SYNGULAR JOURNEÉ
𝖥𝖱𝖨𝖣𝖠𝖸 • 𝟴:𝟬𝟱𝗔𝗠
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"Shit" i mumbled rushing in class.
I hate running late.
"You're late" miss cox said as i walked inside.
"By 5 minutes" i said sitting next to tabatha.
"Excuse me?" She asked.
"We ain't even start yet leave that girl alone" someone said.
"My head is killing me" tabatha said.
"No one told you to drink up a storm last night" i mumbled.
"Fuck you" she said.
This class always stressful with this teacher.
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"Hey herbert" i said as he sat next to me.
Herbert & tabatha my only friends here I'm close as fuck with them.
"Wassup syng what y'all doing tonight?" He asked.
"Nothing why?" Tabatha asked.
"We having a block party tonight" he said.
"You know my momma not gone let me go to that" i said.
"Exactly why you gone sneak out" tabatha said.
"No" i quickly said.
"Come onn" he said pulling my hair.
"Stop" i said laughing.
"Imma pick y'all up from tabatha's place at 10" he said.
"Okay" i mumbled.
"Yo ass is getting fat what chu eating?" He asked.
"Food, what you eating?" I asked.
"Shit salads" he said.
"That's why yo ass built like a stick now" tabatha said.
"Shut yo smurfs ass up always tryna get on somebody & you what? 2 feet?" He said.
I'm cryin😭.
"Bitch I'm 5 flat hoe" she said.
"Y'all needa shut up where this block party at?" I asked.
"Parkway gardens" he said.
"Herb if we die tonight imma haunt you" tabatha said.
"Y'all gone be coo" he said.
Every time i turn my head it's von giving me a stink look he so aggy.
"I'm so tired" i said resting my head on herberts shoulder.
"How you got home?" She asked.
"Von dropped me" i mumbled.
"Oh that car was on fire the whole ride wasn't it?" Herb asked.
"Shut up" i laughed. "He just annoying and stupid"
He not even paying attention to his girl he sitting down staring me dead in my eyes. It made me nervous because i hate when people give strong eye contact not even just that, in general ion like when people staring at me.
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We were in our last class & we had to do a project to pass for this class. We had to write up on a hero we picked & give their background n stuff. Lame ass project we not in third grade no more.
"Mr bennett you're gonna be working with syngular so you can actually pass & graduate this year" the teacher said.
Yes he's in 12 grade but she claims I'm so "good to work with" so she's choosing me to help him.
No, it's not the same topic.
My heart dropped to my ass.
"Say that again?" I asked walking up to her.
"You're gonna help him with his project i feel you'll help him focus more & if he passes this project he can graduate" she smiled.
"Ight miss brown thank you" he smirked like he liked that she chose me to help him.
Mischievous ass.
"Why me? anyone else?" I asked.
"You're one of the smartest students i know, i trust that you'll help him now that's enough on this conversation" she said. "I want all projects turned in & spoken on, on monday" she said to the whole class.
Why he even here?
"Omg" i mumbled walking out of class.
"Awe shit" herb said coming besides me.
"Ion wanna work with him he too difficult" i whined.
"You hard as fuck you gone get him to focus gang" he laughed.
"That's von, herb" i said looking at him.
"Aw yea you right he is gone be difficult" he said.
"Exactly" i said.
"Don't stress it just fake nice until monday" he said. "Aye i gotta go tho imma see you tonight" he said kissing my cheek.
"Ew" i said.
"Girl shut up" he flicked me off.
"That's yo lil boyfriend huh?" Von asked walking besides me.
"No" i said now irritated.
"Come on" he said grabbing my hand
"My momma picking me up" i said.
"Okay? tell her you left with tobias" he said.
"Who's tobias?" I asked.
"Whatever the fuck yo friend name" he said.
"Tabatha" i said sitting in the car.
"Yea, her" he said.
"Where you taking me?" I asked.
"To my crib" he said.
"Why?" I asked mugging him.
"We partners ain't we?" He asked.
"Okay well we have to buy things to start" i said.
"Ight" he mumbled.
We stopped to the store & i went inside to get what we needed.
I opened the door getting back in the car.
"Why you got these big ass glasses on yo face?" He asked.
"Because my eyes be messing up sometimes i only wear them at school or when I'm writing tho" i said.
"4 eyed mf" he said.
"Shut up" i said.
When we got to his house it was big & nice.
"Woah" i whispered.
"You ain't never been on this side of chicago huh?" He asked laughing.
