Based off of an RP me and my friend are having
Trigger warning: cutting, suicidal thoughts and more
requested by myself
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This takes place at where
Cross is still kiddnapped
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Cross pov:
it was past midnight when i woke up. I looked over to where nightmare was sleeping and was glad he was indeed in a deep sleep. Or at least i hope so. I got up quietly from my side of the bed and went into kitchen wich was rather far for light to reach if it was on. I sat down on a chair and unlocked my locket. There was two pictures. Picture of nightmare and picture of my au. I teared up at nights picture.. why did i thought falling for him was best option?.. i took the picture out and tore it apart with angry tears. Cheater.. cheater.. why would he do that?!... once picutre was pail of ripped apart pices of a paper i threw it in trash. I cant belive i fall for him.. i fall for a fcking king of negativity..
Cross pov still:
i cant belive it. I fall for a king of negativity. A person i knew was a bad choice. But i wasnt one confessing.. i wasnt ready for a reletionships that much at the time.. but i gave it a try. I puted my life in danger. I puted my happiness and feelings aside just to make him happy.. yet. This is how he treats me.. beats me up. Wont stop asking me on having IT with him.. threat me. Cheat on me.. yet still is yandere over me.. maybe its my fault.. maybe i am begin a bad wife. A bad friend. Bad mom.. i grabbed a knife from kitchen rolled up my sleeves and puted the sharp end of knife agaist my boney hand as i teared up more..
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Me:
We all know where that went-
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After i was done i washed up the knife and puted it away then rolled my sleeves back in its place. I didnt even bother washing them nor did i band aid them. I would do this anytime i got a chance anyway...