It should be very painful before the dog dies, but just let Jue Xiao's little baby go away quietly!
The flat state is getting worse and worse, and the dog's appetite before death will decline more and more severely. It can't eat anything, but every time it opens its mouth under Lin Juexiao's gaze and swallows tiredly.
Lin Juexiao was reluctant to leave, and it was reluctant to leave Lin Juexiao.
He said he wanted to accompany Pingping, so he simply asked for leave to stay at home. There was obviously one more person in the house, but he was more depressed than usual.
Lin Juexiao didn't talk much, he always lowered his head with half-closed eyes. The warm light shone on his white neck, naturally revealing his fragility.
He asked Zhou Jinye to take a lot of photos.
Every time he took pictures, he would put his arms around his flat neck and lean against it very intimately.
His eyes were a little swollen, but he would still bend his eyes and stand next to Ping Ping.
But the thing that worried Lin Juexiao the most still happened - back to the light.
He slept very lightly these days, and he slept with Ping Ping every day. Ping Ping slept with him when he was still young.
Lin Juexiao would always wake up frequently in the middle of the night, and then reached out to touch the temperature around him, until he felt that warmth, he felt at ease.
His mental state was also not very good, and Zhou Jinye was even more worried about him.
When Pingping had the energy to eat again, Lin Juexiao's heart was half cold. He knew that Pingping's journey in the world was about to end.
Lin Juexiao squeezed its palm and walked downstairs with it and Zhou Jinye, with dark circles under his eyes, he said to Zhou Jinye with a forced smile: "Help me hold it in the co-pilot, I Take it home."
Zhou Jinye agreed, he was sitting in the co-pilot holding Ping Ping, the golden retriever was very well behaved and did not struggle in his arms.
In order to take care of Pingping, Lin Juexiao adjusted the temperature of the air conditioner very high.
His palms stroked his flat head one by one, Zhou Jinye would not comfort others, he could only accompany Lin Juexiao quietly.
Zhang Huiying and Lin Guoyuan stood downstairs waiting for them, their expressions also sad. Seeing the familiar car, Zhang Huiying trotted over and wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes. She touched Pingping's head and coaxed in a low voice, "We are going home in Pingping.
" Go upstairs.
Returning to the environment where he stayed for more than ten years, Pingping stood up suddenly, wagging his tail and wandering around the corners of the room.
It picked up an old ball from under the sofa, held it in its mouth, and spat it into Lin Juexiao's palm.
"This ball seems to have been bought for a long time." Zhang Huiying's nose became more sour, and she said to Zhou Jinye, "Pingping was brought back by his father from a friend's house when Jue Xiao was a child. It's been so many years."
She sobbed a few times: "I can't remember."
Lin Juexiao stayed at home with Pingping for a day, and finally was about to leave. He said, "I'm going to take it to the pet hospital."
Zhou Jinye was stunned.
Lin Juexiao lowered his eyes and whispered: "If it is very painful, I may euthanize it."
So he hoped that it would not be painful, he may not be able to do it himself, nor can he watch helplessly. Others are euthanized in flat blood vessels.
But if there is such a moment, he must be by Ping Ping's side. Because dogs will be desperate, they need the company of their owners to feel at ease.
Fortunately, Ping Ping went without pain.
It lay on the soft sofa and closed its eyes, its chest heaving, and at last the breathing slowed down, as if asleep.
Lin Juexiao squatted beside it for a long time before raising his hand to touch the flat corpse, a little stiff.
He squatted on the spot in despair, Jiang Miaomiao came over and persuaded him a few words, but it was still useless.
Zhou Jinye couldn't see him like this, sighed, hugged him from behind and dragged him from the ground.
He can't say don't be sad at this time, and he can't say don't cry.
Zhou Jinye could only hold Lin Juexiao tighter. Normally, Lin Juexiao would not hold him, but now Lin Juexiao seems to need some support.
He whispered in Lin Juexiao's ear: "Do you want to cry? If you want to cry, you can cry on my side."
Lin Juexiao's response became slow, he shook his head and said, "I I won't cry."
He thought, Pingping probably didn't want to see him cry.
Zhou Jinye's tone was softer and slower, and asked, "Then I'll go and contact the pet funeral home now, can I?"
Lin Juexiao's voice was astringent, but he nodded and said, "...Yes."
Ping Ping It is a very sensible dog, it never troubles people, even if it leaves at noon.
Zhou Jinye avoided Lin Juexiao and called the funeral home.
The efficiency of the funeral home is very fast. After waiting for a long time, a car came over, and Lin Juexiao and Zhou Jinye also got into the car.
The pet funeral home was in a very remote and small place. Lin Juexiao personally carried Pingping down and sent it to the mortuary.
The mortuary helped it comb its hair, and then smeared ink pad on its claws, leaving a paw print on the paper.
The burial master asked, "Do you need a farewell ceremony for the body?"
Lin Juexiao shook his head numbly again and said, "No."
He looked flat on the mourning hall.
It was like falling asleep, as if it would sit up again in the next second, staring at him with its smart eyes, or rubbing against him with the tip of its wet nose.
The stove behind him started to burn, and the burning tongue seemed to sting Lin Juexiao's eyes.
His eyes were suddenly blocked by darkness, and it was Zhou Jinye's hand.
Zhou Jinye silently sat beside him, blocking Lin Juexiao's masochistic sight with his cold palms.
When Lin Juexiao saw Pingping again, it was a box of ashes.