I shook my head grabbing everything.
I walked inside & it was so pretty.
"How you paid for all this?" I asked.
"Ion telling you shit" he said.
"Mm" i hummed sitting down.
"Come on" he said.
I followed him to his room.
"Where's your girlfriend?" I asked.
"Ion know" he said. "But you hungry?" He laid down.
"No" i shook my head starting the project.
After minutes of writing i realized he wasn't even helping.
"Von you gone take part in this or have me do all the work?" I asked.
"You doing all the work" he said.
"No I'm not come write something" i said.
"Nah" he said.
"Come on" i said throwing a pencil at his head. "Ion playing witchu either"
"You talking to me?" He asked standing up. "& i know you ain't just throw this shit at me"
"I did & what about it?" I asked standing up.
"Play that shit with someone else not me" he said getting all mad.
He not scaring nobody.
"I did say ion playing witchu now come & help me" i said.
He stared at me for a while before actually taking part.
"Thank you" i mumbled.
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Working with him is actually fun this my first time seeing him smile a lot. He real aggressive tho.
"You not bad yo mouth just'uh get you smacked" he said.
We weren't done but we wasn't doing all today.
"Cause you be trying me, you not bad either" i said laughing.
He's hard to crack like to understand but he's funny it's something mysterious about him.
"We done right?" He asked.
"Yea" i said picking everything up.
"So we friends?" He asked looking at me.
"No" i laughed. "Take me home now"
"You cool as hell folks you ain't wanna stay a lil longer?" He asked.
"No i wanna sleep in my bed" i said.
"Yo momma believed you?" He asked.
"Yea" i said. "I hope"
"Since you wanna leave a nigga come on" he said.
"Von shut up" i said.
"My name dayvon" he said.
"Fr?" I asked.
"Yea" he said.
"So why you don't go by that?" I asked & he shrugged his shoulders.
"That's just a short way to say my name" he said.
I nodded getting in the car.
I enjoy his company he's mean but nice if that makes sense.
"Bye friend" i said.
"Oh we friends fr now?" He asked.
"Yes" i said.
"Ight" he said.
I went inside & my momma still wasn't home.
"Momma where you at?" I asked over the phone.
"I gotta stay at work a lil late today" she said.
"Okay" i sighed.
"I love you" she said.
"I love you too" i said.
I went to my room & took my shower.
I got in bed & went to sleep.
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DAYVON BENNETT
𝖡𝖮𝖮𝖪𝖠'𝖲 𝖧𝖮𝖴𝖲𝖤 • 𝟱:𝟱𝟲𝗣𝗠
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"Aye gang you there?" Durk asked mushing my shoulder.
"Yea" i said.
I was high & thinking about syngular mainly because i realized she actually had me laughing & meaning it n ion smile in a real long time. I been stressed for some time now & misharron ain't doing nothing but adding to that but being around syngular made me calm, happy, her vibe raw as hell i like being around ha.
"This nigga got a bitch on his mind" booka said. "& i know it ain't the turkey built bitch"
"Shut the hell up" i said sitting up.
"What's ha name?" Durk asked.
"Ion thinking bout no bitch man" i said.
"Yea you is look how you looking" doodie said laughing.
"Y'all never shut the fuck up" i said.
I was craving her attention & i hated it because when it came to bitches i was never like this. It don't feel bad but this girl some serious to have me craving ha ass.
"Go do yo part foenem" Durk said.
"Ight" i said getting up.
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SYNGULAR JOURNEÉ
𝖳𝖠𝖡𝖠𝖳𝖧𝖠'𝖲 𝖧𝖮𝖴𝖲𝖤 • 𝟵:𝟯𝟳𝗣𝗠
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"Girl is his house nice?" She asked as i curled my hair.
"Yea, he's actually clean" i said.
"Syng i think he like you" she said looking at me through the mirror.
"What make you say that? he mean as hell to me" i said.
"He barley got to know you fr fr & he took you to his house & gave you his real name even with your momma being an investigator" she laughed.
"Hell no" i mugged. "He has a whole girlfriend plus all this is just for the project watch after monday he gone want nothing to do with me"
"You not hearing me, he took you to his house, asked you to stay longer & most of all gave you his real name syngular.... he feeling you" she said. "Von doesn't give anyone his real name shit not even God & whenever he mean to you he want you"
"God been knew his real name" i squinted my eyes at her.
"Of course syng but I'm saying he not like this with these other bitches, you got his number?" She asked sitting up.
