Have you ever been drowned before
Because I did
I was drowned in my actions and wrong decisions in life
It made me a loser
A non-achiever
A person that has no direction in life
I was pregnant at the age of 18
Had a baby at the age of 19
Had a big scar on my tummy due to a Caesarean presentation after giving birth
And I was declared a single-parent
Was dependent on my family
No work and money to sustain my needs and my baby's needs
I was like how we supposed to live
How can I start
Not having enough support system makes me feel that I was so useless
I was all ready to kill myself when I was pregnant
When God saved me
I didn't harm myself
I continue my pregnancy
Until my baby was born
All the pain and tiredness that I had was already gone
Just by hearing my child cry
She heals my scars
She helps me to move on and continue living
She's a precious gift that I had received above
I never regretted being a mother at an early age I never regretted having her
Yes I can have better life maybe without her
But I chose her and we are better together
Because of her, I was stronger
She became my great support system
She's so sweet, loving, and caring child
And when I was trying to look back
I realized that I'm glad that I did the right thing
Having her in my life is a miracle
And I'm thankful to God because of it
And I made it!