Ijekiel's POV
It's almost been a year since school started and things have changed quite a lot..
Carlos and Amel have been very close lately..it annoys me every time I see them close
At first it was me and My Moon but- Carlos keeps on interrupting us out of nowhere and it annoys me!
especially the scene I saw that day...they we're so close that it hurts, it hurts my heart every time I think about it
this is the day! I know it, I can feel it! The day I finally tell Amel about my feelings..
Okay this is quite nerv wrekin but I'm determined!
I was walking through the halls as my heart was pounding out of my chest. I held a letter tightly in my hand until a saw Carlos infront of me
"Hey Ijekiel, are you searching for Amel~?" He tilted his head while smiling like usual
"Would you mind giving this to him" I gave him the letter as I tried to remain calm
I wouldn't actually give him this but my mind was too flustered to face him right now, since he and Amel have classes together next period, I decided to let him give it
He looked at me confused but shrugged it off as he took the letter while giving me a thumbs up
"Will do!" He run across the halls while humming in a wierd tone
"there's no backing out now" I sighed internally as I kept of mumbling about how would I do it
-Later that day-
Finally the Time has come! Okay calm down Ijekiel you can do this!
I'm standing near the pond where Amel and I usually spend time together, this was his favourite place in the entire school well besides our room- most likely his bed
I'm holding a bouquet of white roses that resembles his beautiful moonlight hair, I had arranged my hair neatly while my heart kept on pounding
The day was absolutely perfect..the sound of the leaves rustling in the wind as the sound of the birds tweeting are like music in my ears, well honestly my heart was the the only thing I'm
hearing but that's not important!
but...what if he doesn't like me? no no no! even if he doesn't have feelings for I'll be happy on what he choose, I love him and I'll happily let him go if it hurts me..
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10 minutes
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1 hour
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3 hours
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"He isn't coming is he?" I sighed loudly as I looked at the sky that's now dark
I felt my heart ache as I try to hold back my tears... He could've at least come
I decided to walk around the campus trying to calm myself down or most likely forget the pain before I go my to my room
I know that I might not handle my emotions if I saw him right now, I looked at the rose on my hand as I smiled bitterly
While I was mindlessly walking around I saw a certain figure that made me froze in place...it was Amel!- wait he isn't alone..he was with Carlos?
What I saw made me devastated, Stream of tears fell from my golden eyes, I dropped the bouquet of roses on the ground as I clenched my chest
Carlos was kneeling on the ground holding a rose in front of Amel...I couldn't hear what they we're saying but- I know what had happened next as Carlos immediately pulled Amel into a hug
I couldn't process anything as I ran straight to my room and jumped onto the bed
If Amel would be happy with him so do I...of Course that's what I want to believe, but it still hurt, it felt like daggers are piercing through my heart
I hid underneath my sheets as endless stream of tears fell from my eyes as I curled myself up into a ball...I just want to forget everything..
I eventually cried myself asleep that night...it was the worst
I was soon woken up by a certain someone..His beautiful violet eyes staring right into mine as his beautiful moonlight hair flutter in the cold breeze, I unconsciously rubbed his pink flushed cheeks as I only thought of one word.. Beautiful
"Uh- Ijekiel are you awake?" He asked me as I immediately pulled my hand away realising it wasn't a dream
"Ah! I'm sorry moon! I didn't realise" I was immediately embarrassed as he let out a small laugh
"It's okay, It was my fault eventually for waking you up" He smiled at me brightly making me stare at him, his smile made me forget all of my pain and reminded me the reason I love him
"H-hey I think Carlos and I are together?" He tilted his head confused as my heart sting but I try to shrugged it off
"Wha- really!?" I asked trying my best to act shocked
"I told him at first that I have never loved anyone in a romantic way and I'm not sure if I can love him the way he wants..but he told me it was okay and he'll show me what love was" He sighed loudly as I stared at him shocked
"I guess we are somewhat together- Ah! My heart is pounding so fast!" He sank his face into his palms as I let out a small "laugh"
"He's lucky to have someone like you" I unconsciously hugged him, he flinched at first before returning the hug
"It's not like I'm anyone special for him to be lucky" He laughed as I tighten my grip around his figure
"No, you are special...and I wished that it was me who you're with" I thought as I somehow felt comfortable and eventually fell asleep
Amel's POV
D-did Kiel just fell asleep? Well he was indeed exhausted
I carefully placed him on his bed as I returned to mine..."I wonder on how would this turn out"
"Carlos huh"...I Immediately flushed as I sunk my face Into my pillow trying to fall asleep and..I guess I did as don't remember what happened
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Everything has changed quite a lot eventually, well- me and Keil haven't changed he is still my best friend and he is mine! he's like an older brother that I never had
Well me and Carlos... he was definitely different like very very different, he would buy me gifts and sometimes we'll eat together- Okay I know we usually do this, but this time it felt different my heart beats fast every time he's around
Is this "love" that he told me about? if this is somehow love, I like this feeling
Me and Carlos together.. Okay Amel snap out of it! we've only been together for a few months, and soon I'll eventually be teaching here
I wonder how they'll react- I haven't told them about me graduating and especially about me being a teacher
they thought that since I'm advance from my peers the school let me have class with higher levels
