Not being allowed to touch him,
is complete torture.
I'd rather just kiss him
than have to pretend I don't want him.
I've been fidgeting all day
I can't stop tapping my fingers.
It feels like I want to scratch at my skin
when he is not around.
I'm coming down from a high
that's exactly what it feels like.
He is a drug I've become addicted to
and it hurts that I can't be with him.
The only thing that satiates the craving
is his laugh, his smile and his words.
God, it's so hard not to be with him.