𝗸𝗲𝗻𝗻𝗲𝗱𝘆
"my sister ? my fuckin sister darnell" i pushed him
"ok and you slept wit my homeboy"
"we ain't fuck nigga you jus couldn't stop bein a fuckin hoe" i snapped back
"bitch you fucked the gang im not tryna hear that shit" he laughed
"for the last fuckin time we didn't fuck" i clapped my hands together
"yeaa ok kennedy" he waved me off
1 hour earlier
"lmaoo girl get these shits and get out my face" i handed nessa a pack of kool aid jammers
"thanks babes" she smiled
she was at my house and we was jus chopping it up
"so what happen wit you and wooda last night"
"nun we jus talked" she shrugged
"bitch you lyin" i rolled my eyes
"you needa stop playin wit my best friend feelings and pick who you want"
"first of all he cheated first" i jerked my head back
"so what this is ? lick for lick ? y'all to old for that shit" she sighed
"it's not like i fucked him" i shrugged
"girl i guess" she took a heavy breath before looking down at her phone
"i'm finna go i gotta meet nell somewhere" she stood up
"0k bye" i smiled and she walked out the house
"kennedy" my brother jj came in the living room
"wat"
"did you see this ?" he handed me his phone and it was our sister and nell on her close friends
"oh cool" i nodded handing him back his phone
"you ain't mad wat the hell"
"nope" i smiled getting up
niggas gon be niggas no matter what nun i can do about it
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𝗮𝗻𝗲𝘀𝘀𝗮
"where you went last night" nell asked me
"i was sitting in the car ..... wit wooda" i looked down
"you whore" he laughed
"i told you , you should've been gave him a chance" he nudged me
"i am not giving him a chance" i looked at him
"why bro"
"because ion got time for his side hoes" i put my feet in his lap
"girl drop yo ego"
"whatever" i rolled my eyes getting under a little cover on the couch answering a call from wooda
"what you calling me for ?" i scrunched my face up
"dam i can't miss you"
"not yours to miss" i looked at my nails
"so you gon say that after what happened last night" he laughed
"last night was a mistake ion want you like that fr"
"dats coo" he said before hanging up
"what the hell wrong witchu" nell punched me in my leg
"ouch nigga"
"you know you want dat man" he looked at me
"ok yea maybe i do but he's a hoeeee" i dragged
"but if he makin this commitment to be witchu that goes to show he not gon do you wrong fuckin dumass stop pushin people away"
i sat there thinking about it but eventually grew tired , i was about to take a nap when my phone rung
"hello" i said half sleep putting the phone on speaker
"is you wit yo hoe ass best friend" i heard kennedy voice come from my phone
"ughhhhhhh what happen now" i sat up looking at nell
"THIS HOE FUCKED MY SISTER" she yelled
"oh shit" he kicked my feet off him and got up running out the house
"now when he see me fuckin on his homeboy imma be wrong asf" she laughed
"girl no don't-"
"you know what imma show his ass" she said before hanging up
i sighed putting my phone back down and going to sleep when the doorbell rung and i kicked my feet in the air frustrated before getting up
"this ain't even my dam house" i walked towards the door
"what you doin here" i looked at my dad standing in the doorway
"uhh yo mama said you wasn't at home and she said you might be here" he smiled a little
"ok i'm here what you want"
"i wanna apologize and start over and have a actual bond" he looked at me
"no"
"why you bein so stubborn" he said
"ok so you frame my mama for fraud , beat on my brother & left me from ever havin a father figure which is prolly why i don't like niggas now prolly because you ain't set a good example of wat a man should be so don't tell me you wanna have a bond wit me" i yelled at him before closing the door only for him to stop wit wit his foot
"i took the fall for yo mama"
"what" i jerked my head back
"yo mama did all that fraud shit and when it caught up to her people wanted they payback so they put a hit on her and i had to catch a couple of bodies which put me at a life sentence i did it so my kids can have they mother in they life but i don't want you to ever feel like i don't love you anessa i do"
"why is you lyin that's bullshit bro you just was never there for us" i felt a tear drop from my face
"anessa i promise you it's not that" he grabbed my arm
"fuck you you lyin narcissist" i punched him in his chest a couple of times
"anessa ok ok ok" he pulled me into a hug and tears fell down my face
"get off me" i pushed him
"we don't need you i promise you that" i closed the door in his face and turned my back to it before sitting on the floor
𝘄𝗼𝗼𝗱𝗮/𝘄𝗼𝗼
"aye yall sliding to the pool today" reese said over the phone
"ion kno i gotta drop von off somewhere" i replied
"shii jus let me kno i'm finna go onna block tho"
"ight fasho" i said befo hanging up then i heard a knock at the door
i opened it seeing it was india and slammed it in her face going to sit back down
"boy let me in this house before i cause a scene" she was beating on the door and i huffed getting up to let her in
"what"
"here , i'm pregnant" she handed me a pregnancy test and smiled
i looked at it seeing it was positive before looking on the back seeing it was a fake
"get this shit out my face" i blank faced her
"ok i'm not pregnant i'm sorry" she looked at me
"why do you keep bothering me like dam jus leave me aloneeeee" i wined
"woo if i could i would but you different you not jus dick" she shrugged
"man what do you want"
"you" she grabbed my hand
