Mental Illness||Jimin FF

By misumisuMI

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There was a girl named Y/N that Jimin dearly loved Since childhood. But in elementary school she had to move... More

~Before it all happend~
~What happend while they were apart~
~New job~
~Running away~
~Plan~
~Going to work~
~Danger Escaped~
~The death~
~Hormones~
~Bad day~
~Stress~
~New home~
~No more fighting~
~Authors Note~
~My Mother!?~
~His father~
~My path~
~Mental Disorder~
~Scary Suprise~
~Late~
~Shocking~
~The Talks~
~Hurry~
~The blood~
~Disguise Plan~
~The drive~
~Hospital visit~
~Betrayal~
~Misunderstanding~
~Better bond~
News
~Our story and a solution ~
~The treatment~
~Tracked~
~Facing Hana~
~Involved~
~Admired~

~Distraction~

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By misumisuMI

"We need to talk about this."

I was actually thinking the same thing...I felt myself calming down and did what was needed.

"I think we do."

~Y/n POV~

It was quiet on both lines even though i wanted to talk about this.

Neither of us seemed to know what to say."Uhm... Yoongi?" I quietly call out his name."You really didn't know?" He asks yet again in this time a softer tone. "No... I didn't. You never had a clue either right?" This time I ask to make sure."I didn't even suspect it." Yoongi seemed different than usual. He really didn't know what to say.

But luckily I had a question in mind already."When were you adopted?" I ask approaching the sensitive topic.

"I don't really remember. It was when I was little. I was adopted by a wealthy family in Japan." Yoongi explains calmly. A wealthy family in Japan?

Is that why we went to Japan?

"Well I just want to apologize for all this... It would've been fun to have an older brother." I hesitantly say clearing my throat right after.

I heard a little gasp on the other side of the line."Uhm yeah, I guess." How would this go? Would we let things be the way they are now or try to get closer as family? Was it even possible for me to get closer as family with all that had been going on behind his back?

I had to think about that.

But what I do know is that even though I just found out that he is my brother I should warn him about Hana. I won't be repeating the same mistake."Hey, Yoongi? I have to tell you something."

I could feel my heart beat quicken and my throat getting thicker. Would he believe me? "Go ahead. I have time." He casually responds noticing the slight tremble in your voice.

Here goes nothing.
"It's about Hana. You can't trus-"

All of a sudden a loud *thud* interrupts my sentence. What was that? "Yoongi?"A voice I despise the most suddenly answers me."Hello there Y/n. Did you miss me?" Hana?

Immediate panick flowed through my body as soon as I heard her voice.

"W-What did you do!?" I couldn't possibly hide my panic this very moment."You think that I would let you and your group rest peacefully?"

She scoffs and continues.

"I'll be taking your dear brother with me for today. I hope you come on time tomorrow! You should know the way since Hoseok is with you!" She suddenly changes her low voice to a cheery one.

"Oh... And I know you won't chicken out this time. Because if you do-" There was a short silence."Yoongi dies." After that one last threat she hangs up leaving me with no time to answer.

...

This happened so quickly that i was in utter shock. Anger, panic and frustration pumped through my body.

With no time to spare I rush to the living room opening and closing the door aggressively. The three men immediately turned to look at me to see me standing there breathing heavily."Hey, hey what's wrong?"

Jimin immediately stands up and walks towards me sensing something was wrong the moment he saw me like this."She has Yoongi." I say crystal clear.

Hoseok immediately stands up in concern."What did she say?" Hoseok immediately gets serious the moment I mentioned Yoongi."It happened when we called- She took him to make sure we wouldn't change our minds about 'visiting' her tomorrow."

Hoseok pinches the bridge of his nose obviously feeling stressed."Will your brother be okay?" Taehyung asks as if he was concerned about how I felt.

My brother...
Before I could answer him Hoseok interrupts me."I know what she likes to do. There is a possibility she wont harm him. Then again... There is a high chance that she will."

A frown appeared on my face.

Hoseok furrows his brows and walks up to me and puts his hand on my shoulder as if to comfort me."Don't worry, she won't kill him. She is expecting us tomorrow." But there is a chance that she will still hurt him.

"Can't we leave now? We can prevent him getting hurt at all." I wasn't sure if it was possible but I'd rather leave now than tomorrow."That's no good either. We have to stick to the agreement we made with her."

But why... I don't want him to get hurt.

"Fine." I unwillingly agree letting out a unsatisfied sigh. Please don't hurt him. I am sure that the only day i was able to relax was ruined by this.

