--- Ohm ---
"I am fine mom. Really!" Nanon tried to convince mom Ple for the Nth time.
It was 10 PM and we both were mentally exhausted.
After Niran and Rith left, Nanon and I immediately went to a nearby clinic where I made sure Nanon's injuries were treated. Even if his injuries were minor, I wanted to make sure that he had no internal issues.
He kept on nagging me but I pretended to be deaf for the time being. I just want him to be healthy and fine always. No matter how much he tugged on my arm, I did not leave till the doctor gave me a written report saying he was fine from head to toe.
Then I dragged him to eat something. We found a good food joint on the way to the hotel. I did not hesitate to order a lot. He couldn't have lunch and we walked so much. I was starving too. So I ordered meat, vegies, rice and carbs.
I even made sure Nanon get a lot of sugar in his system. He needed energy. He looked pale. He kept on saying that he is full and can't eat anymore. But I forced him to eat.
Once after we were back at the hotel, I made sure to get Nanon a warm shower. I helped him dry his hair and even take his pills thereafter.
After that he finally picked his mom's call. They were fuming mad at him for not picking up. Dad Ae was almost about to leave the house to meet us.
But I had called my mom when Non was in shower and she in turn helped informing his family about the situation.
My dad called me a few times too but I did not pick up.
Today, I am in no mood to talk to him or explain him anything.
But when I saw my dad calling me for the fifth time, I turned to look at Nanon who was busy talking with his mom. I walked out of the door and into the central lounge of the hotel lobby and picked up the phone.
[Ohm! Thank god you picked up! How are you?] Dad asked even before I could say hello.
"I wasn't the one who got abducted." I replied plainly.
[How is Non?] he asked. I could hear worry in his tone.
"Are you worried about him or do you want to know if he is still alive as my competitor?" I couldn't stop myself from asking.
[Ohm! Watch your mouth!] he snapped.
"Ughhh... You know what dad? I am tired today. There has been a lot for me to take in since morning. Can we talk tomorrow?" I disconnected the call without listening to his response.
I don't want to do this anymore. I don't want to. Is it possible for me to run away somewhere with Non? Just me and Non. I don't want this company, these politics, this power and fame to affect us anymore. Not even our families.
I have hurt him a lot. He did not even think about his self-esteem when he kept on trying to win me back from his stupid tricks. Sitting on my lap, doing lap dance. Clinging to me all the time. Locking himself up with me in a loo. I obviously know how much people would have talked behind his back.
I have heard a few of my team members saying things which made me feel like I should slap and shut them up then and there. But I couldn't. Or rather, I didn't.
'What kind a disgusting gay behavior is this in office premises?'
'Just because they are the bosses, are they allowed to do anything?'
'This company is full of fags. Even their assistants are pansies.'
'No shame at all. Aren't company rules prohibiting them from being like this?'
'This is mental harassment. We should lodge a legal complaint'
'Gays-gays everywhere, making me puke in despair.'
'I can't believe I wasted so many years drooling over homos!'
I heard people saying such things around me all the time.
And I am sure Nanon has heard all of this too.
But maybe I could have avoided this. If only, I could find a way to balance the families.
It's true though. We are bisexuals and this is a gay wedding. That's how people think about us and we cannot change it. And to top it, it is not even legal in our country.
I was never affected by this though. I was just concerned about Non and our families.
People will come and go, employees will keep on changing. But what will not change ever is my life partner. Who is currently surfing through lobby looking here and there. He must be searching for me.
I couldn't help but smile at the fact that he cannot stay without me even for a while when I got out to make a call. And I will have to do all it takes to ensure him that I belong to him, now and forever.
"Non!" I called him out and waved to him walking towards where he was standing.
His tensed expression smoothened and turned into a smile as soon as he saw me. I closed the distance between us and wrapped a hand around his shoulder.
"What are you doing outside? Didn't I ask you to rest?" I said while walking him back to room.
"I couldn't find you in the room. So I got worried." He said walking along. "And you don't need to support me this way. I am not injured."
"I want to hold you. Any problem?" I asked raising my eyebrow.
He just smiled and quickly placed a peck on my cheek.
We both chuckled.
