Author's POV
He then looked into her eyes only to see them clouded with innocence and with innocent needs.
He lean in and his lips just a inch away from her when he said something which made was enough to drive her crazy. Saying he crashed his lips on her again with a promise to win back her and there relationship after making giving her punishment.
"I Own you my dear little wife"
Hearing this she looked at him who's eyes were dark like stromy night. If he would have said there words before all this, she must have founded these extremely hot. But right now..
His words hurts!
Pushing him away a little she looked at him with tears. Her tears made him confused. He gently cupped her hand with one hand but before he can ask anything she said
"Right! I am something you own! Something you payed for! Something you brought"
His words still hurt. Hearing her he felt a familiar pain in his heart. He sighed hopelessly and closed his eyes for a second to control his emotions. And then said.
"Wife Never in my life I thought you as a thing. The moment I said 'I do' in front of God I accepted you as my wife, The moment I put my head on your chest finding peace you become my better half. The moment I kissed your lips we become one."
He expressed.
He opened his heart in front of her who felt more emotion hearing him. These talks were the things she craved for but now she didn't felt that happy hearing them. She smiled at him which send a Stanger kind of satisfaction to his heart.
May be she understood
But the next moment she said looking in his eyes
"You aren't being honest here Xann. You never thought of me as your better half. You never thought of me as some part of yours. Because you never trusted me."
She said softy. She saw the tiredness in his eyes, she saw the longing look he gives her. She saw the desperation in his eyes for her to understand.
"No.."
His lips left a whisper looking at her. His heart hammered against his rib thinking the worse.
"You know Xann, we can't build a relationship with trust and here you aren't trusting me and you aren't letting me trust you."
She said and looked in his eyes. She know there was something he was hiding something which triggered him that much to behave the way and she want it out from him.
She kept standing there for two minutes hoping he will say something but all he did was look away with a clench jaw.
Alexander know he needs to share but with her he have a contant fear of losing her.
Getting nothing she turned to go and All Alexander saw was her going away from her. Leaving him for someone.
Nick's confession was hard to forget!
"Then you will hate me more wife"
He said slowly after she took few step away. His heart beat fasten and eyes looked at her back with hope.
Hope that she will come back
Hearing him Eva frozen. She wasn't expecting this.
What is there that will make her hate him?
But the next moment she decided no matter what she will listen him. Unlike him she isn't someone acting all aggressive. His desperate eyes were telling her all The story that she needs to know. She needs to be calm and soft here.
"Hate is a big word Xann. I never hated you."
Saying she looked back and then said.
"Beside we can never hate someone we love...right?"
Saying she turned to go without looking at him. Here Alexander stood frozen hearing her. His heart partially stopped getting the work inside him.
Wasn't this a indirect confession
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After 2 days.
How do you feel when you love someone and she loves you back still you can't have her near you.?
You see her everyday but can't have her in your Arms?
Pain.
Frustration.
Anger.
Longing.
Incomplete
And many more.
You feel all this exact together. That's what Alexander was feeling. From the day she confessed- Partially confessed-he felt himself like a happiest and saddest person On the world together.
Now he wants to tell her everything but there is a fear...fear of what if she misunderstood him..
Just like he did!
They already aren't in good terms and if he will reveal he fear she may not love him anymore.
But there was a corner in hia heart which was telling him to share. Which was telling Eva isn't like him.
She will understand.
Alexander was sitting on his bed thinking all this when Eva entered inside. After that day things are more tensed between them.
Now she doesn't look at him anymore. She doesn't share her pain, anger anything. She just acts like a robot which hurts him way too much.
He kept looking at her who was looking down at her feet and was coming toward him. He felt his body warm having her near.
Without saying anything she picked the tray of his food she placed it on his lap. Sighing he looked at her again hoping maybe she will say something. But there wasn't anything.
She sat On the bed beside him and picked up the spoon. Getting some pulses over in she forwarded it to his mouth and he without saying anything gulped it.
Eva was finding it hard to stay emotionless when she was having a wave of emotions rolling inside her. She wanted to check his injures, wanted to ask whether he was fine or not. Wanted to have everything back to normal but she can't!
Not when she partially confessed and he still hadn't said a single word.
After making him eat his food she went to pick his medicines. Once he was done with all this she went down Shutting the door softy.
"Fuck!"
