I woke up with Messiah's big ass on me. I smiled a little because he's so cute when he's asleep. He made my night so perfect.
He ran me a hot bath and fixed me some champagne. He massaged every part of my body. Lord I was on cloud 9. He wanted to have sex but I wouldn't allow it even though I need some dick in my life. He gave me toe curling head til I tapped out. I never thought head could feel so damn good.
"I got you smiling early this morning," Messiah said sleepily with his head still on my stomach
"Shutup," I slapped him softly
"You gone cook me breakfast baby?" He said rubbing down my sides eyeing me seductively
"Nope. iHop will though," I pushed him off me and sat up on my elbows, "why you keep doing this to me?" I stared at him
"Doing what?"
"What you think? The kisses, pampering. You know we're not together right?"
"Yea, but that doesn't make me not love you," he sat in front of me with his elbows on his knees, "its just my way of saying sorry. I didn't mean what I said Mackenzie. Every time I see them I think about him. How I could've been a better father and it makes me mad as hell. I just can't take it sometimes," he said with tears in his eyes.
"Messiah you were the best father you could be. You think MJ would want you blaming yourself for something you didn't do? He loved you unconditionally Messiah. Don't be round here getting drunk and saying shit you don't mean just because you're mad. You know that ain't right." I hugged his shoulders from behind and kissed his cheek
"If you would just be my girl again maybe I'll act like somebody," I could see him smirking
"If you can't be a better you for you, then I won't. Plus, I like the single life," I said walking into the bathroom.
"You better not be fucking with that Jamaican!" I heard him yell from the bedroom. I laughed and quickly got in the shower. I was honestly hungry myself.
We were dressed and headed out the door when my phone rang
"Hey sis," I sang getting into the passenger seat of Messiah's truck. He mugged the hell out of me because he hates driving.
"Hey, your niece was missing you. All she's been saying today was 'Mac Mac'" she put Maliah to the phone. She said hey and bye and something else I could make out.
"You want me to come get her today? The kids & her big head daddy will be happy to see her,"
"Sure. That'll give me and Carlos some time," I could tell she was smiling.
"Say no more. Y'all mfs freaky," I laughed as we pulled up to iHop
"Duh."
"I'll be there around noon to get my niece. Yall can hold out til then right?"
"I guess," she groaned
"Bye girl," I sucked my teeth
"Byeeee,"
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"Ma Nana gave me a necklace like yours!" Alaya ran over showing off her new necklace
"It's beautiful," I looked the necklace over. It was similar to mine but it had a huge diamond in the middle. I got jealous.
"You must think you grown not calling me everyday," my dad stood in the living room with his arms folded
"You know that's not true," I tried kissing his cheek but he moved his face away. I was already standing on the tips of my toes
"I ain't want that,"
"Dad," I whined with tears in my eyes, "you know I love you!"
"Crybaby ass," he picked me up and twirled me around like a little girl and tickled me
"Papa I though I was the only one you did like that," Lay hit his legs angrily
"This is my baby girl too Lay, but I got enough love for the both of you ok?" We both had our arms folded with pouty faces. One thing I didn't like was sharing my dad. He was allllllll mine.
"Where's my daddy?" Alaya looked around with her face scrunched up
"In the game room with the twins. Go," she nodded and ran off, "where's ma?"
"I sent my baby to the spa,"
"I like the spa too but what's been going on?"
"So um Ashlynn came by today,"
"What?"
"Ashlynn came by today," he said in a duh tone
"And what did she say?" I hit him upside the head
"She wants blood. And she didn't seem so crazy talking the way she was. Maybe she just wanted to fool the court,"
"Why would she wanna fool the court when she could have Messiah arrested for a really long time?" I asked taking a sip of my water
"Easy. She wants to do the job her damn self. You better watch your back at all times, and watch Kelly too. Bird saw him out with Ashlynn ," he gave me a look.
"Are you serious dad?"
"Very. And Trina, you know who that is right?"
"No, who is she beside the girl Messiah's fucking?"
"Watch your mouth girl. That's her mom," he nodded his head towards Alaya who was coming in with the twins and Messiah on her trail.
My mouth hung wide open as I thought back to that day on the beach.
"You know you're really beautiful," he tucked my hair behind my ear
"And you're not bad yourself," I smiled nervously.
Why am I nervous? We're just talking. Here I am on the beach with a boy I know from the Waffle House about my fuckboy ex. I chuckled a little to myself thinking about the situation.
"So Jay you got me walking down the whole damn beach looking for you and you're down here with some hoe?!" I heard a ratchet voice coming from behind us. Both of our heads shot back.
"Aw hell, sorry Mackenzie," he said getting up. "Trina I told your ass to stop following me! You crazy as fuck. I give you child support and Alaya is always with me anyways! Leave the tf alone!" He stressed
"I just came to let you know I'm handing over custody," she said pulling a little girl looking identical to him from behind her. She immediately ran over to him jumping into his arms.
"If your drug dealing ass boyfriend convinced you to do this, don't ever expect me to let you see her again," his veins poked out of his arms and neck. He looked real sexy when he's mad. "Leave. My Babygirl is gonna have the best life without her gold digging, selfish, dumb ass mother -- or should I say carrier because that's all you've done for her!" He yelled making a few people look our way. I just stood there in shock at how angry she had got him. Any other time his face was calm & relaxing.