"india i'm through wit you , you is to dam toxic ion want nor need that shit in my life right now"
"ok i'm sorry i'll change" she snaked her hands around my waist looking up at me and she kno that's my weakness , her eyes are hazel so she know when she look at me a certain way i fall for em
"fuck man" i gave in picking her up and putting her on the couch and she stared laughing
"ain't shit funny" i looked at her
"yea to you" she put her arms around my neck and pulled my shirt so my body could hover over her and started kissing my neck and pulling on my sweats
"india stop i can't do this" i sat up
"can't do what" she looked at me
"this" i motioned between us
"oh ok this about anessa" she stood up and grabbed her purse
"it's not that it's jus-"
"youn gotta explain nun" she left out slamming the door
i huffed going in the kitchen to look for something to snack on when before i heard a knock on the door
"mannnnn" i went to go answer it seeing nessa standing there wit a puffy face
"what's wrong" i closed the door behind her going to sit on the couch
"nun umm i saw yo ex downstairs and she mugged me" she stood by the door
"i know you ain't come over here to tell me that plus you been cryin so what's really wrong"
"nun im sorry for the way i treated you" she walked up to me and straddled her legs across my waist putting her arms around my neck
"you straight , you wanna talk about what really happen" i looked at her
"no i jus need you" she smiled and started to kiss me
"wait where this comin from" i looked at her
"no where i jus need you right here right now" she pushed me down and sat on top of me
"nessa wait" i stopped her
"what" she looked at me in frustration
how you tell the girl you really wanna be wit that you almost fucked yo ex on this couch a minute before she showed up ?
"can we go to that couch" i pointed behind me and she looked at me like i was dum
"no it's gon kill my mood , come on" she took my shirt of kissing my tats
"fuck anessa wait" she stuck her hands in my sweats
"hmm" she started kissing going down
"what's wrong" i stopped her from going further
"nothing why sum gotta be wrong" she sniffed wit puffy eyes
"jus tell me instead of tryna use me as a distraction of what's goin on" i sat up
"there's nothing going on" she smiled at started kissing me again
"anessa stop"
"what dam" she huffed
"i'm not finna sit here while you jus use me to take yo mind off sum , that ain't me and ian finna do this either" i stood up
"why i can't jus be wit you jus cause" she shrugged
"because you don't want me simple as that"
"but i doooo" she pulled me by my sweats
"mann no whatever you dealing wit you needa talk about it im not no peice of meat you jus use when you get bored or when sum go wrong in yo life"
"so you think i'm so fucked up in the head because i wanna fuck" she laughed
"shii prolly"
"fuck you dawg"
"i almost fucked india a minute ago" i spat out and she stopped walkin
"what"
"she came here and we almost fucked"
"see i knew this was a mistake" she walked towards me
"no listen ion want nun to do wit her she jus showed up"
"ok" she sniffed in before walking out and i took a deep breath
i sat down calling reese to see wtf was goin on
"yoo" he picked up the phone
"G what the hell is wrong witcho sister"
"why you say that" he looked down
"she came over here trippin , she look like she been crying too"
"ight imma check it out" he hung up
𝗸𝗲𝗻𝗻𝗲𝗱𝘆
"kennedy i promise you it's not like that" nell put his hands together
"fuck you darnell to the fullest i'm so done wit yo shit"
"you act like i was the only one cheating" he yelled
"bitch i didn't cheat you need to be checkin yo potna and not me"
"so it's ok for you to fuck von but i can't even take a picture wit yo sister and i'm wrong"
"i didn't fuck him we where just talking " i looked at him
"ok and i was jus talkin to yo sister" he shrugged
"my sister ? my fuckin sister darnell do you hear yourself " i pushed him
"ok and you slept wit my homeboy"
"we ain't fuck nigga you jus couldn't stop bein a fuckin hoe" i snapped back
"bitch you fucked the gang im not tryna hear that shit" he laughed
"for the last fuckin time we didn't fuck" i clapped my hands together
"yeaa ok kennedy" he waved me off
"i'm so tired of you bro i tried to make this work i really did but we jus out grew eachother it ain't the same how it was when we was 13 and i'm honestly starting to get that shit now" he stood up
"so that's it you done fightin for this relationship jus like that" i looked at him
"mann what relationship" he walked out the house
𝗮𝗻𝗲𝘀𝘀𝗮
"so you lied not only to me but to reese too" i looked at her
"baby listen it's not like i expected him to go out and murder those people"
"and you expect me to believe you" i scoffed
"what's goin on" reese came in the house
"nun we jus talking" my mama looked at him
"and you still lying" i laughed
"yo mama got a whole lot she been keeping from us" i folded my arms
"like what" he looked at her
"y'all know i love y'all to the full extent but ya daddy don't give two shits about you"
"and you still lying i can't stand you fr you let me go without a father for half my childhood makin me think that man really didn't give a fuck about us"
"HE DIDNT" she yelled
"BUT HE DID YOU WAS JUS SCARED HECWAS GON TELL US THE TRUTH ABOUT WHAT HAPPEN YOU A HYPOCRITE BRO " i yelled back and walked out the house
i ran downstairs and started breathing hard to where i couldn't feel my chest
"nessa you ok" i heard somebody asked me but before i could answer i passed out
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