Chapter 53
The two looked at each other and fell silent.
Tang Tang wanted to get up from Huo Yuan, but was held down by him.
"What are you doing?"
Tang Tang said angrily, "You let me go."
"Don't let me go."
Huo Yuan's eyes darkened, and he whispered, "It's me who's wrong."
Tang Tang stared at him: "You There's nothing wrong, you're very right, are you starting to doubt my feelings for you now?"
She thought about it a little and knew what Huo Yuan was thinking.
From the question just now, Tang Tang noticed something.
This person - should be insecure.
They've already started asking - if I wasn't your husband, would you be worried about this nonsense.
Tang Tang is not a little girl, so she naturally knows what these words mean, not to mention that she has read many novels and has a better understanding of this kind of dialogue.
But it is precisely because he understands that he is even more angry.
Could it be that she doesn't like Huo Yuan's performance in her daily performance?
Is she the kind of person who doesn't like someone but still loves someone, and lets him toss himself casually?
Tang Tang thought he was not so casual.
Tang Tang struggled to get up, but Huo Yuan really didn't let anyone go.
The two were at a stalemate, and after a while, Huo Yuan let her go.
He looked at Tang Tang who opened, and said in a low voice, "I didn't mean that."
Tang Tang pursed her lips and stared at him for a long while: "You should sleep in the study tonight and reflect on yourself."
After speaking, She didn't wait for Huo Yuan, and ran straight back to the room.
It was right for Huo Yuan to reflect on it.
Otherwise, this person is always thinking nonsense.
Tang Tang lay in bed thinking, that night, after Tang Tang came out of the bath, Huo Yuan didn't come back.
He really didn't come back.
Tang Tang stared at the closed door for a long time, wondering whether to lock it or not. If it is locked, it will completely block Huo Yuan from the outside. Don't lock it... as if she was waiting for him to come and look for it.
Tang Tang struggled for a few minutes, but finally unlocked it.
Forget it, who made her feel sorry for Huo Yuan too.
Huo Yuan's insecure personality comes from his past experiences.
Tang Tang rubbed her eyes and thought, and she didn't know when Huo Yuan would feel safe and trust people unconditionally.
Tang Tang thought about it, huddled in the quilt and fell asleep.
What she didn't know was that Huo Yuan had come in.
Huo Yuan sat on the side and looked at the person on the bed, and didn't come closer.
He has come in without listening to Tang Tang's words, and he will not do anything further.
Huo Yuan was actually afraid that Tang Tang would be angry, but he hoped that she would be angry.
His mentality was contradictory. Tang Tang's anger proved that he cared about himself, but her anger made Huo Yuan feel scared, worried that she would leave him when she was angry.
Thinking of this possibility, Huo Yuan's eyes flashed with cruelty.
His fists hanging on both sides clenched tightly, he wouldn't, he would never let Tang Tang leave him.
Tang Tang didn't know the paranoid thoughts in Huo Yuan's heart, because she didn't sleep well that night because there was no "heater".
The next morning, when Tang Tang woke up, the side of the bed was still cold.
She reached out and touched it and got up from the bed.
"Mother Liu."
Mama Liu ran upstairs: "Madam, what's the matter?"
Tang Tang looked at her: "What about sir?"
Liu's mother took out a letter from her arms and handed it to her, and said softly: "Mr. has left, he asked me to give this to you."
Tang Tang was stunned for a while, and took a deep breath: "When did you leave?"
"It was just dawn."
Liu's mother said, "Mr. should have a special mission and left in disguise."
Tang Tang understood: "Okay, it's hard work for Liu's mother, let's go."
After Liu's mother left, Tang Tang just took the letter back to the room and opened it to see.
The letter should have been written by Huo Yuan last night. His handwriting is actually pretty good, and it can be seen that he deliberately practiced it.
In fact, Huo Yuan's letter to Tang Tang didn't contain anything special. Except for an apology, it was to tell Tang Tang some small daily routines, such as remembering to take someone with him when going out, buying whatever he wanted, and having him in the study Leftovers can be used in special times.
He even handed over the financial power of the family to Tang Tang.
After Tang Tang read it, he couldn't say whether he was happy or unhappy.
She stared at the letter spread out in front of her for a long time, and finally folded it, planning to settle accounts with others after Huo Yuan returned.
He ran away without saying hello, and let him sleep in the study room for half a month when he came back.
On the first day that Huo Yuan left, Tang Tang went to school and went home to eat alone at night. It was deserted and a little uncomfortable.
But at night, Mama Liu appeared mysteriously at the door of the room and called her.
"Mother Liu, what's the matter?"
Tang Tang happened to be doing her homework.
Liu's mother took out an envelope from her arms and handed it to her, as well as a small box, and said with a smile, "This is what Mr. asked me to give to you."
Tang Tang was stunned and looked at what she gave in surprise: " This is?"
She asked, "Sir sent it back?"