I can't think of anything else-
Even though I just found out that he is my actual blood related brother I still care.

All of a sudden a hand squeezes my hand tightly yet gently. I look up to see Jimin looking at me with a gentle look in his eyes."It's okay." He comes closer and gently kisses the top of your head to comfort you in some way.

"I hope so..." I softly mumble leaning my head on his shoulder.

All of a sudden Hoseok breaks the silence."Taehyung, lets inform Jungkook on what happened." As if to leave you to alone he signals Taehyung to join him.

Taehyung immediately jumps to his feed and joins Hoseok."Y-Yes of course." They both walk passed me with a soft smile. Just as Taehyung walked passed you he mouths."It will be okay." I silently nod back with a forced smile on my face. The door then gently closes behind Jimin and me.

I hope she won't do anything...

"Lets sit down." Jimin leads me to the couch pulling me with him by the hand.

...

~Yoongi POV~

My head...

As soon as I regain conciousness I try to touch my head but was unable to.
"What the-" I try to move my other hand but notice that didn't work either.

That's when I noticed that my surroundings were unfamiliar to.

What is this big empty space? There was only a big black couch in the middle of the big room. What was I doing-

I was calling with Y/n and then...

Just thinking about what happened gave me a headache. Then someone hit me. And now i'm here.

Meaning that someone took me.

Tsch. Someone was brave enough to take me."Hello, Mr. Min! Finally awake?" As soon as I heard the cheery voice I immediately knew who it was.

What the hell...
"So it's you?" I raise a brow lazily sitting in the chair. Hana for some reason starts to giggle as soon as I asked her."You don't change one little bit no matter what kind of situation your in don't you?" Interested she comes closer."Does that change anything?"

She ponders over that sentence before taking a step back."I guess your right- although it's quite disappointing."

I decide to wait for her to continue not feeling the need to say anything else."I must admit... I've always had a little crush on you~" She suddenly changes the topic coming very close to my face causing even our noses to almost touch.

She clearly doesn't know what personal space means."Honestly, not that surprising. It's not like I didn't notice." You've always been quite annoying."Is that also your reason for aggressively kidnapping me?" I decide to ask another question wondering if that was the reason. If so it's a clear sign of obsession.

What a pain...

"It could've been the reason- but it isn't." Her hand slowly runs up my thigh as her mouth comes closer to my ear, an evil smirk plastered across her face."It's Y/n." My eyes widen when she mentions her name. She quickly backs away to look at my reaction."Don't worry Mr. Min I'll explain everything."

That's when she truthfully explained every little detail from beginning to end.

~Y/n POV~

"Do you want something to drink?"

I shake my head while still deep in thought. Jimin sighs when he notices I refused his offer yet again.

"Look, you can't do anything about it right now you shouldn't hang on to it to much." Jimin explains feeling concerned yet frustrated. I can't help but feel this way."Sorry, I'm just concerned. I can't seem to think of anything else." I apologize yet again letting out the 'billionth' sigh.

"Are you saying that you are unable to think of something else?" He asks raising a brow. I slowly nod at his question while staring at my lap. I can't even sit still.

Jimin sighs when he notices how restless you are and seems deep in thought until he suddenly raises his head."He will be fine. Saying this doesn't work on you but I know what might."

I furrow my brows still unable to get rid of the growing concern."What could help?" I ask growing a little curious.

He turns his body towards me and stares into my eyes. The way he stared into my eyes with determination made my flutter... What is he doing?

He took a deep breath and then-

His plump soft lips quickly peck my lips."Mm!" I froze on the spot looking at Jimin with wide eyes. I could tell he was quite embarrassed since he quickly looked away. S-So cute... I felt like I didn't see this embarrassed side of him quite a lot.

I believe he used to be like this when we were younger...

I got a small headache from trying to think about that time but was quickly focusing on the present again. We were both quiet trying to think of what to say. What do you say in this situation? It's quite awkward...

"T-Thank you." I force myself to say to break this awkward silence. I looked down at my lap trying to hide my shyness.

Jimin quickly looks back at me with gentle yet surprising eyes. He soon broke out in a smile and came a little closer again."Was that okay?" He asks a little insecure his hand gently rubbing my arm.

I felt a smile forming my face and I slowly lead my hand to his, gently squeezing it."Ofcourse it is! I really don't mind. " I respond as cheerfully as I can trying to hide my embarrassment. I noticed the top of his ears turning red making my heart melt. How can he be so adorable and intimidating at other times...