He carefully held the box and walked outside, failing to see the road in front of him, and almost fell accidentally.
Zhou Jinye could only walk behind him and look at him.
He has never kept a pet, but he can also feel how Lin Juexiao feels now, which should be broken.
Lin Juexiao stayed for one afternoon and one night. When he woke up the next day, he looked the same as usual. He seemed to accept the reality of leaving in peace.
But Lin Juexiao still didn't eat much, and always stopped after moving a few chopsticks. He didn't eat, and Zhou Jinye didn't eat either.
After several days like this, one night when Lin Juexiao got off work, Zhou Jinye blocked the door and hugged him.
"Lin Juexiao." Zhou Jinye shouted in a low voice, he raised his hand and clasped Lin Juexiao's head and held him in his arms, "You said - don't stay where you are."
He said, "This is you What you taught me before, why can't you do it yourself?"
"Pingping has you as the master, no, as a relative, it is already very lucky." Zhou Jinye said, "It is the happiest little golden retriever I have ever seen."
"You yourself said that Pingping hopes you don't cry and you don't feel sad. You will only make it uncomfortable, and it will never forget you."
"Only when you are relieved will it be reincarnated with peace of mind, and it will definitely change in the next life. Being a little baby has the same lifespan as us."
Lin Juexiao has been holding back for the past few days, and he needs a place to vent.
Zhou Jinye was several years younger than him, and Lin Juexiao would feel ashamed to cry in front of him, but in a blink of an eye, he had cried in Zhou Jinye once.
Crying once is crying, crying twice is crying.
Lin Juexiao cried more quietly this time than last time, only his shoulders shrugged slightly, except recently, he hasn't cried for a long time.
But emotions are sometimes like a flood that bursts a levee, or a beast with a broken cage, which can't be contained at all.
Zhou Jinye's embrace is warm, and his broad shoulders can give people a sense of security. Only at this time did Lin Juexiao realize that it was his illusion to treat Zhou Jinye as a child and a big boy.
In fact, Zhou Jinye is more mature and reliable than his peers.
Tears stopped little by little.
Lin Juexiao told himself that after crying this scene, everything was over.
There are three furry children in the family who need his care, but he still will not forget Pingping.
Lin Juexiao finally changed back to the former Lin Juexiao, who was gentle, cheerful and polite. When he spoke, the silkworm appeared, which made people feel comfortable when they were around.
He was in the clinic with Jiang Miaomiao today, and the little sister at the front desk helped him bring in a lunch box and joked: "Doctor Lin, your brother is here to bring you meals again, why doesn't he come in and sit for a while every day?
" With a little guilty conscience in his eyes, he shifted his gaze and said vaguely: "He is busy, he has something to do
when he gets home." In fact, after crying in front of Zhou Jinye, he still feels ashamed. Every time he sees Zhou Jinye, he still feels ashamed. , Lin Juexiao's ears couldn't help but have a fever.
After going back and forth, Lin Juexiao avoided Zhou Jinye intentionally or unintentionally.
But——
"Yo?" Jiang Miaomiao leaned over and asked meaningfully, "What kind of food did my brother bring you today?"
But Zhou Jinye didn't know why... Recently, he seems to be obsessed with cooking for him. When he worked day shifts, Zhou Jinye came over to deliver lunch; when he worked night shifts, Zhou Jinye came over to deliver dinner.
Zhou Jinye seems to have noticed that he has been avoiding him recently, and he comes over every day to deliver a meal and run away.
Lin Juexiao opened the lunch box with a guilty conscience and guilt. Zhou Jinye likes to make him two meat, one vegetable and one soup, and today is no exception.
Jiang Miaomiao reported the names of the dishes one by one: "Braised chicken wings, sweet and sour pork ribs, vinegared cabbage, um, and a bowl of bone soup."
She clapped her hands and sighed, "My brother's cooking skills are getting better and better."
Lin Jue Xiao stared at the meal, neither eating nor not eating. He told Zhou Jinye not to deliver meals, but Zhou Jinye just didn't listen.
He sighed, and still broke the chopsticks. Before he put them down, he heard Jiang Miaomiao's calm voice.
"Don't my brother like you, why don't you agree to him?"
Her words had too many elements, and Lin Juexiao couldn't digest it for a while, staring at Jiang Miaomiao with round eyes.
"Why do you look at me like this? Don't tell me, he looks at you like this every day, he doesn't like you? I'm not blind." Jiang Miaomiao rolled her eyes and continued, "Zhou Jinye is tall, good-looking, and has a nice voice, isn't it? I heard that you are still admitted to the N University? You are still like a loyal dog, why don't you agree to him?"
Before Lin Juexiao, Jiang Miaomiao said first: "Don't tell me if you like it or not, and don't talk to him. I said straight men are not straight men. You are so old, you have never been in love, who knows whether you are straight or not, try it?"
Lin Juexiao was blocked from what he wanted to say, he grabbed his chopsticks and thought It took a long time before he said, "Zhou Jinye is just a freshman. If he is 22 and I am 27, we may try as you said."
"But he is only 18 and I am 23. This is not a five-year-old gap. He didn't even go to college, he's only eighteen years old, he will meet someone better."
"That's it?" Jiang Miaomiao raised her eyebrows and asked, "What if you are the best person?"
She With a pair of fox eyes, he raised his eyebrows slightly and asked, "Then do you feel a little bit moved?"