After asking, Tang Tang felt that he was stupid again. Huo Yuan had just left. Even if he sent something back, it would not arrive so soon. It should have been left when he left.
Sure enough, the next second, Mama Liu denied it.
She said softly, "Mr. gave it to me before he left, let me give it to you tonight."
Tang Tang looked at it and smiled: "Okay."
She took it with both hands, and whispered, "Thank you. Mama Liu."
Mama Liu shook her head: "Mrs. get some rest earlier."
"Well."
After closing the door, Tang Tang opened the second letter left by Huo Yuan.
In this letter, Huo Yuan roughly mentioned where he should be at this moment, what he was doing, and told Tang Tang at the end that he bought a small gift for her, hoping she would like it.
In the end, Tang Tang was distracted by the two lines of words left by Huo Yuan.
- On the first day, if I didn't have a job, I'd be thinking of you right now.
——If I have a job, I will definitely miss you.
Tang Tang stared at those two lines of words completely distracted, she couldn't say what she felt, and her eyes slowly turned red.
Huo Yuan is really a big fool.
Who said that he can't talk about love and don't understand feelings? !
Tang Tang was the first to disagree.
She stared at Huo Yuan's two lines for a long time, and looked sideways at the workbook she put on one side. After a moment's stunned, Tang Tang began to look for the stationery in the room.
That night, Tang Tang buried his head in front of the desk and wrote a reply to Huo Yuan.
Tang Tang's letter was relatively boring. She told Huo Yuan what she had done that day, and by the way, she also mentioned the dinner made by Liu's mother, which was very delicious.
But without one person, she always felt something was wrong, and she didn't have much appetite.
She hoped that Huo Yuan would come back sooner.
At the end of the tail, Tang Tang looked at Huo Yuan's letter and added two sentences: ——I
have been thinking of you all day today, you should come back safely as soon as possible.
――I told you secretly that I thought about it in class.
After writing the letter, Tang Tang folded it, found an envelope and stuffed it in. She couldn't give it to Liu's mother, but she couldn't send it. Even if she did, Huo Yuan would probably come back. will miss.
Tang Tang struggled for a while and put the letter in Huo Yuan's study.
If he wasn't there when he came back, he would definitely go to the study. Tang Tang knew Huo Yuan too well.
In the next few days, Liu's mother sent Tang Tang a letter, and every day there were new ones and different gifts.
Because of these gifts, Tang Tang felt as if he had become a lot happier, and he didn't even have to wait that long.
In the blink of an eye, Huo Yuan had been gone for four days.
The next day was the weekend. Tang Tang and Xu Mingyue had an appointment to go shopping together. When Liu's mother gave her the letter at night, Tang Tang couldn't help but ask, "Mother Liu, how many letters Huo Yuan have left with you? Huh?"
Liu's mother looked at her, she hesitated.
"Madam."
Tang Tang saw her like this, and said clearly: "Mister won't let you tell me?"
"...Well."
Mama Liu said: "Mr. said it's better not to tell you, there will be expectations."
Tang Tang Of course, she didn't force Mama Liu: "Okay, I see."
She chuckled and hugged Mama Liu: "It's hard work, Mama Liu."
"It's not hard."
Mama Liu looked at her like this: "Mr. He 'll be back safely."
"Well, I believe."
Even for her, Huo Yuan will come back safely.
Tang Tang had this belief in his heart.
The gifts that Huo Yuan gave were rather strange, some were skin care products, rouge gouache, etc. from some women, and occasionally small toys to let Tang Tang pass the time.
What Liu's mother gave me tonight was a book.
She stared at it for a while, as if she could understand the meaning of Huo Yuan's gift to herself.
It should have made her write a diary when she was bored.
Thinking about it, Tang Tang actually wrote a diary on the desktop.
After reading Huo Yuan's letter, Tang Tang's heart settled for a few seconds.
Recently, she has been seeing bad news all the time, and there are always all kinds of messy information in the newspapers. Tang Tang really doesn't have sex.
Before going to bed, Tang Tang thought that if Huo Yuan came back tomorrow, she would forgive him and not let him sleep in the study for half a month.
...
The next day, Tang Tang and Xu Mingyue had an appointment to go shopping together, along with Xu Mingyue's brother, her brother's classmates, and several other classmates in the class, men and women, and it was quite lively.
Xu Mingyue took Tang Tang's arm and was very excited: "We haven't been out to buy things for a long time. The weather is really nice today."
Tang Tang looked up and nodded in agreement: "It's really good." The
sun is shining and it's spring . Now, everything grows and the scene is full of vitality, how can it be bad.
Xu Mingyue felt her inattentiveness, and pressed her voice to comfort: "Don't be unhappy, just go for a walk when you come out today."
She said, "They have a dance party later, do you want to participate?"
Tang Tanggang wanted to refuse , Xu Mingyue said directly: "Let's participate, it happens that your husband is not at home, come out to relax?"
Tang Tang thought about it and felt that it was reasonable.
It's not good for her to stay in the house all the time. Now that she goes to school normally, there should be no less communication.
