I continue stretching my legs and walking around seeing all the stalls in Halloween mood. I buy a scary novel called 'Carrie' by Stephen King. It's suppose to be a really good book, plus there's a movie so I have to watch it.
Honestly gotta love stuff like fall fest, it's a vibe especially winter. Christmas is my favourite holiday. The snow, presents, lights it's a whole thing. When your out at night you wear warm cosy clothes and play in the snow, it's a blast.
I walk back to the face-painting stall seeing Max finish up and sending a kid on its way. I see Marcus is still there, all cozied up with Ginny. I roll my eyes. God jealous me is not a good look. Jealously is a bitch and can take so much damage down. Ginny smiles and shows Marcus the 'heart' she supposedly drew.
But instead there was a dick on his face making me grin. All the girls start laughing and I join in walking behind Marcus. I see him tense when I walk around him. Marcus rolls his tongue out on his bottom lip. He looks at Ginny then stares at me. We lock eyes and god this has to stop. I need someone to snap some sense into me. I hate this. He makes my knees feel weak. He does things to my body I can't explain.
He gets up and walks off leaving me in a state. God this is driving me mad, he's pissing me off I'm sick of this stupid game he's playing. He wont play me like a fool I wont allow it. "I'll be back girls gonna have another stroll around the stalls" I say grabbing my things and running off into the crowd.
I look at things around the stalls but I mostly want to find Marcus but, I can't look desperate. I stand at a stall with scented candles. My mum would loves these she has a full blown obsession. Why does every mum have an obsession with candles? I don't see it.
I grab a caramel scented candle and god when I tell you I wish I bought the strawberry one. Thoughts swirl around my head of Marcus and his caramel eyes. He's the only one who's coming into my mind and infecting it with thoughts I don't want to have anymore. If not just in time. Speak of the devil himself I feel Marcus standing behind me.
And I was correct he was, in all his beauty. Just when I thought this boy couldn't get any more handsome he swears me off my feet once again. Feelings suck. I wish to turn around and never see him but I would only just be lying to myself. Of course I'm not going to forget everything he said to me it's just him.
"Pen-" he starts to say before I cut him off by dragging him down the street. He willingly lets me drag him, pulling on his wrist down to an alleyway.
"Are you trying to make me jealous?" I say angrily slamming his wrist down. "Are you trying to make me hate you even more?" I question him.
"Penelope you wouldn't even talk to me what else was I suppose to do to catch your attention" he says angrily pulling the strands of his hair. "Marcus I cant keep playing this game you're playing at. I'm not going to play a fool" I say loudly placing my hands on my hips. "I'm not making you a fucking fool, I know what I want and it's you. It took me ages to realise it but Penelope I want you" he says angrily, steam burning through his ears, his knuckles turning white.
"Then pull your fucking shit together and fix it. If you want me bad enough do something about it!" I scream at him pushing his chest, making our hearts beat faster. Heat radiates of both of us. I hit repeatedly into his chest feeling the butterflies in our stomach flutter at every touch I make. How I want to stay like this, but we can't. He has to work for this, he makes these mistakes.
"I hated the way you looked at Ginny, how you smiled at her showing your stunning straight teeth I adore wishing mine to be like yours. I hate the way she smiled at you like you were her entire world. If there's something going on between you two you better tell me now Marcus or so help me God, don't let me regret this" I say pleading. I don't care how desperate I sound or how stupid this looks, he said he wanted me. Those three words are the most important right now in this moment. "There's nothing going on between us and I won't let you regret it" he says looking down at me. I stand up straight.
He leans in grabbing my face to kiss me. How I want to feel those lushes lips on mine after awhile and how I want to feel his skin pressed on mine as he worked his magic making me loose control underneath him. I won't allow him in just yet. I push him away "not yet, you have to mend mistakes first Marcus Baker if you want me so bad, I'm not going to let you jump straight into bed with me" I smirk
"Where should we start?" He questions folding his arms around his chest confused. I grin to him shaking my head "that's for you to know, I'm not fixing this shit for us" I say walking away with a smile on my face.
It feels great to have this sort of power over a boy who wants you. How you can make him do whatever you want as-long as he wants you enough to do anything for you. I don't know what the hell will happen next when I let Marcus back in but, it's the risk I'm willing to take if it means him being mine. I'll doing anything for him to be mine and only mine. Not Ginny's, not Padma's...mine. I smile thinking in my head leaving a chuckling confused Marcus alone in an alleyway with thoughts.