EVEN WORSE
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Author's point of view
She was panicking. She was really bad. She thought it's going to be alright as Jungkook is going to be with him but it's exact opposite. She is feeling bad states on her for some reasons for being with Jungkook.
She doesn't exactly know what is the exact reason. There can be many possibilities but the thing was that she is getting looked at really bad. First she messed up her introduction in her classroom just because of those glares then she couldn't answer one question even after knowing the answer.
The day couldn't get any worse for her. It was recess and both were sitting silently. Jungkook was doing comparatively better but it's still the first day so he is still shy. He didn't want to leave Haneul alone so he sat with her.
"Let's eat the lunch before the recess gets over."
Jungkook says and Haneul nods while unpacks her lunch. As soon as her eyes falls on the food, her mood brightens, a smile spreads on her face. Food is her therapy and everyone knows that.
"Jungkook my day is going really bad but this food made everything better."
"I can see it. I feel like you have hard time interacting with people."
He was right. New people scares her. Once she starts talking with them it's okay for her but crowd and unknown people gives her anxiety. She can't help but to feel anxious right now too.
She is nice when people talk to her but her intimidating aura makes people repel from her. They think she is not nice or will do something to them if they talk to her which is understandable because she knows herself she sort of have resting bitch face.
They both eats their food as one girl come up to them.
"Jungkook you should eat with us that's how you'll get to know them."
She was their classmate who interacted with Jungkook. To his surprise she is following Bangtan Sonyeondan since their debut and knows Jungkook.
"Um I'm with my friend as you can see."
"She can join too."
Jungkook looks at Haneul asking her. She shakes her head and tells him to go ahead. He sighs and went away with the girl and join the group of students.
Haneul stirs up the food while blank expression on her face. She picks up the sausage and eats it slowly. School was always a weird place for Haneul. According to her, school limits the creativity in student and forces them to pour themselves into academics killing all the dreams and desires of youth. And only because of this fucked up education system, parents don't support their kids and pressure them to choose a field which is related to academics.
She feels this on spiritual level.
She completes her food and packs the lunch and rushes outside. Her hands resting in the pocket of blazer as she walks in the corridor.
"Here won't be any Jiwoo Unnie to save my loner ass."
She mumbles to herself as she walks towards the stairs. She looks at her watch and there's still 25 mins before the recess gets over. She rushes to the school ground and finds a place where she can sit and space out for a while.
She is spacing out as she finally finds herself getting a little calm. Stress which was wrecking her earlier, oozes out of her body as she was alone but at peace for a minute.
Their next song started to ring in her mind. Her hums along with the tune which was playing in her mind only. To her, it was heaven. Sitting under a tree where sunlight is not really coming and you are at peace after hectic school life start. And that's how all 25 minutes passes and Haneul find herself rushing to the classroom. She slides the door as the class was already started.
Everyone's eyes again on her which she hated.
"Haneul where were you?"
"Um sorry I was in the ground."
"Fine come and it."
It unexpectedly went well and she is grateful for it. She is thankful to the teacher who didn't tormented her do being late.
하늘
Jungkook and Haneul both were coming towards the entrace of school as they saw Seokjin standing waiting for them. Haneul looks at him like a little kid and without thinking twice rushes to him. She didn't hug him or anything knowing it won't be good hugging him here so she just stood up in front of him.
"How was your day guys?"
"Fine"
"Bullshit."
Two person. Two different responses.
"Okay first of all no cuss words Hani and why bullshit? Are you okay?"
He was clearly concerned for her since he got to know about Hani and Jungkook going to school because he knows Hani is not fit to go school at this moment. After all family mess and idol thing is overwhelming her which she obviously doesn't show but he knows it.
He expected this response but he was concerned for her.
"Yeah I am fine Hyung I just wanna go home right now please."
He hums as all three goes towards the car and goes towards dorm. During the car ride, only Jungkook and Seokjin were speaking, Haneul was really quiet while looking outside the window. Seokjin was time to time looking at her from rare glass. He made some silly jokes for her, she just smiles and look outside again.
They get out of the car as the dorm arrives. Haneul looks happy. She was acting like a kindergarten student which Seokjin couldn't understand. It was not like she was homeschooled and this was her first time going to school. She always went to school but why is she acting like this? Does something really bad happen? Is she hurt? All these questions were fighting in his mind. Haneul noticed it.
Before entering in the dorm, she goes towards Seokjin and puts her hand on his shoulder.
"I am fine Hyung. I just hate school in general. Calm your horses and please make me something I'm starving."
This assured Seokjin a little as he hums and goes inside.
She looks at him all worked up and smiles. She can't thank universe much for providing such people in her life.
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If I am being honest, along with college, I don't really know what to do with this book anymore, I am having writer blocks as I've become inconsistent with this book. I just write bullshit and upload and this is going no where. I wrote the shortest chapter of all time and I'm so ashamed. Im so sorry. I'll get back in track soon I hope.
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