Although it was safe to say that i loved all of him...
"!" Jimin's eyes widen for some reason when I gave him the sweetest smile I could.

It's like he didn't know what to say and kept staring into my eyes again.

Jimin's soft face expression changes into more of a serious one.

All of a sudden his face comes closer again. All while he was deeply staring into my eyes. I couldn't help but stare back into those dark beautiful eyes that had me trapped.

He was so close that his soft moist breathing was gently blowing against my lip. The moment Jimin's eyes dared to shift to my lips I could feel butterflies forming in my belly. The mood in the air definitely felt way different than it did before...

"Y/n." Jimin slowly spoke holding back the tension in his voice all the while staring at my lips as if they were something he wanted more than anything in this world. I followed his actions and dared look down at his lips-

"Y-Yeah?" I respond soflty feeling my cheeks heating up. The way he spoke my name caused my heart to beat quicker than it ever had before. I hope he doesn't hear it... It was almost unbearable to be this close to him.

Yet I didn't want to be away from him in the slightest bit.

"I feel...-" He paused gulping and brushes the strand of hair behind my ear still focusing on my lips. I wait for him to continue as our breaths grow heavier. The feeling we both felt was unexplainable...

But if I had to compare it to something it was like a fever.

His thumb gently rubs my bottom lip causing my breath to become shaky.
"-Like I can't hold myself back."

I thought I couldn't feel more embarrassed than this. But the moment he said that I could feel my whole body temperature rising, his words caused me to hold my breath. I couldn't even speak anymore.
"When you look at me that way, it's impossible for me to hold back."

There was a hint of desperation in his voice although minor it still caused my heart to skip a beat. I can't say anything... I was nailed to the couch not able to move. But somehow I got the courage to say at least something.

"I-I don't mind... As long as it's you." I dared to say.

Something in Jimins eyes changed.

As if a fire just lighted in his eyes.
What i said pushed him even more, the last bit of self control he was desperately fighting for was gone. His breathing started to get heavier and his grip on me got stronger.

That last bit of small space between our faces quickly closed when Jimin not a split second later presses his lips against mine with a strong force. This wasn't the small shy peck we shared a moment ago. This kiss was passionate and desperate for something.

His warm wet lips caressed mine over and over again drowning out my thoughts. This kiss was way different than the small little peck just now.

Jimin pulls me closer towards him and hugs his arms around my waist to feel our chests pressing up against each other. I couldn't help but arch my back when I suddenly feel an unfimiliar feeling on my body causing a gasp to escape my lips.

-

His plump lips gently peck mine one more time before his lips suddenly leave mine leaving a pained expression on Jimin's face when he pulls away from me. Breathing heavily our breaths mingled together.

His forehead lovingly leans against mine."I-Im sorry, we should stop here. If I go any further I won't be able to stop myself." I-I couldn't hold myself back either-

Even though he said that he had no intention of letting me go. His grip on me even tightened when he forced himself to pull away."I-Its okay... I don't mind." Looking at the position we were in caused my face to blush yet again.

Somehow his torso ended up between my legs. His body was so close to mine...

There was absolutely no distance between our bodies as our chests were pressed up against each other.
"Trust me... I wanna do this more than anything." His gentle voice ringed in my ears as he strokes my cheek."But I wanna do this when everything has settled down. I can't be to careless about this. Your weak now... I don't wanna feel like I'm taking advantage of you." Jimins concern warmed my heart causing a comforting feeling to spread in my chest.

I know he was right.

But I'm fully aware of what's happening. Even if I wasn't vulnerable I wouldn't have minded...

"Thank you." I sincerely thank him putting my arms around his back- but suddenly Jimin turned the both us around in one go causing me to lay on top of him now. H-Huh!?

"Let's get some rest." He gently says in my ear his arms still wrapped around me."B-But you won't be comfortable! I'm to heavy..." I shyly say looking up at his face.

Jimin scoffs as soon when he heard the words 'to heavy'."Don't say such things. Even if you were heavy I wouldn't have minded. You seem to have lost weight instead of gained, you need to eat better." There was concern yet sterness in his voice when he noticed how much I weighed."Okay... I will."

I gently lay my head back on his chest our heart beats eventually calming down.

"Sleep well... Y/n." I felt a soft peck on my head before sleep started to fade my conciousness away.

It's nice falling asleep while listening to his calming heartbeat.



I wished this could last forever...

But I knew that tomorrow was the time to stop this and get my brother back.

"Goodnight..." I drowsily respond back barely conscious before falling asleep.


















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