I sat at the hospital bed, bird chirping just outside the window, and the sun glowing on my skin.
With one single look one might say that I look fragile. A sweet little flower but ofcourse don't judge a book when it's notebook.
The melancholic scene was interrupted when the door suddenly swinged open.
A man walked in and sat down on the chair beside my bed. There's a moment of silence between the two of us neither uttering a word.
A few more seconds pass the man broke the quiet atmosphere
"Look at what do we have here" He started with a cold voice yet still sounding amuse
"The all and mighty Philippines have fallen from grace... Such beauty but it was only wasted on someone's evil face"
He said presumably trying to squeeze out any reaction from me but no. I have grown numb from all this insults, I have grown numb from what others think about me, I have even grown numb on my own feelings.
"Tsk." The man clicked his tounge annoyed that im not showing any reaction to his provoking words.
"You know. You wouldn't be in this state if you only listen to me. I told you, be my wife and marry me silently after a few years then I will divorce you. After all New York doesn't want to be a homewrecker."
Say that when she's the one who ruined everything for me.
"And plus... Maybe if you kept your jealousy in check and didn't act upon it. You tried to harm new York numerous times for fucks sake! You bitch! "
I clench my hands as my nails dig in my skin. I bite my lip refraining from giving him any reaction I know he would be satisfy with.
I kept my silence
That's what I'm good at. Even when a nasty rumor spread around I would always keep my silence. Even when I am hurting and being curse upon I kept my silence. Anything that happened to me is kept in the dark. My mouth shut from giving away the answer. The truth and honest answer.
I have never even glance or talked to new York!
Just take a look at my situation now...
Because I kept my silence. I kept the truth from everyone. I didn't even tried to defend myself!
I thought that maybe enduring it would be less painful and less complicated...
Fake it till you make it. Like what they said
But no. It only made matters worse. All of the accusation are pointed at me. Even when I don't have any connections to the said person...
I became their scapegoat
Oh how much I regret letting my stupidity take over my brain...
Is this really is gonna be my ending?
I snap out of my thoughts when I heard shuffling beside me.
I didn't bother to glance and just let the man be. And then he left.
I feel so mad at myself after he left. What did I even expect him to do?
I silently laugh at myself.
"I'm so pathetic... " I silently whispered. My voice hoarse from not talking and dehydration.
My tears silently fell down from my eyes. Rethinking all of my life choices.
Maybe if I have another chance... But that's impossible.
But maybe... Maybe if I had.
I would fight back for myself. And would not let them have their happy ending when I can't get mine.
I will not be just a dumb character that would be toss aside-
My vision suddenly got brighter and brighter.
I closed my eyes and when I opened it-
I am not in the hospital bed anymore!
I am not even in the hospital at this point either!
I look around observing my surroundings. I seem to have been in a blank white place.
I glance around some more but find nothing. I feel so lost and confuse until a voice suddenly rung in my ears.
"Hello Country Master Philippines" it started as I confusely look around looking for the source of it.
It was echoing and seems like it was a merge of a female and a male voice together
"No need to look for something that does not exist"
"If your not existing then why are able to talk and I was able to hear you. "
"I do not know. If I exist, or not. I am just suddenly here and it seems I have a job to do"
I look even more confuse at this moment but the thing only chuckled.
"Oh my. No need to refer to me as 'thing' you can call me what the other people from your planet call me. " It stated seeming to read my mind.
"Hahaha Oh well I do can read your mind little Chrysanthemum... "
I stayed silent for a few moments trying to gather my mind as it was all over the place ever since I got here.
"And what do the people from my planet call you...? " I finally spoke
The whole place suddenly got dimmer and dimmer. Golds and furnitures appeared as a red carpet appeared beneath my feet.
Finally a chandelier appeared above me emitting light that lit up the place..
And in front of me were seems to be hundred of stairs.
And on the very top of it is a throne.
But there's eyes with wings beside it seeming like they're guarding it. And they're all staring at me. They look creepy but I brushed it off as it does not matter at the moment.