Once in the room I made him sit on the bed.
"How are you feeling?" I asked him gently caressing his arm.
He looked at me with anxious eyes.
"You won't go back to being the way you were till morning, will you?" he asked instead of answering my question.
I felt so guilty when I met his eyes. This guy in front of me is not worried about his wounds. He is zero bit concerned about his parents who are kicking a storm on call every 5 minutes. He isn't bothered about people gossiping behind his back. He is not paying attention to how he was in danger of being raped to death a few hours ago.
All he is worried about is if I will be the same with him or not.
I slid closer to him and wrapped him in my arms. I gently kissed his forehead. "Nanon, please know this that I love you. I really do. And I have never loved anyone more than I love you. I may would have realized the depth of my feelings a bit late. But now that I have realized it, I will not back out on you ever again.
If one day, you will push me away, I will still wait for you to accept me back. I will try to woo you the way you tried. But I will not give up on you. And that's a promise." I patted his head slowly to comfort him.
He looked up to me and smiled. "I love you too." He said and leaned in closer.
I supported his chin with my thumb and closed the distance between our lips.
The similar breath and warmth of Nanon made me feel at ease. I kissed him slowly implying how much I craved for this. I nibbled his lips lightly to tell him how much I love him.
Slowly I pushed my tongue in his warm mouth and it wandered on the similar surroundings with as much ease and sync as before.
Today, the only difference was, I wasn't trying to push it forcefully with lust. I was trying to relish it. Every corner of his mouth. His flavour. His scent. His response.
It was all making me feel content. I wasn't horny anymore. I want to love him. I want to make love to him. I want to ensure through my body language and gestures that I belong to him.
I broke my kiss and looked at him. He smiled and kissed my nose.
I kissed his dimple then the corner of his eye then his forehead. I moved to the eye beneath and then kissed his cute nose. I pecked his lips and slid down to his chin.
I bit his chin lightly to which he chuckled.
I leaned into the crook of his neck and sniffed.
The hotel soap can't hide his fragrance. His own scent. The one that comforts me. The one that I haven't forgotten and will never do. I kissed there gently. He tilted his head a little to allow me to adjust better.
I kissed him some more before my instincts started kicking in. I couldn't help but suck the skin some. I licked his neck gradually moving towards his Adams apple. I sucked it in and he moaned.
I ran my tongue through his neck and sucked at a few places hard enough to leave a few marks. I love to see my mark on him. When I reached his collarbone, I sucked in even harder. It always attracts me. I pulled up my t-shirt which he supported in taking off. He pulled off his own t-shirt as well.
I walked to the head of the bed and sat resting myself on the headboard.
"What?" he asked dumbfounded.
"Come here." I said and asked him to sit with me.
He came near me and sat. I pulled him in my arms so that now his back was on my chest.
"Ohm?" he asked me but I shushed him keeping a finger on his mouth.
I gently kissed the back of his neck.
He giggled. "It tickles." He said.
"You are beautiful Non." I said and sucked his shoulder from behind.
"Uhmph..." he bit his lower lip and moaned.
I licked and sucked the area between his shoulder and neck.
All the while he was shivering with pleasure and was moaning in between.
I gently caressed his abdomen and graced my hand up to his chest.
I started squeezing it gently from both my hands while shifting to his other shoulder area.
I played there with my fingers while biting lightly on his shoulders.
"Aah... Ohm...." My name sounded heavenly. I gently placed a hand on his cheek and turned his face to meet my lips with his.
My other hand moved to his shorts. I straight away slid my palm beneath his underwear.
"Mmmmm...." He moaned in the kiss. I sucked his tongue and the sensation made me feel aroused.
I started stroking him down there with my other hand.
I was being gentle. I want him to feel good.
He broke the kiss when I slid down his shorts and underwear. He helped me pull it off.
The sight of his bare body made me feel on could nine. I have never seen anything more beautiful in my life.
His manhood was elegantly strong as mine. And I loved to caress it and claim it mine.
"Aaahhh..." He started moaning louder when I moved my thumb on the tip.
I stroked it in its full length until Nanon's body lost the stiffness and the sticky substance poured over my hand and his belly.
He turned to kiss me and he nipped my lips harder.