"No" i said. "Why you got the hots for him so much?"
"Cause he fine & i know he big too" she smiled.
"Stop it" i mumbled.
"Just saying" she shrugged her shoulders. "He fine but ain't shit tho"
"Huh" i said.
"He cheated on her so many times, he got a whole girl pregnant thankfully she aborted it" she said. "Or he made her abort it" she shrugged her shoulders.
"Omg" i said.
"Yea" she nodded.
"Herb said he's outside come on"
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When we got there it was a lot of people & loud music, really smokey too.
"Y'all look good as hell, my two girlfriends" herb said.
"Boy no" i mugged him.
Tabatha ain't say nothing but laugh.
We walked in more & i seen von was here.
He looked good tonight. He had chains on & grills in his mouth everything complemented him well.
"Wassup gang" herb said to one of his friends.
"Girl, you see him staring at you?" She asked referring to von.
"Yes" i said playing with my hands.
He couldn't get his eyes off me all night & his girl was right there.
"Dayvon!" I heard her yell.
"What?" He asked mugging her.
"You fucking ha a'sum? why you keep looking at her?" She asked.
"Man get the fuck out my face" he said.
"You do this shit every time!" She yelled walking off.
He seemed like he ain't care he just kept on looking at me. His eyes was talking to me in a way he had me real nervous.
"Syngular!" Herb yelled snapping me out my gaze.
"Yes?" I asked looking at him.
"You good?" He asked.
"Yea" i said.
"No she thinking about them fucking" tabatha said.
"I don't even know how that feel to even be thinking that" i mugged her.
She just laughed.
I was getting hungry n they ain't had no food here but the gas station was right across from here so i looked for tabatha to bring her along with me but she was upstairs with some random nigga so i just left ha i was hearing too much to interrupt.
"You want anything from the gas station?" I asked herb.
"yea some hot Cheetos & a slush" he said handing a whole $20.
"Ight, what you think tabatha gone want? she getting fucked right now" i said making him laugh.
"What" he said.
"She getting fucked" i mumbled.
"She most likely gone want a slush" he chuckled.
"Alright imma be back" i said.
"Ight be safe walking cross that road" he said & i nodded.
I pushed through the people standing around & walked out the gate to the apartment then across to the gas station.
Walking along the aisles & grabbing what i wanted i heard a few male voices & i can tell one of them was von's.
"Perfecttt" i whispered to myself.
Why i gotta be by myself.
He was over by the slushy machines with his homies.
"Goodnight" i said to cashier as i laid my things on the counter.
I could feel vons eyes digging through my back.
"Night ma'am" he replied checking the prices.
"Can i also get three slushes with these please" i added.
"Ight that'll be $19.15" he said so i handed him the straight $20 herb had gave me.
"You can keep the change" i said as he gave me the bag of my things.
"You have a good night" he said.
"You too" i said before walking over to the slush machines.
"Aye ya'll gone head imma be out there inna minute" von said as to his friends as i walked over to the machines & his friends walked out the door.
"Why you ova here by yo self lil ma?" He asked leaned up against the counter.
I grabbed three medium cups, tops, & straws. "Tabatha getting fucked & herb with Kayla"
"You not scared of nothin huh?" He chuckled as i got our drinks.
"Ion fear no one but God" i said avoiding looking at him.
I sticked my straw in mines & this nigga gone grab my drink n take a sip.
"Mcht dayvonnnn" i dragged.
"Get a different straw" he laughed removing the old straw.
"You so nasty" i said doing so.
"You think?" He smirked.
"Leave me alone" i said with a straight face. "I hope yo ass don't backwash"
"A nigga too grown fa that" he said as we walked out the gas station.
He clutched his gun as we walked across the road.
"Nobody gone shoot us gangsta" i said laughing.
"You don't know this area like i know this area ma" he said. "That's what you'uh think"
"Hmmm" i hummed. "Imma see you later"
"Ight" he said before i walked off to herb.
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I was home laying in bed when this random number texted me.
Unknown number
Save my number
Who's this?
Von?
𝘥𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥 10:20pm
Nah the feds slow ass
Oh.
How you get my number?
𝘥𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥 10:26pm
Don't worry bout it
Um...okay.
𝘥𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥 10:30pm
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"The fuck" i mumbled. "& he take so long to text back"
It's irritating & his read receipts off.
I don't know how he got it but whatever.
EXCUSE ALL MISTAKES
-LAY
Orange juice or apple juice?
Voteꨄ.