He cursed himself. No! This is going to happen anymore! This is too much to handle.
He decided he will share everything with her and will accept every thing she will say.
Except leaving him.
After few minutes Eva came back to there room. Isa was at her grandparents house having her weekend there. Alex saw her getting inside the washroom to change.
He sat there silently collecting the memories which still hurts. He come out of the thought when he saw her laying on her side with the lights off.
He kept sitting there for a whole 2 minutes before speaking.
"Wife?"
In there two day this was first time he said something to her. Her body tensed sensing his voice heavy.
Was he in pain?
She thought and quickly turned around to see him looking at her in dim lights.
"Do you want something?"
She asked in whisper. He smiled and then said.
"Will you ever forgive me?"
He asked with hopes in his eyes for a positive answer.
"I don't know."
She answered honestly. She saw his eyes getting darker and him looking away. She decided it was now or never.
"Because I don't know what was in your mind when you said all that. Because I don't know what you went through when you were saying all this. Because I don't know you."
She said and he felt himself getting nervous for the first time in his life. He licked his lips wet and took a deep breath.
"Then I'll let you know me wife. And then I'll accept whatever you give but remember you don't have any option of leaving me"
Hearing him Eva felt a fear on her heart.
What's there that will make her hate him.?
"Hmmm"
She hummed. As she hummed he forwarded his have to her which she accepted. She placed her plam over her his he Jerked her forward. She gasped at the sudden change and looked at him who look serious.
Making her sit on his lap he put his face on her neck inhaling her fragrance. He cluched his waist tightly and hugged her from behind.
Eva sat there patiently letting him do whatever he want. But being this close with him after long she felt herself getting nervous and Shy.
Once he wad done nuzzling he pulled his face up and then said something which shocked her to core.
"I forced Layla to marry me."
She frown at his statement but kept silent.
"I am not a very good man Wife. I have done few deeds you will hate. But that was a stupid version of me."
Hearing him she looked back at him and looked in his eyes. She encouraged him to say further.
"Me and layla were in same college. She was one of the most beautiful girl in the college who have a number of boys around her. I too was one of her admirer I wasn't a person with much popularity as I wasn't very talkative. That time I don't know how and when I fall for her or I though I fall for her."
Alex paused.
He was talking about his Ex to his wife who was listening to him.
Eva too wasn't feeling good after hearing it. Her heart burned with jealousy but she stayed composed.
"One night before our college year was going to end I tried taking to her and that night she her boyfriend insulted me. About my financial state as we wasn't this rich before. She was too rude that day that I felt the more unlucky person in the world. After that I decided to make a fortune enough to buy everything in this world."
Eva listed. She felt bad for the young Alexander who went thought a rough rejection.
"After that I never looked at her until she herself was knocking on my door. That time my company was one of the leading company in the world and she was one the struggling model here. That time i saw her after 5 years and I wanted nothing but to have revenge. When she asked me to give her the contract I gave her option that I will gave her the contract only if she will marry me."
Hearing him Eva gasped. She didn't expected him to do that. Alex know her reaction will be like this only. He then hide his face in her neck. Kissing her there he tried to distract her.
He slide his hand inside her t-shirt and rubbed her skin there which managed to let go the surprise reaction.
"I expected her to deny me or fight but to my surprise she agreed almost immediately. I was suspicious upon her but let it go. We did small marriage ceremony and there only started my disaster."
What can you expect from Layla.?
"During my marriage I decided to give us a chance as I really liked her or as I thought. My parents wasn't much supportive to my choice but they accepted her. First few months of our marriage was doubtfully too good. There wasn't any fight that I expected. Any hesitation from her side as I expected. She was acting way to normal for my liking. Everything was fine until one day Layla's driver informed me that Layla visited a hospital. That wasn't sounding so good so I followed her and founded she had an abortion and that was her second abortion. she aborted my two children without even telling me. I was furious, too much that it wasn't able to control my anger. I barge in the hospital room and saw her there with someone I hate too much. That was her boyfriend from college."
Eva gasped at this. How the hell the women was able to kill two children in her womb.
Its soo cruel!
"When I asked her she told me they still are friends and she come with him here because she wasn't sure how I will react. When I asked about the abortion she said her medical condition wasn't soo good to give birth. I felt guilty to think she was cheating. Then we went back home and I gave her extra care after that."
