SYNGULAR JOURNEÉ
𝖲𝖠𝖬𝖤 𝖭𝖨𝖦𝖧𝖳 • 𝟳:𝟭𝟴𝗣𝗠
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𝖳𝗈 𝖡𝖾 𝖢𝗈𝗇𝗍𝗂𝗇𝗎𝖾𝖽...
"What you mean he dead? h-how you know?" I stuttered now shaking.
"His hand was left at my door" she said sounding like she just bursted into tears. I could say the same for myself.
"Syngular!" My momma yelled. "Omg syngular what's wrong?" She held me.
"He's dead momma" i cried.
"Who?! Who's dead?" She asked.
"Nau'jour" i said.
"Oh my gosh" she rubbed my head.
"You have any info or know anybody that would've done this to him? anyone he was in conflict with please if you find out anything let me know" his momma said.
"She will" my momma said.
I didn't know what to say the most i did was cry all night.
I wasn't answering anyones calls or texts i just wanted to be alone. Leaving a mothers dead son hand at her doorstep is crazy.
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𝖶𝖤𝖣𝖭𝖤𝖲𝖣𝖠𝖸 𝖬𝖮𝖱𝖭𝖨𝖭𝖦 • 𝟴:𝟭𝟱𝗔𝗠
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I dropped my momma off at 5 since her flight was for 7 then when i came back home i went back to sleep still stuck on nau'jour's sudden death.
Hearing a knock at my window i just ignored it knowing it was von. I really didn't care but he kept knocking so i just let him in.
"So you ain't hear me knocking that whole time?" He asked as i turned around so he wouldn't see i was crying. He gone get to asking questions.
"You crying?" He asked grabbing my arm.
"No" i mumbled not looking directly at him.
"Look at me ma" he grabbed my chin. "Why you crying? somebody fucked witchu?!"
"No" i said.
"Then what?" He asked sitting on my bed.
"Remember the nau'jour nigga?" I asked.
"Yea" he mumbled & a slight mug immediately appeared on his face.
"He died" i mumbled laying down.
"Damn how lil folks died?" He asked. "A mf done caught his ass"
"Dayvon" i stale faced him. "Ion know but his momma said she met his hand on her doorstep"
"Aw damnn a hand is crazy foenem" he dragged. "You liked the nigga huh?"
"Yea, he was nice" i said.
"If you want somebody to talk to imma be here ight" he said cuddling with me.
i nodded.
"Wasn't you just mad at me for talking to him?" I squinted my eyes at him.
"Guh shut up" he said. "Ion like seeing you sad" he held me tighter.
"Whatever" i mumbled.
"Yo momma gone?" He asked & i nodded.
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Von was gone & i was doing my hair to take some pictures hoping that'll make me feel better.
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Sighing i got up going to the door because i heard a knock.
"Hey" i mumbled seeing tabatha & herb.
"Hey" they said.
"You feel any better?" She asked.
"No" i shook my head.
"We bought you some food" herb said sitting next to me.
"Thank you" i smiled & he hugged me.
"I swear i be third wheeling" tabatha said.
"Girl shut the hell up" i flicked her off & started eating.
"Yea shut yo ass up always saying some dumb shit" he mumbled.
"Sorry" she said.
This bitch😂.
"So you talk to anyone else?" She asked sitting on the other side of me.
"No just von" i said.
"Ain't he was mad you was even talking to nau'jour?" Herb asked.
"Yea" i said.
"Mmmm" tabatha hummed.
"What?" I asked.
"Nun" she shook her head.
"We ain't saying he did but there is a possibility" herb mumbled.
"Y'all really ain't helping" i said throwing my head back to stop my tears.
"I know but think about it... he choked yo ass out your sleep for talking to him & now he's dead" tabatha said. "& von get real possessive over girls he like, you acting like we ain't watch him date that one girl before misharron"
"I wonder where she at now" i said.
"They said she moved out of chicago after graduating" herb said.
"Anyways ion need y'all giving me hints on if von killed nau'jour or not handling his death already has me down" i said.
