulder when I pass by them
"Hey watch it man" he says with his hands on her waist
When he turns his head and realizes who I am he shuts the fuck up real quick.
"I'm good" I say making Annie turn
She grabs his neck and pulls him to her, grabbing his hand and sliding it up to her breast, of course the son of a bitch squeezes her through her crop top, and she moans.
She fucking moans.
All while staring right at my eyes, this fucking girl.
But I love her, so that's why I break contact first and leave.
1 hour later
I'm laying on my bed watching TVD when I hear the front door open along with drunk voices echoing through the house.
Did they drive drunk???
I head downstairs and see all of them piled on the couch, except for one.
"I drove them, I didn't drink so it was fine" she says in a tired voice
"Oh okay"
Oh okay? Really Halston
"I'm too tired to drive back so I'll just crash in the guest bedroom" she says going past me up the stairs
"You can sleep with me"
"After what happened today? No thank you" she says
"Annie-"
"Halston, we talked, i told you what we needed, and you let a girl all on you, are you fucking serious right now? I don't wanna talk to you right now, goodnight." She whispers
Even when she's pissed she's considerate of others, she's perfect.
"I love you" I say
She doesn't say it back, but I know she does.
It's just a break.
I take a look at the pile of bodies, and decide they'll be fine.
Turning around, I head to my room but notice a crack in the guest room.
I tip toe in there, but she's in the bathroom so I sit on the bed and wait for her to finish up, and after 30 minutes she finally steps out.
"Jesus, Halston you scared me" she says with her hand over her heart
She's wearing nothing but a towel that's tightly wrapped around her little frame.
She looks beautiful.
"You didn't say it back"
"Say what ba-" she stops mid sentence realizing what I mean
"Halston, we're on a break" she says looking at the ground
"That doesn't mean you stop loving someone"
"No, but it means we're not together anymore" she says looking at anything but me
"So that gives you the right to let another guy touch y-"
"Don't fucking go there Parker, you started it" she says now looking at me
"And you had a fine fucking way of ending it" I say not noticing how close I am to her now
"God, you're unbelievable" she says shaking her head at me
"That makes two of us"
"Get the fuck out" she says pushing me away
She goes for another push when I don't move, but I catch her wrist and pull her to my chest, so she looks up at me.
"Have all the fun you want right now, but at the end of the day you know who you'll always need as a keeper Sinclair, the one person who can fuck your little legs till they shake, and make you feel pure ecstasy all while screaming who's name baby?"
She breathes hard but like the stubborn woman she is, she doesn't reply.
"Who's name do you scream Anastasia" I say more serious
"Yours" she barley whispers
I let her go and she moves as far away from me as possible, I look at her one more time before I head to my room.
When I'm laying on my bed I hear a knock before a tiny little dwarf comes in, opening her drawers and taking out clothes.
"Take what you need and leave the rest Anastasia"
"We aren't together anymore" she says sounding pissed
Good.
"Yet, we aren't together yet." I say standing up
"They're my fucking clothes"
"You're my fucking girl"
"Was, you didn't cherish me while I was yours, all of a sudden you wanna start now" she says more softly
Fuck.
I walk up to her but she steps back
"Baby stop"
"Don't call me that"
"You'll always be my girl" I say but she rolls her eyes
"I should have pushed the girl away, and I shouldn't have yelled at you like that, and I'm sorry for not leaning on you, I love you okay? And no matter how long it takes I'll wait" I say holding her face
With the towel still wrapped around her body tied in a knot, She puts her hands over mine and everything feels right.
"I love you too, but we need time" she says her eyes turning glossy
I don't want her to cry.
"Go to sleep okay? Goodnight baby" I say kissing her head
I hear a mumbled goodnight before she turns and