dear an ex,
(hey, if youre my ex and reading this, guess what? not about you)
i hate you i hate you i hate you. I apologized for what i said, i apologized for the words i was justified for saying and i know you fucking saw it. there was no way you didnt fucking see it yet you ignored it. You fucking told him i was making excuses when i was trying so hard to work things out. Im so fucking sorry you decided to date someone as fucked up in the head as me but if you couldnt handle the bad parts i dont know what i was supposed to do. I wasnt going to exercise or fake my happiness just so you were more comfortable, you needed to accept the way i was and you couldnt fucking do that. i fucking hate you because i cant imagine how long he had thought i was a bitch, how long he sat staring at me thinking of the twisted fucking story you told him and im so fucking glad he believes my side of the story over your version. Im so sorry you werent the fucking victim of this story and im not letting you twist it so you are.