𝐩𝐨𝐞𝐭 𝐣𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐬𝐨𝐧 | 𝐩𝐬𝐲𝐜𝐡𝐨
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"𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡"
TWO MONTHS LATER
walking into the waiting room i looked at ty and tino rocking back in forth with tears in their eyes. li stood off in the corner mumbling something and i looked around. i had a strange feeling as i watched the clock tick meticulously. my stomach started to turn as a doctor walked out walking over to us- well them, i couldn't hear what he said but i could make out that he was apologizing to them and by the looks of ty's face and her breaking down i knew it wasn't good. the doctor led them to the elevator and i followed behind them as li rubbed ty's back. they took the elevator up to the third floor and walked into room 302 soon as i tried to walk in the location changed and i woke up.
"what the fuck?" i mumbled sitting up
been having the same dream since that night i fucked trin
unlocking my phone i went to our messages texting her.
you up?
𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐧 yea.
i sucked my teeth looking at her response earlier she got to tripping with me and that wasn't really helping shit.
i'm coming to get you be ready
𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐧 stay where you at.
trin don't do this right now bruh ian got time for yo stubborn ass
𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐧 i don't care poet.
be outside when i get over there
read 2:30am
getting out of bed i throw a jacket on grabbing my slides sliding them on before i walked out my room. i grabbed my keys off the mantle unlocking the door walking outside before locking it back. i unlocked my car getting in starting the car up pulling out my driveway stopping at the stop sign connecting my phone. settling for the last song ty played while she was in the car i started driving around turning left to get out the neighborhood.
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hurry up and come outside
𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐧 go home.
come bang on the door? bet
𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐧 chill out bro i'm coming
read 2:50am
while i waited for ty to come outside i scrolled through instagram hearing teenage fever by drake play lowly. trinity got in the car making me look over at her. i nodded my head at her before turning my phone off setting it down.
"wassup with you?" i asked her
"wassup with me wassup with you?" she made a face
"mmcht i'm chilling why you trippin on me trin we was just cool"
"you know exactly why i'm trippin on you don't play dumb poet"
"obviously i don't if i'm asking you" i huffed
"yes you do bro"
"okay so tell me" i told her opening the glove box pulling out the last of the weed and backwoods i had in here
needa reup soon especially after dealing with her
it was quiet while i rolled up making me glance over at her, she was fiddling with her fingers looking down at her lap. i sighed and finished rolling up while i let her get her words together.
"talk to me baby don't leave me out" i said lowly sparking up the blunt taking a pull
"i'm good" she said
"the frown on yo face say different"
"talk to me trinity" i told her
"poet you don't care about shit but yourself you're wasting my time" she said making me look at her
"that ain't true quit saying that bullshit" i huffed
"it is true you do boyfriend shit but don't want no labels you gas my head up like i'm your girl then the next day you treat me like i'm just your homegirl. it's like you pick and choose when you wanna deal with me, just last week you was on my ass about me playing with you like a lame just to turn around and homegirl my ass like what the fuck"
"i'm sorry ian realize i was doing that and that it upset you that much ty. i was just going off what vibes you was giving off. if you wanna be in a relationship cool we can do that you just wanna mess around without the labels or without the confusion we can do that too, it's all up to you. just let know what you want to do. hear me?" i said lifting her head up
"i just wanna know if i'm wasting my time foreal if you wanna play games do that wit someone else, if you think i'm too much do that complicated shit with someone else. don't rope me along if you don't know what you want i'll leave you alone" she said lowly
"you not wasting your time i want you i wanna be with you i just don't know how to show that. ian on no bullshit timing with you i wanna do this the right way, ion want you counting me out or thinking i'm bullshitting you because the last thing i'm trynna do. imma get my shit together i promise just don't leave me."
"i won't leave you but be about you word don't just be saying all of this without no action or just to shut me up"
"i ain't i'm serious, we good?"
"you really had me feeling some way, was thinking about so many ways to get back at you but i decided to move like an adult"
glad she chose smartly because ion have time to be starving myself
"my fault" i said lowly looking at the sing title on the screen
too much by lakeyah played as trin unlocked her phone typing something. i leaned over reading her message making me chuckle.
"don't be telling your friend about me"
"trust me i don't barely like talking to you about you"
"what that mean?"
"you piss me off in a million and one ways"
"ion even be doing shit" i mugged her
"that's the whole point you're so nonchalant it be hard to know what's going on with you. be feeling like i gotta tread lightly with you"
"i'm not nonchalant"
"you're so in denial it's honestly sad"
"don't you got school in the morning go in the house"
"actually whore it's online tomorrow so eat my dick"
"shut up" i mushed her head
"come spend the night"
"you do realize i still with my parents"
"you 18 they'll be alright"
"i just know you was sneaking girls in yo crib" she shook her head
"hell nah i was getting snuck in"
"where the hell was y'all parents"
"it was always the girls who lived with they grannies or they parents didn't care and ian live with my parents in highschool"
"you lived with your grandma?"
"yeah, me and my parents was always getting into it because i was always doing some shit or in some shit so they told me go live with my grandma and i guess i started calming down that's when i started smoking then a lil after i graduated i ended moving out into the crib i got now"
"you just as bad as then girls"
"not too much lame ass lil girl"
"rather be lame than ran through"
"who ran through? ian say shit about fucking them girls"
"you at least fucked one of them but i don't wanna hear about that"
"why would i tell you about past sexual relationships be smart big head"
"been told them before" she shrugged before yawning
i looked at the clock on the dashboard seeing it was almost 3:30. trinity was rubbing her eye resting her head on the window.
"yeah come on you finna go to sleep"
"no i'm not"
"open your eyes girl"
"i wasn't finna go to sleep i'm chilling"
"gimme a kiss so you go back in the house"
"if you wanted to kiss me just say that"
too much dip on her chip
"bring yo ass"
"leave me alone pilates"
i hate her
"i'm just playing doodabutt chill" she laughed
"hate yo ass sometimes" i mumbled feeling her grab my face pulling me towards her pecking my lips
"bird ass kisses kiss me right"
"kiss my d- shut the fuck up" i cut her off
"you being mean be nice"
"you make it so hard to be nice to you"
"and this why you're not my bestfriend"
"ion fuck my bestfriend"
"niggas hit four times and think shit sweet" she rolled her eyes
"be foreal"
"who said i wasn't?" she made a face
"okay let's get this shit over so i can go to sleep"
"yeah you need it, it's giving tired"
"fuck you bit- boy"
i started laughing before i leaned over kissing her of course i had to be extra and grab her neck hearing her freaky ass moan before i pulled away.
"time to go you doing too much"
"ian do shit"
"keep it that way because i might end up tooted up in the backseat again"
fun times
"text me when you get home and drive safe" she told me leaning over kissing my cheek
"ight baby" i said watching her get out the car and walk towards the side of her house waving.
fucking goof
double update i guess i can stop neglecting my other books now
vote comment allat & excuse mistakes
byee💕-mo
6/11/2022