I would like you all to listen this version of cup of coffee it is suitable for chapter and if ur vibe is same then you can relate
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Mewgulf is hugging laughing and talking with eachother blushing and so happy
Finally with eachother
"Love we are finally together"
Mew smile and nodded admiring love of his life
"It is finally i am feeling blessed and happy no fight no other person only us"
Mew held Gulf nape and kiss his forehead loving they were reading their favourite book because of which they meet
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Mew is a senior in university and evryone admire him he is like a precious dimond for his parents for his University smart handsome sweet
Gulf is 2nd year student he is like average student no one important student he is here for himself he spend his time in library other then class
Gulf is a child who is abuse by his parents his parents always wanted that his child will walk on their path the path they have created on their own even before Gulf born
He is beautiful and sweet child but not what his parents wants because Gulf is dumb to them he is not good in their eyes because Gulf always do what is against his parents
He never like what his parents demand he never do as his parents says he always think his parents mind is not devloped stubborn and chip mind set
Like"Gulf you can't do anything"
"You are burden ungrade full child"
"Gulf you will be doctor"
"Gulf you will do what i said "
And so on its like he is puppet to his own parents
And if he not do then he have to listen their abusive words abusive beating
He is gay but he know very well his parents will never allow him to date guys they will be more agressive if they know
On other hand Mew he come from very rich family his family have very good reputation to maintain all this Mew was trained from very young age
It's frustrated for Mew he wants to live free life without any worry just him and the one who will love him
He did what his parents wants he walk on the path set up for him
But how long can anyone walk on the path they don't want to they don't love hell not even like to feel suffocated and sick
That's what happen
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Mew and Gulf both meet at library they both want to read same book they touch it from different sides it's then where their eyes meet
They both stuck with eachother eyes like everything is stop for them
"Hey i want to read this book" Mew
"But i find it first" Gulf
That's when a brilliant idea come to Mew mind he smirke staring at a Beauty infront of him
"Then why not we read it together"
Gulf is confused
"How"
"Mmm....let's just say one page you read and i will listen then i will read next and you listen"
Gulf like this idea and smile brightly and nodded
"Okay"
From then they both started to spend time with eachother they talk not just about thier favourite book but them they get to know about eachother they both are happy and feel connected to eachother the bond is strong
Gulf know what he is feeling for Mew but Mew he didn't realise what is his feeling for Gulf he always thought he is stright he never give any interest to his love life
Cuddling comfert flirting is all normal to them now Gulf cheeks always are Red and Mew teased him alot
The love comfert warmth Gulf is craving from young age he get all this from Mew
Warmth and love what Mew needs he get it from Gulf
But their parents get to know and Gulf get a hard slap on face from his parents bullied humiliation toxicity from both side is started to suffocate Gulf no one is on his side the one Mew is also going to merry someone
Gulf silently adore everything in him he never tell anyone about what he is feeling what he is going though just he went depressed and more silent then he is before his life from the beginning is not good and now everyone include to his problem
Mew is also depressed it was party from a side of famous rich girl family she is obsessed with Mew and their families want them to be together too
Mew never like her that day Mew take Gulf with him and they both get drunk emotions and feelings are all mixed up and they made it
They had bittersweet sex and it get to know Mew soon to be fiance she is very jelaous and Angry she wants to destroy the man who take away Mew from her
She did she make their parents to get them merry and MewGulf they both did not yet said their feelings to eachother
Gulf want to he is trying to contact Mew but Mew is scared and confused he don't know what to do he is clearing his mind when they both get news that Mew is going to merry Lina
Gulf is broken his hreat is just feel like someone take it or squeeze it very tightly when he get to know that news he is just smiling a bitter smile in his room he is feeling betrayed and used
"Not new evryone has used me you too but in very painful way it's okay maybe their is something bad in me only that's why this happens with me again and again"
Mew don't know what to do he just follow what his parents wants silently he knows he is doing very wrong to someone his panic started when Gulf did not contact him from 2 days
He is feeling very uneasy and painful he is so sick
He go to meet Gulf in university he know that he can't meet Gulf like normal now or for now
But what he see just broke his heart he see people who are bullying him by ripping his shirt off and laughing punching amd touching him
His blood boiled he went to them and cover Gulf upper body who is silent Gulf know this will going to happen they will he had suffer it before he will going to suffer it this time too he push Mew and went out from crowd not even a single tears
But only Gulf know what is in his mind thoughts and talks names and burden laugh joke and humiliation pain and depression anxiety
Ik it is too long this time that's why it have part 2