Pure jealousy.
Eva felt the pure buring sensation inside her which he created by his talks. She gripped his hand which was Inside her t-shirt and pressed her lips tightly.
"Few months later she was pregnant again and this time I was alarmed. Don't know why but I never trusted her last excuse. In those 9 months I found her sneaking out too many time but I let it go. Once Bella was born I was way to happy to remember any of this. I become too busy with Bella to notice her action. It was until one day."
Eva again felt bad thinking Bella wasn't born by her womb. But she promised she will love Bella more than her own mother would have.!
Eva looked back when he stopped. His jaw was clenched. Be was squeezing her waist. He buried his face on her neck and bite her skin there as the memory hitted him again.
"When Bella was just 6 months old I decided to have a small family trip with them. At that time because of a project I was too that i never have enough time with Bella. I was soo happy. My smile was permanent on my face as I entered inside my house expecting baby noise but all I got was moaning voice. I followed the voice and saw Layla fucking her boyfriend from college on my room on my bed!"
He gritted. Hearing him Eva gasped at him. She was expecting that at all.
"But the most heartbreaking was when I saw my bella's body floating in the pool."
Eva quickly turned around with her eyes wide and face pale. She looked at him who's eyes were red.
"I-Isa?'
"That bitch tried to kill my daughter. She was just 6 months old. When I took her to hospital my little angel suffered so much for her life. She even was in coma for 10 days straight. The doctor told me that Bella hasn't eaten anything in the whole day and was abused too. Too much for 6 month old"
He said. His voice heavy and eyes red as he remember the deadly experience. He remembered the pale and lifeless face of his daughter.
Eva sobbed hearing this. She never in millions years thought Layla will do something like this.
"I never knew that Layla was this cruel. That time was the most heartbreaking time of my life. I decided I'll destroy that bitch. She cheated on me and of that wasn't enough almost killed my daughter. After few days I found put that two abortion she had wasn't my child. They were of her boyfriend's. Layla use to do huge transactions of my money. She use to give money to her boyfriend."
"I was betrayal in the most brutal way. That time I realized I never love layla it was just a attraction which lead me till here. But that scene of her jumping on his dick when my daughter was alomst taking her last breath still haunts me. But it hurted knowing with the women I saw my future was cheating on me all time. Using me all the time. When i was divorcing her I Asked one question that why she did that. To which she answered I never was her choice. Just a source of money and my daughter wasn't meant to born. She was meant to be dead on that day. I was devastated and furious by her reply. I decided I'll destroy her life and I did. Once my daughter was stable I use my power which she underestimate and took all the contract she have. I blocked all her back accounts and withing few days she was on road. But that wasn't enough for me. She tried killing my daughter so I alomst killed her boyfriend. She didn't have money to save him and I never looked back to see what's happening in her life.."
He completed.
All the things were too much for Eva. She looked at him with wide eyes understanding his words. Her mouth went dry but as soon as she remember She almost killed Isa her face brvomr stony.
She was thinking all this while he was just hiding his face in her hairs.
This was Why he hided Isa from Layla.
This was why he reacted the way.
Eva understood everything. Her heart ached thinking about the thing he went thought. It was soo cruel of life to show him the face of his daughter who was fighting for her life.
They both were silent for someone until Alexander spoke.
"I know whatever I said to you wasn't something I should have. And I regret that from the core of my heart. You don't know wife how much I regret my word now. But trust me. That wasn't me. It was a dark shade me mine which wasn't mean to be come out. Wife I apologize for every fucking work I said that night. Please just Please forgive those words and give me a chance. Give us a chance"
He said.
Eva felt her heart beating loudly. His this state wasn't something she was liking but will she be able to forget every words. She was thinking when he asked the most awaited questions to her.
"Will you forgive me wife?"
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Cliffhanger?
So here is Alexander's past..
What do you think Eva will do now?
Will she forgive him?
Layla is soo cruel!
Eva almost confession!
And yes! The real confession is soo fucking near.🎉
Thought about Alex past?
Do you think Alexander did right to Layla?
Little Isa too suffered soo much!
👉Any colorful words for Layla?
Alex too did wrong but forcing Layla...no?
What do you think Eva will do now..
So now we know why Alex was hiding Isa from Layla...
Thought about Alex?
Thought about Layla?
Thought about Eva?
What do you think will happen next?
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