they don't know that I'm actually been intruding random classes for the past year and I don't plan on telling them (sorry Keil and Carlos)
I was immediately snapped out of my thoughts as I saw Carlos suddenly jumped to me making all the paperworks scatter everywhere on my desk
"Hello Beautiful~" He snuggled into me as he peck my cheeks making me all flustered
"Carlos I told you not to do that!" I pouted as he let out a small chuckle and sat on the seat across me
"Soooo~ what are you doing?" He tilted his head making his dark blue hair flutter in the wind
"Assignment- because unlike Mr. Slaker Student Council president I have a lot of things to do" I smirked as he pouted while crossing his arms
"I-i I'm not a slaker! and don't call me that!" He stood from his chair while slamming the desk making the already scattered paperworks scattered even more as he just avoided eye contact
"Aren't you the student council president~?" I arranged my papers as he just sulked
"yeah yeah, and you are the unreachable prodigy~" I flinched at the name while he tilted his head as he smiled brightly
While the both of us are bickering like usual, Keil suddenly entered the room while giving us an seriously look before taking out some tea and snacks out of nowhere
"Where- nevermind, so how was patrol?" I asked as he let out a loud sigh whole pouring us some tea
"There we're students who was a bit hard to handle but everything went under control" He said as he sipped his tea silently
Kiel is the vice president in the student council but he also helps in the discipline team, he would normally do patrols to maintain peace in our school while Carlos was the president being a complete slaker, I don't even know how did he ended up as the president...at first they wanted me as the president but due to "special reasons" ehem already graduated* I was not allowed to participate
"So in short they we're a disappointed but there was some decent ones as well" I said as I continued to drink my favourite Mystic tea
"Amel you can't just say that!" Carlos pouted as he ate a biscuit, he didn't like Mystic tea because he said it was a commoners drink and it was low class, at first I was mad but I decided to shrug it off
"Well I'm off~" Carlos said as he ran out of the room while he gave me a wink
"So troublesome" I pinched the bridge of my nose but I was clearly flushing
"Moon why do Carlos always leave around this time?" He asked me while I just chuckled
"Probably because he decided to be decent around this time" He both laughed until my presence was requested by the principal
As I was walking through the halls while I was greeted by many students, I've gotten quite close with everyone since I've been ehem intruding theirs classes
I spotted Carlos' dark blue hair fluttering in the wind as his golden eyes shine like gold, I immediately blushed and looked away
I decided to approach him but a young girl approached him first, she had rose colored hair and beautiful emerald eyes.They we're both happily laughing and chattering with eachother
"Oh, I haven't seen her before, she's probably his friend" I was about to approach them before I felt a hand grab my shoulders
"Oh Mr.Assistant! you startle me" He scratch the back of his head while he apologise
"The Principal is looking for you" He said politely as we both went to his office
"Greetings Mr. Principal" I slightly bowed my head as he gave me a bright smile asking me to sit
"Mr.Amel how are you doing? I've heard from others that you visited all the classes" He laughed as I slightly looked down embarrassed
"I had to prepare myself and get to know the students..but there was one girl I haven't seen before" I put my hand on my chin as he gave me an "oh"
"You're probably talking about Miss Rosabella! the one with red hair and green eyes" He said as I gave a small nodd
"it's quite understandable since miss Rosabella is a special case, you could say she's very high class noble, she doesn't want to be with anyone lower then her" He clicked his tongue sounding disappointed
"Well- Are you ready?, you'll be starting next month" He looked concerned at me while I let out a small chuckle
"I'm always ready" I let out a confident smile while he laughed
"Of course you are, of course" He stood up from his seat as we both shaked hands
I slowly bowed as I left the room, I'm thinking of finding Kiel or Carlos, until one young male approached me
"Mr.Scholar!" He screamed as I looked at him confused, it's been a while since I've heard that
"Please call me Amel" I bowed as he stared to panic saying no need for formalities
"what would perhaps need me for Mr Soma?" I asked while his eyes widen with surprise
"Y-you know me?" He asked stuttering while I let out a small smile
"Of course Mr.Soma we've been to Sociology together" I smiled while he looked at me with disbelief
"didn't you only attended my class only one time!?" He screamed while both of his hands were in the air
"I-i apologise!" He bowed as he realised what he did while I simply said it was okay
"So what would you like to know?" I asked as he started fidgeting
"Y-you see, there's this g-girl I like and since you're handsome and you're currently seeing someone I wanted to ask some advice" He was blushing while he stared at the ground, I tired to hide my flushed cheeks with a small cough
"Oh you mean M'lady Amber?" I asked while he covered my mouth making me chuckle
"H-how do you know that!?" He screamed whisper as I gave him an obvious look
"Can you help me?" He asked while I let out a small smirk
"Hmm, Knowing her personality I think you could kind of intimate her" I said as he gave me a confused look
"Here I'll give you an example" I said while I suddenly saw Ijekiel approaching me
"Hey Moon what are y-" Before he could finish his sentence I pinned him against the wall as he froze in place
"Hey Kiel, Can Iike you?" I whispered into his ear while letting out a seductive smirk
"Wha-" He said. I shoved a piece of candy into his mouth while I licked the sugar off of my finger"
"I guess you could do that or just be yourself!" I said as I faced Mr.Soma who was taking notes
"Thank you so much Amel! but I think you should check Mr. Alpheus-" He said as I turn to look at Kiel who was frozen in place
"Kiel are you okay!?" I screamed shaking him as he suddenly fainted!