"We're sorry" tabatha hugged me.
"It's fine" i sighed.
"Did his momma call you back?" Herb asked.
"No, can we stop talking about this?" I asked as tabatha wiped a tear from my eyes.
"Come here" he hugged me & she joined in too.
"We always here for you & we know how this is affecting you so if you need anything call us ight" he said.
I nodded sniffing.
We watched movies all day & joked around just to make me feel a little better & it did but once they left i started crying again..
"Hey momma" i sniffed answering her facetime call.
"Hey baby you okay?" She asked looking in the camera.
"No" i shook my head. "This too much"
"It's gone be okay syngular" she said.
"I know but when i think about the fact that all the days when i thought his phone was acting up he was dead it hurts momma" i said. "He was sweet, he always made sure i was okay & would take me on the sweetest drives"
"He wouldn't wanna see you crying baby" she said.
"Yea but i can't hide how hurt i am, it's too much" i wiped my face.
"Just lay down & relax" she said.
"I'll call you back" i said hearing a knock on my door.
"Okay" she said.
Hanging up i went to the front door. Looking out the peephole there was von.
I wiped my eyes before opening the door.
"Oh" i smiled seeing he brought me my favorite candy, a fruit bowl & sparkling water.
Idc that's good as fuck.
"Thank you" i smiled hugging him.
"You're welcome ma" he smiled. "How you feeling?"
"Stop asking me that" i said starting to cry again.
"Come here" he hugged me. "You gone be okay"
"Hopefully" i mumbled walking in the kitchen. "I got a question"
"What?" He asked.
"You did something to nau'jour?" I asked.
"Syngular be fr" he stale faced me.
"I'm just asking" i said.
"Nah i didn't" he said. "Ion got time for shit like that"
"Okay" i said believing him. "Thank you for the things"
"Mhm" he hummed.
"Ion think you would remember all this" i laughed.
"Weird ass combination" he said.
"Shut up" i mumbled.
"Come on" he said.
"Where?" I asked.
"For a drive you been in the house all day" he said.
"Okay" i said.
"You too young to be wearing these tights out" he said.
"Don't start that" i said.
"You too young" he said.
I sucked my teeth getting in the car.
"You ever considered dating a nigga older than you?" He asked.
"Wrong time" i mumbled.
"I know just answer" he said.
"Ion know to be honest like your age?" I asked.
"Yea" he nodded.
"No" i said.
"Why?" He asked.
"19 with a 17 year old... they only be wanting you for sex & that's it, i can see if we friends like me & you but more than that is crazy" i said.
"So what if you ended up liking the nigga? you gone say the same thing?" He asked.
"Because i like him no but that thought would run through my mind a lot" i said. "We would just have to keep shit lowkey i guess"
"Ight lil folks" he laughed.
"Why you asking me this?" I asked.
"Just wondering" he said. "You wanna hit?" He passed me a blunt he rolled.
"No" i mugged him. "You know ion smoke"
"You going through a lot right now it's gone help" he said. "I promise"
"Whatever" i said.
"Go slow you ain't wanna choke cause that shit strong" he said.
I nodding inhaling the smoke & blowing it out.
"This so cool" i said.
"What" he laughed. "I know you not high yet"
"I'm not" i laughed. "What it feel like to be high?"
"For me, i be chill everything feel slow i be hella relaxed ion feel a fly" he said. "It's different for other people tho"
I nodded taking a next hit.
25 minutes later...
"Omg" i dragged.
I felt high outta my mind. Everything was slow & i was relaxed but it was weird since it was my first time.
"You good folks?" he asked laughing.
"I'm fine" i said. "Ion never smoking again"
"You damn right, i just wanted you to be chill" he said.
"Shut up" i mugged him.
We went quiet for a while. I would feel him taking glances at me.
"Thank you" i said.
"This yo third time telling me that gang" he laughed.
"No i mean for being here for me" i said. "I'm thankful for that"
"You know imma always be here no matter what we may go through, hit me up & I'm here inna min" he said.
I hugged him for a while. I always felt better in his arms... it is possible for me to not like him & feel like that right?