She nodded and replied softly, "Okay."
When a group of people went shopping, they had to look at anything novel they saw. Tang Tang was not very interested, but cooperated.
In the end, Xu Mingyue was dragged and bought two clothes.
Tang Tang actually has a lot of clothes now, but women don't dislike a lot.
In the evening, Tang Tang appeared on time with Xu Mingyue at the dance party among the classmates. As soon as she appeared, all eyes on the scene fell on her.
Tang Tang is beautiful, charming and dazzling.
She looks exquisite and has a good temperament, which makes people unable to take their eyes off her.
Many male classmates stared straight at her when they looked at her like this.
Even Xu Mingyue sighed with emotion: "You are so beautiful tonight."
Tang Tang smiled: "Is there?"
Xu Mingyue looked at her: "Yes, your classmates are dumbfounded."
Tang Tang" Hmm." He said, "They know too little."
Xu Mingyue: "..."
She choked, crying and laughing, "You don't have any other ideas?"
"No."
Tang Tang said, "I'm thinking about it now It's my husband, I really can't think of anything else."
Xu Mingyue was once again intimidated by her straightforward words.
How can anyone... why do they always talk about liking my husband and thinking of my husband?
Tang Tang's thoughts are really more straightforward than foreigners.
Xu Mingyue thought about it and comforted her: "Don't think about your husband now, there is a very good-looking person over there who keeps looking at you."
Tang Tang followed and looked over, it was a male classmate.
She nodded: "It's not very good-looking."
Xu Mingyue's eyes widened: "It's not good-looking enough?"
"Not enough."
Tang Tang said: "I don't have the masculinity, I'm not as good as my husband."
Xu Mingyue didn't want to talk to her anymore.
Participating in the dance did not make Tang Tang feel very happy, so he left early.
After returning home, Huo Yuan hadn't come back.
Tang Tang looked sullen and worried about Zhongzhong.
In fact, it is time for her husband to go on a business trip in modern times. She is definitely not like this, but now that the times are different, Tang Tang will always be a little uneasy.
In the next few days, Liu's mother sent a letter to Tang Tang.
On the tenth day, Tang Tang looked at the end of Huo Yuan's letter and said - this is the last letter, if he hasn't come back by this time, don't worry too much, he will definitely come back to see her.
He misses her very much.
Even so, Tang Tang was still uneasy.
It's been ten days, why haven't you come back?
On the eleventh day, Tang Tang entered the room after returning home from school.
She is not hungry and has no appetite.
She looked at Liu's mother who was calling for her to eat, and asked directly, "Is there no more?"
Liu's mother nodded and comforted her: "Sir said he would come back after finishing his work."
Tang Tang forced a smile, "Okay. "
Mother Liu looked at her and wanted to persuade her, but she knew she couldn't persuade her.
"Madam, let's eat something. If the husband comes back and sees that the wife is thin, you should be worried."
Tang Tang: "But I have no appetite now."
She looked at Liu's mother: "I'll eat later."
Mother Liu nodded helplessly: "Okay, let me know when Madam wants to eat .
" After eating, Tang Tang did not forget to reply to Huo Yuan. Huo Yuan didn't believe it anymore. In fact, she didn't want to reply, but she felt that only writing a letter could calm her mind. She looked at the letter paper in front of her, and didn't drop a word for a long time. After a long time, Tang Tang wrote on it - Today is the eleventh day of your departure, I have not received your letter, remember to replenish me when you come back. And gifts. You clearly said that you will be back in a week, and you haven't come home yet, you lied to me. Originally, I wanted you to sleep in the study, but after thinking about it, I couldn't bear it. ... At the end of the writing, Tang Tang didn't know what he wrote in a mess, and there was still only the same line of words at the end of the tail - I miss you, come back safely, I will wait for you at home. After writing, Tang Tang put it aside, planning to take a shower and then put it in Huo Yuan's study. As soon as he came out of the shower, Tang Tang realized something was wrong. She raised her head in astonishment, looked at the person who suddenly appeared in the room, and blinked suddenly. "Why... why did you come back?" Tang Tang asked in disbelief: "Is everything done? Are you injured?" After speaking, Tang Tang walked over to Huo Yuan, seeing Huo Yuan's injured Behind her arm, her eyes instantly turned red. "Why did your hand hurt?" She said anxiously, "Didn't the doctor treat you? And why have you lost so much weight?" At the end, Tang Tang was a little incoherent. She even called Liu's mother directly, without caring about her wife's image at all.
Huo Yuan's Adam's apple rolled, and he embraced the person with the hand holding the letter, and whispered, "I'm back safely."
He turned his head, kissed Tang Tang's temple, and said, "Sorry, let me You're worried."
Tang Tang looked at him tearfully, and suddenly thought of a key point: "Why did you come back so well?"
Huo Yuan held the letter she just wrote, and said in a hoarse voice, "There is no letter for you. I'm afraid you'll be worried."
So I rushed back desperately.