Warnings: aruging, mentions about rape,self harm
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Your pov:
My mind can only stay on that one day when me and Vic broke up,it was the worst day of my life and now im getting hate for it.
Flashback
Me and Vic were on the bed sitting next to each other "I didn't sleep with him Vic!" ,My eyes started to tear up ,but I didn't want to say anything about that day, I got raped, I didn't say anything to Vic about that until one of Liam's friends (Liam was the one who raped me) told Victoria that I 'slept' with him ,I didn't.Vic looked at me and yelled in my face "well then what did you do ,cause one of Liam's friends told me that you were sleeping with him!",I was gonna say that I was raped by Liam and that he lied ,I thought for a second because if I said that I would let out sobs and can't say anything ,"well are you gonna say anything!" Vic yelled at me.I stayed quiet for a good 10 minutes, "Vic-" ,"no shut up!" "But Vic-" "no just get out of my house ,and we're over now!",I looked at her with tears running down my face and just grabbed my stuff and left her house with tears flowing down my face and I got in the car and slammed the steering wheel 3 times and yelled "fuck ,he's got his way now!" ,And then I l drove away.
That's all I could remember and now Im getting hate and now I have no friends they all left me because they really all believed in Liam and there was a secret I kept.
I didn't tell them that I was cutting myself for like ,I don't even know at this point now and I still cut my wrists till this day.
I haven't been outside for a while and I need to get food,so I am very scared now ,I got on clothes and got my phone and keys for the house,I wasn't taking my car because the store was close to me.
But I know that would be a bad idea but I just wanted to get some food that's all ,I got outside and closed the door and started walking.
After 5 minutes of walking guess who I saw,my worst enemy , paparazzi.
They came up to me and they said questions I didn't like,like they said "why did you cheat on Victoria" "do you still text Victoria till this day?" ,And of course I didn't answer them.
I started to speed run because I got a little scared by them,and then after a little more walking I got to the store.
After I was done shopping I walked out of the store, I started to look if there was any paparazzi because i wanted to run home cause it was getting dark now.
I saw no paparazzi so then I started running to my house. After running for a couple minutes I stopped cause my legs were hurting so I started walking again.
But after a few minutes of walking I got to my house my legs and arms hurt like hell, so I got my keys and opened the door.
I got inside the house and set the groceries down and closed the door ,I picked up the groceries and went to the kitchen and started putting things away until I thought of something.
How could I not get hate anymore and stop myself from cutting ,and then I thought I could say something on my story a-about how I was raped and that I didn't cheat on Victoria because everybody thinks that I cheated on Vic.
Plus Vic would see it she forgot to unfollow me ,so I grabbed out my phone and went on Instagram and posted a big long paragraph about the rape and that I didn't cheat ,it was hard for me to write that.
After I was done writing the long paragraph I posted it on my story and I could feel tears dot on the side of my eyes ,one went down,and then the other one went down,and I wiped them quickly "I should got going to bed now."
So I got up from the couch and started walking to my bedroom,when I got there I plopped on the bed ,put a blanket over me and went to sleep immediately.
Vic's pov:
I woke up by the boys clamming pans downstairs and playing music , I got up and ran downstairs and I see Ethan twerking and the boys cheering him up and I just stared at them until they noticed me .
After some minutes they noticed me and they started laughing "how long have you been watching this?!?!" Damiano said as he was laughing ,I started laughing "um like a couple minutes?!?!" I said awkwardly.
After I was done laughing I sat on the couch and sat next to Ethan ,I got out my phone and went on Instagram , I see that my ex girlfriend y/n posted on her story, then I thought 'shit I forgot to unfollow her!.'
I was about to unfollow her until I got curious to look at her story so I did ,it was a big paragraph ,I started reading it.
It was all about that one day that was like 4 days ago ,I started reading more and then I read, 'i was going to tell Victoria I was raped but she kept on interrupting me and she told me to leave and she thought I cheated on her.' My eyes watered up.
I looked at Ethan with watery eyes and he looked back at me, "y/n didn't cheat on me Ethan" he looked at me with a shocked face "what how!" He said while his eyes were wide open ,The boys started to look at us and they both said "what did you just say."