He started pulling my shorts and I pulled up my body for him to be able to pull it off completely.
He was about to move his face down there when I stopped him.
"Wait."
He turned to look at me confused.
"Huh?"
"This time... It's my turn..."
.
--- Nanon ---
He pushed me a bit and bend down to the side of the bed to take out something from his bag.
I was shocked to see a bottle of lubricant and 2 packs of condoms that he extended towards me.
"Ohm... what do you..." I was too stunned to ask.
"It's my turn to surrender to you." He said and smiled placing the bottle and condoms in my hand.
I gulped once and saw the stuff in my hand and then looked up at him.
"Just be fast. I am already aroused looking at you." He winked and smirked.
I crawled towards him and gently kissed him fully on his lips.
"You don't have to." I said in between the kiss.
"I want to." He replied kissing me tenderly.
I smiled at him holding the bottle of lube. He lied down and pulled up his knees.
I looked at him wide eyed. "Turn around Ohmi. It will hurt more this way."
"I want to see your face when you do it."
"But..."
"Look at this Non. I can't hold on long." He pleaded with loving eyes.
I took out a handful of lube and coated my fingers with it.
I gently placed a finger below and Ohm stopped breathing looking at my hand movement.
"Just try to relax ok? Don't stiffen it." I said. I know how it is. I have been experiencing it.
He breathed once and I pushed my finger in.
"Ahh..." I escaped a moan just by looking at the sexy view in front of me.
"Ummph... It feels... weird." He said and smiled a bit.
"Relax. Let me take care of you huh?" I said and started stroking my finger.
I put in two fingers and then three. I wanted to make sure with every move that he was fine.
"I... Is it necessary?" he asked.
"Yeah... We need to prepare you." I said smiling at him. "God you are so sexy." I added to which he chuckled.
He held a pillow behind him and moaned when I inserted my fingers further.
I started stroking faster as Ohm's movement became wilder.
From my other hand I started stroking his length.
"Oh my god Non!" he said as soon as I caressed his tip with my thumb while my fingers worked faster below.
Soon enough Ohm plumped back his back on the bed when the warm release filled up my hand.
I felt so aroused that I did not know what I was doing anymore.
I took out some more lube and gently massaged my length with it.
"Are you ready?" I asked Ohm crawling closer to him so that both his knees were on side of me.
I inserted some more lube beneath Ohm and then I slowly tried to push my tip in.
"Fuck!" Ohm said and immediately bit his lip.
I pushed myself on him and kissed him on his lips.
"You ok?"
He opened his eyes and smirked. "I am loving it." He whispered.
I bit his lip to distract him and pushed my length slowly in.
It's the first time and so I know it will take time and a lot of pain to insert it fully inside.
I started stroking while kissing him every now and then.
I pulled myself up and pushed my length some more when finally, my whole length was inside.
"Aaahhh..." Ohm was moaning crazy and it was making me feel so much aroused.
"Ohm... I... Aahhh... I am feeling good." I mumbled and bend down to kiss and lick his abdomen.
Then I lapped and sucked on his chest on both the sides.
Ohm kept holding the headboard behind him tight while his eyes kept fixated on the movements below.
My movements became faster and faster.
The whole room was filled with our moans.
Finally, I felt lightheaded when I released myself. I looked at Ohm who was panting.
I bend down to kiss him again and slid down beside him without leaving the kiss.
We parted our lips to catch our breath.
After a while of catching our breaths Ohm poked a finger in my arm "You did not use the condom." He said.
"Don't you trust me?" I asked now looking up at him.
"Are you crazy? I was worried for you." He replied.
I smiled and turned to him. I licked his jawline before biting his cheek.
"I wanted you. Bare!" I said and kissed him.
"Round 2?" he asked. "Bare again?"
"Let's take a shower in sometime then..." we chuckled and cuddled holding each other with unsaid promises.
What Ohm did for me today was enough of a way for him to assure me against what I was fearing. But now I know that if he can do this for me, then he will never leave me. Even if it is a one-time thing, but the way he guaranteed his love for me is better and more trustworthy than any of the verbal promises possible.
I finally am with my husband. My love. My life. My Ohm.