Staring at our window, staring at the sunrise,
Losing myself from loving you, is this the real price?
My hands are shaking holding the coffee mug,
I gave you everything, you rewarded me a rag.
Your destructive pattern brought me confusion,
You were good at making abrupt decision,
Setting aside my feelings, putting yourself at the top,
The exhaustion of my soul can't be ease by a nap.
You did all the worst because you knew, I'll never leave,
Did dirty to myself, cutting my skin like a sleeve,
They called me insane for crying over a narcissist,
I guess you were raised to be a misogynist.
You watched me disappear like a bubble,
Swallowed my pride, I lost my noble,
I literally begged from low to the lowest,
Tried to chased a bull, not knowing he's the fastest.