Because someone is sitting at the throne. I can't identify on who it is as it was so bright I couldn't keep staring at it without hurting my eyes.
The whole place look more like an inside of a castle rather than the blank white place earlier.
I was snapped out of my though once I heard the same voice again.
"They call me... God"
And there I. Standing in front of a god...
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I would have never thought about this moment would be experienced by me of all people!
Maybe he's here and he's about to judge me to whether to send me to hell or not...
The so called God chuckled again as I stood there frozen
"I might be what they call God but I am nothing like what they had written in books. But after all I am not the only God around."
"And plus I am not here to judge you on whether you go to heaven or not. I am simply here to tell you something"
I couldn't utter a word as I am intimidated since at the very top of the stairs there was barely any light as all us the eyes with wings staring at me.
But the most intimidating part is the golden eyes. They're so yellow and it glows making it pop out of the dark.
It almost look like mine-
"So basically! You get another chance in your planet to live another life! WOOHOO!
" wait what-"
"Do whatever you want I don't care. Spread the word that I exist and what not I would even back you up and send miracles!"
My eyes widen in shock after all such opportunity-!
"Or... You can take your revenge to One particular person you hate the most... "
"America-"
"New York-"
We both said at the same time
"Woah wait what? I thought you hate new York the most? " he ask almost confuse
"Huh? I thought you can read my mind? Don't you have to like? Have read all of the hatred and anger directed to him? "
"I'm too lazy for that shit little Chrysanthemum"
Silence befall the two of us but as I was about to speak he spoke first
"So anyway bye! Have fun In your second life! " and he snapped his finger as a black smoke suddenly appeared.
"W-wait! Why are you even doing this for me?! " I urgently asked as the black hole looking thing slowly sucked me in.
The God hummed as when my vision slowly turn black I heard him say;
"Well... You can say that me and that new York girls guardian yada yada have a little.... Hatred for each other.. "
And then everything turned black.
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I sat up gasping for air and took a look around my surrounding. Im currently sitting in a very and rather comfortable bed.
Instead of white walls and white uncomfortable bed greeting me. I was shocked that I am currently in my old room.
I looked at the calendar at my desk and found that I have been sent back 5 years into the past...
So it wasn't a dream after all... I did got given a second chance by the God...
And I won't waste it..
I'm a bitch huh?
Well I will play the role of the villain you want me to be...
I will ruin your false love story...
Just you wait...
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"Are you sure this is the right thing to do? " A woman asked while emerging from the shadows. Body clad in black. As she stares to the now God that taken a form of a little boy.
"Meh doesn't matter, I know so well that she is capable enough to do this such simple task. " He answer tone so carefree as if what's he's doing is a mere child's play
"But! We can't just interfere with human lives! Or else we would ge-"
She did get to finish her sentence when an immensing pain suddenly emerge from her chest.
"Uurghh!?! " she fell down on her knees as she cough and cough until blood came out of her mouth.
"Did you not read the rules before working under me? It clearly states to never question or defer my decisions when not asked or needed" His childish and friendly tone are now gone and instead is replace with cold and emotionless one.
"I-im sorry God for I have sin" the woman stuttered yet the pain did not go away
"Huh, it's not like I have an important use for you... " He went to distract and entertain himself elsewhere while the woman only scream in agony as the pain only got worsen and worsen.
"And plus... This is already a messed up story from the very begining.. " He opened his palm and a black smoke appear. And after a few seconds it cleared up and showed a woman waking up as if she's just had a nightmare (orjustmetagodthatsaidshecanhaveasecondchanceinlife)
He smiled softly as he watched her carefully
"Now my little Chrysanthemum... Amuse me.. "
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(A/N: decided to post the proulouge already since lots of you have been wanting chapters so here it is... Still working on chapter 1 💀
Also might change some plots here and there but I will still try to follow my originally planned story line)
Forgot to add this but this is the cover of this book