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A/n hi guys, sorry I haven't written for a while. A family member died, and I was alone, Wattpad didn't cross my mind. Plus with prom and everything I just kind of felt lost. Oh well, life goes on.
WARNING: depression, screaming, anger problems, swearing
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I woke up feeling confused. I don't remember falling asleep in the crib. How- never mind. Yesterday was soo boring. I was in a bad mood so I made it everyone's problem. Since no one ever cares enough to ask me if I'm fine. If they've asked and maybe hugged me I don't know, I wouldn't have.
Honestly, I'm at the state where I will start crying if someone hugs me longer.
"Are you up baby" Da- Harry said from the door
He didn't receive a response. Lingered for a moment, probably wanting to enter, but left.
I didn't want to agree but it did hurt a bit. Part of me hoped he would stay and pick me up. How is he failing at being a so-called parent? Maybe he is not the problem. Well, I already know who it is. Drumroll please... it's me. Are you surprised?
Who am I talking to?
A knock was heard at the door, a few days later. Which was probably a few hours, I'm just dramatic. I haven't even noticed I've been sleeping
"Ada darling, time to wake up"
"no" I groaned, probably sounding like a dog
"It's four pm, you haven't eaten, you need a change"
"I want to sleep" I kept repeating
"For me?"
"LEAVE ME ALONE!!!"
He jumped, that's as much as I saw before I buried my head under the cover, covering my ears. I didn't want to continue the routine. Wake up, eat, nap, eat, nap, play, sleep. It gets boring.
"Get up" he ordered, bad idea
"No!"
"Now Adaline-"
"I don't want to! I don't want to! I don't want to! I DON'T WA-"
Didn't get to finish since he lifted me up, and landed five smacks.
"Behave little girl! Enough of tantrums."
Letting out a sob I just nodded.
"I want a verbal response" daddy said coldly
"I- you- you motherfucker"
"You just earned yourself a spanking. Now I will change you, we will eat, and then you are over my knee. You understand that little girl."
It didn't help that he was looking down on me. I don't understand. He was nice and now he is not. I don't want him to be angry and now he is. And I hate him but I love him. Why is he mean I just want him to be happy.
"Answer. Me"
"I understand" whispered quietly
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A/n Sending love, slay