hidden thoughts

i hate the fact...

i hate the fact that i talk to you,
i know you are in front of me,
yet so far away.
i hate the fact that i talk to you all the time,
yet i crave you as if,
we haven't talked in years.
i hate the fact that i have to wait forever,
to feel you again,
to touch you again.
i hate the fact that i take my anger on you,
even when you don't deserve it.
i hate the fact that i can't express,
how much you mean to me.
i hate the fact that the distance
between us is too much to handle.
i hate the fact,
that you are so far away.