"I think I better go, please excuse me" I bowed at Mr.Soma as I gently carried Keil bridal style back to our room
Ijekiel's POV
I slowly flutter my eyes open as I saw a familiar ceiling making me guess I was in my room
I slowly scanned the room to see a familiar figure doing some paperworks on his desk, I suddenly turned away as I remember what happened earlier
Since when did he had that side of him!? he was so hot-
Stop! remember his already with Carlos I sighed inwardly as I felt an ache from my heart
I still like him, and my feelings didn't changed..
I buried myself underneath the sheets while rolling on the bed
"You're Awake Kiel!" Amel smile as he lift up my sheets making him Inches away from my face
"Y-yeah I just woke up!" I tried to hide my flushed cheeks as I sat up from the bed
"Sorry about earlier- Mr. Soma was asking something" He let out a small laugh while scratching the back of his head
"no problem.." I let our small smirk as I glanced on the familiar papers on his desk
"Aren't those papers for the Student Council president?" I frowned as he avoided eyes contact
"No those are my papers" He said calmly but I knew he was lying
"I've been living with you for almost a year, you do know that your ears go red when you lie" I said while crossing my arms as he cutely pouted
It was indeed true, whenever Amel lies the tip of his ears turn red almost as if he's flustered also when he's nervous he stared rubbing both of his thumbs together. It was honestly cute how his face doesn't change but if you noticed the small details in him, he's pretty obvious like an open book
"Yeah yeah, just help me carry these papers to Carlos" He rolled his eyes as he carried a stack of paper in his hands
I soon helped him carry the rest of the papers as we both went towards Carlos' dorm, I was still teasing him as we stopped in front of his door
Amel was about to knock but I accidentally trip making me open the door while all the papers scattered everywhere
"Kiel are you oka-" He suddenly stopped as he stood there frozen, his face went pale as his eyes we're widen with surprised
I didn't know what was happening unti I saw that-
Carlos was on top of a girl, I looked at them in disbelief and quickly turned to Amel who looked pale
"Ha...I should've known" He pinch the bridge of his nose as he let out a loud sigh
I could clearly see how his violet eyes we're holding back his tears, Carlos immediately got up as he looked pale
"D-darling aren't you supposed to be doing paperwork?" He said which made me furious
"Oh my looks like you forgot, I was his Majesty's Scholar for a reason" Amel said as he glared at them making him back away immediately
"forget it, we're over" Amel rolled his eyes as I saw Carlos stared at him in disbelief
"Y-you can't do that! I know you love me!" Carlos screamed, I felt anger..how could he say that!
"Please don't, If you break up with me my position in school would be ruined! we're are perfect for eachother, with you by my side my reputation increases!" He looked at him desperately while I tighten my grip
"Cmon Keil let's g-" Before Amel could finish his sentence I Immediately punched Carlos in the face, he fell on the ground while looking at me confused
"Sorry there's was a bug on you're face- oh I meant you're the bug" I rubbed my wrist while Amel let out a smirk
"Have fun Slut~" Amel lifted up his middle finger before dragging me out of the room
"That was some Vulgar actions! but he Indeed deserved it" I nodded while he let out a small chuckle
"If I could've hit him more I would do it!" I tighten my fist until I felt him placing his hands on mine
"I'm already happy you decided to get mad at him for my place" He let out a small smile while I sighed loudly
"I'm surprised on how you didn't get mad knowing you-"
*clang*
I was suddenly interrupted by a loud clang on the ground, it was a sword.. more on it was Amel's sword
I looked at him with wide eyes as he quickly averted his gaze trying to hide the sword with his feet
Oh wow looks like if I haven't hitted him first, it would've been a bloody scene
"I no- I was training! yeah!" He was stuttering while tip of his ears went red
"Yeah yeah...How about some tea?" I patted his head while he slowly nodded
I know that even if he's acting like nothings wrong, he was clearly hurt inside. I couldn't help but feel guilty..If I was the one who was with him I would treat him better..
I decided to push all of my necessary thoughts away, as of right now Amel needs me the most
I'll make sure you to let that bug get what he deserves..