"I gotchu" he said.
About a hour later we went back to my place.
He must be lonely cause he never wanna go home but he did help me feel better.
"Move" i pushed his head.
I'm tryna watch a movie & he keep putting his head in the way like he don't got a mega mind.
"Watch who you touching" he said.
"Stop coming in my way" i said eating the candy he got me.
"Gimme my shit back" he grabbed the candy.
"Dayvonnn" i whined tryna take it from him. "You can't even do that"
"Why?" He asked holding it up. He know he taller than me that's not even fair.
"Because you gave it to me to have... you know how the rule go" i mumbled.
"Ion know a damn thing" he said looking down at me standing in front of him.
"Von quit playing fr" i said.
"Here" he gave them back laughing.
"Ion know what's so funny" i said rolling my eyes.
"I wish they get stuck" he said.
"Move" i said kicking him with my foot.
"Or what?" He asked looking like he was boutta twist it.
"No, no, no, no, i was playing" i said.
"Yea?" He asked twisting it a lil.
"Yesss i was playing" i laughed.
"Mhm" he hummed laughing.
He started rubbing my feet & it lowkey felt good so i ain't say nothing just continued watching my movie.
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𝟯:𝟯𝟬𝗣𝗠
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Sitting up i seen von sleep on the edge of the bed with my foot on his chest. Ion know why it was funny but it was. I hope ion still high.
"Von let my foot go" i said shaking him.
"Shut the fuck up" he groaned.
"Now if i kick you I'm wrong?" I said.
"Be quiet" he said.
"Let go of my foot fr" i said.
"Where you gotta go?" He asked side eyeing me.
"The bathroom" i mumbled.
"To do what?" He asked.
"To use it" i said. "You be wanting to know too much"
"Gone" he said letting go of my foot.
"You like feet or something?" I asked.
"Only if they pretty" he said.
I laughed shaking my head & went into the bathroom.
I locked the door & did what i had to do then i heard my phone ring.
"Shit.." i mumbled.
I hope he don't answer it... ion even know who it is.
After drying my hands i went back in my room to see this nigga talking to my momma.
"Omggg" i dragged lowly & holding my head.
She sounded pissed but kept it cute.
"Gimme my damn phone" i said lowly grabbing it from him. "Hey momma" i scratched my head nervously walking out the room.
"Syngular what he doing in my house?" She asked.
"Uhhh-"
"Huh?" She asked.
"He brought me some of my favorite things & helps me feel better so i let him stay for a while" i mumbled.
"He help you feel better?" She asked.
"Yea" i said.
"Like how?" She asked.
"He's funny & lightens the mood" i said. "He's fun to be around.."
"He's-"
"Okay momma i get it he's dangerous & don't always make the right decisions but he ain't as bad as you & daddy make him seem... y'all had me thinking he was gonna kill me or something but no he's not even that bad... he's sweet" i said. "I just need anyone that can make me feel better around right now because when i get alone ion do nothing but cry"
She didn't say anything.
"You want me to be around people that make me happy right?" I asked.
"Yea" she said.
"Exactly" i smiled.
"I just don't want you to get caught up in the wrong shit" she said.
"I won't, i promise" i said.
"Mhm i love you" she said.
"I love you too" i said before hanging up.
I sighed walking back to my room. Von was laying down on his phone.
"I wanna smack yo ass" i said.
"Come do it" he said. "You gone see Jesus"
"Shut up" i laughed.
"I'm sweet huh?" He smirked.
"Don't start dayvon" i said.
"I make you happy too?" He asked.
"I lied" i said.
"Nah" he laughed.
"Why you be ease dropping" i squinted my eyes at him.
"& I'm fun to be around" he said.
"Don't feel special now" i said.
"Heard all that shit you said" he said laying on my stomach.
"You always this touchy?" I asked.
"Nah i just like being in yo skin" he mumbled scrolling on his phone.
𝚆𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚗 𝚋𝚢: 𝚙𝚛𝚊𝚍𝚊𝚊𝚋𝚝𝚌𝚜 .
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