"Bye Jay. I don't have time for this shit. Play house with your little hoe," she said pointing at me
"You more worried about me than your daughter being taken away from you. Get a life hoe," I said angered at the fact that she's really leaving.
"Don't worry about me." She said flipping her cheap ass weave and twisting away
"Where'd you find her?" I said sarcastically. He just sighed looking at the beautiful little girl. She had her head in the crook of his neck. this is too cute.
"Lay Lay you're gonna stay with daddy now ok?" She nodded sleepily wiping her eyes.
"Oh my God," I covered my mouth looking at Alaya. She and Trina resembled so much how didn't I know sooner?!
"Messiah can I talk to you.... Alone," I said walking to the guest bathroom
"Wassup ma," he grinned once the door closed. I sat on the sink and came and stood in front of me
"Did you know Trina was Alaya's mom?"
"Um," he rubbed the back of his neck getting ready to lie
"You knew," I gasped and tried to escape from his grasp
"Look, she told me she had a child near me but I didn't know it was her until I really looked at her when we met,"
"So you knew this entire time and you still fucked her?" I folded my arms over my chest
"Yea Mac. She was just a random before I even met you then she ended up being a worker for your dad,"
"You were her drug dealing ass boyfriend that brought her to give Alaya up to her dad?!"
"What?! No she said she was spending the weekend with her dad. I didn't get in anything with her and her child. I even helped her take care of her when she needed money!"
"So you didn't get suspicious when she was never around anymore?"
"No because soon after, I saw her with you and I knew she was in good hands baby," he said hugging my waist
"Don't fucking sweet talk me. Does Trina know I have her kid?"
"No because you never bring the kids to the trap," he shrugged
"What if she wants custody?"
"She's too selfish and strung out on dick to want Laya back,"
"Yea your dick," I mumbled walking out of the bathroom only for him to pull me back
"She knows you're the only girl I love Mac,"
I rolled my eyes and flipped my freshly straightened hair and stomped back into the living room to spend time with the kids. My mom and dad keep them the majority of the week. They say they want to spoil them just like I was when I was a child. I don't agree with it because we definitely don't need 4 little Mackenzie's running around here. I'm a handful my damn self.
"Mommy are you and daddy together again?" Alaya asked hugging me before we left
"Maybe in the long run babygirl," I smiled & nodded
"Really?" Her eye lit up
"Yes baby,"
I know Lay was the first child to see me and Messiah's relationship before all the drama and cheating. She reminds me all the time of the love Messiah and I shared in the beginning & it hurts to see where we are now. If my children like seeing us together maybe I will give us another chance. For the children
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Messiah
"Tell mommy bye," I waved at Tara as we walked to the car
"Aight man, I'll hit you up bruh," Carlos dapped me up.
"Bye ma!" Maliah yelled in her cute little voice
"You ready to see your brother and sisters?" She nodded excitedly.
Maliah and I were into a conversation about her starting school when my phone rang. I answered it without looking at the caller ID
"wassup,"
"Hey man, Ky just came in drunk. I think you should come see about him," it was Kelly. I don't even fuck with this nigga, but he's calling about my brother and I need to go see if he's alright. My don't even drink like that.
"I'm on my way,"
I looked at Maliah in the back seat and she was asleep. She'll be ok. I thought as I pulled into the trap.
I carried her in my arms down to the lounge area where there was a lot of commotion
"Let me go bitch!" I heard Ky's voice booming through the hallway. I stopped at my office and laid Maliah down on the couch and turned on the baby monitor I kept there just in case.
I walked to the lounge and as soon as I stepped through the door I was hit by a metal bar.
"Shit," I slurred out falling on the hard cement floor.
I woke up tied with a small rope to a metal pole. I blinked adjusting my eyes to the blue light that beamed ferociously making me sweat
I looked up to see Naomi, Trina, and Kelly staring back at me.
"What the hell is this?" I said angrily looked on the sides of me where Quan, Ky, and even Bird sat tied up. I know it's late because the moon shone through the small window. I was supposed to be out with Mac and the kids. She's gonna kill me.
Suddenly I heard footsteps. I know those heels anywhere. Mac stepped in the room in all black. Thank God she's here.
"Babe, you came to save me?!" I tried snatching the rope loose but to no avail
"I'm with them," she smirked
"What the hell do you mean you're with them? After all the shit we been through you just gone turn on me?!" I couldn't believe this
"You turned on me long before I did anything to you. Y'all can leave. I got it from here. Kelly you stay baby," she grabbed his arm and wrapped it around her waist
"Get off my girl bitch!" I spat. Kelly left Mackenzie's side and squatted in front of me
"You're one sorry excuse of a fucking man," he back handed me.
Right then there was a loud explosion outside making he and Mac run out. A few moments later they came back. Mac looked satisfied and Kelly looked like he'd seen Jesus.
"What the fuck happened?!" Ky asked obviously not drunk
"Their car exploded." Mac mumbled looking down
"You did this shit. You're playing tricks on me," Kelly pointed his gun at Mac's head.
"What are you talking about baby? I'm doing this for us! 34 Million and a plane is sitting out there waiting on us. Just end them!" She yelled begging
"you don't think I know you still love that motherfucker?" He pressed the gun further into her head. I was exhausting myself trying to break the rope.
"If I can't have you nobody can baby. I'm sorry this is the way it has to be," tears ran down Kelly's face as he pressed his finger on the trigger
BANG!