I turned my head "y/n didn't cheat on me guys ,she was raped ,one of Liam friends told me that she slept with Liam ,and she couldn't say that she was raped because I kept on interrupting her, I remember that day ,I interrupted her and I told her to leave and that we were over"
I started to cry "it's all my fault that I interrupted her" I said as the tears kept on flowing down my face, Ethan hugged me tightly while I was crying on his shirt, Thomas came over to me and joined the hug ,so did Damiano.
It was quiet until Thomas said "maybe you should go talk to her today" ,I looked at Thomas and said "thank you Thomas for saying that" and i smiled at him ,we got out of the hug "I'm going to y/n's ,wish me luck" I said as I crossed my fingers.
I got up from the couch and put on my shoes, "bye bye guys" and they replied with a 'bye' too ,I got out of the house and started walking because her house wasn't far away from here.
So I started walking and can you guess who I can see coming up to me ,the people who love to follow people around famous people and there name are called , paparazzi's.
They came up running to me and they asked questions like 'do you believe what y/n said on her story' 'do you still love y/n' 'do you still follow y/n' ,I stopped in my tracks and started to yell "ok everyone that's hearing me right now let me talk to you real quick,what y/n said was real I still remember like what she said on her story she said that she couldn't tell me that she got raped cause I was interuppting her and that's fucking true so get out of my way and let me fucking be."
And I walked away, I was getting closer to y/n's house closer,closer,and closer ,and then I got there ,I got a little nervous but I knocked on the door.
Your pov:
I was getting my coffee until I heard a knock on the door,I wasn't expecting any visitors today,I went to the door and I opened it ,it was Vic.
She looked up at me, "h-hey Vic why are you here?" ,She probably knew about the whole story thing now "to apologize" she said while sighing ,I looked at her , nodded and let her in.
We both sat on the couch and I said "what do you wanna apologize about?" I asked nicely, Vic looked at me like she just saw a ghost "isn't so obvious y/n,I saw your story that's why I'm here",I forgot about that.
"Uh oh um well go on" ,she looked at me in the eyes deeply ,"I'm sorry that I kept on interrupting you ,Im sorry that I kicked you out because I thought you cheated with Liam,and I'm sorry I believed in Liam's friend." ,My eyes watered up as I said "i-its ok ,but I've done some bad things ,it really was a bad habit , really bad ,a-and I did that because I was getting why to much hate so many people would text me to kill myself and said that they would kill me ,I was going to do that b-but I did something else then killing myself."
Vic waited for me to say something ,she didn't have any patience "y/n what did you do" she said impatiently, I looked at her and said "Vic i-i have been cutting my wrists for a l-little long."
I pulled up my sleeves and showed her the cuts that were on my wrist ,she looked at them and then she looked at me with tears in her eyes and pulled me into her chest "i-im so sorry y/n I should've listened to you" she said as I started sobbing in her chest.
After crying for a while "v-vic I still love you,a-alot" ,she stayed quiet , I got very nervous "please-" ,"I-i love you too y/n ,I regret my decision,I still loved you but when I heard that you 'slept' with someone I didn't feel a connection anymore" ,I looked up at her and said "y-you love me?" ,She nodded her head.
"Really?!?!" "Yes really" and she smirked at me and gave her a big hug . Oh goodness I missed giving her hugs.
After a little bit I pulled out of the hug as I said to Vic "uh I have a question for you ,even though you might not be ready,but you can just tell me if you're not ready to tell me the answer" she looked at me, "go on."
I thought for a minute and said quickly "will you be my girlfriend Vic?" , She looked at me shocked "uh erm" ,tears dotted the side of my eyes ,I regret everything I said.
"Uh y/n" she looked up at me ,I looked up at her too "I would love to be your girlfriend!" ,And she tackled me on the couch,in my head I thought 'finally!.'
After a while of staying on the couch "well I better get going now", I frowned at her and said "no please don't go ,stay with me" ,Vic ignored me and she got off the couch.
She was about to walk away from me until I grabbed her and she turned around as I said "please",she stopped and thought for a second and said "ok fine I'll stay here ,but just for the day ,ok ,and we should get going to bed now it's like 10:00 I think."
"ok yeah you're right I'm getting tired too,let's go upstairs" , I got off the couch and grabbed Vic's hand and we walked upstairs ,when we got to my bedroom Vic got in first,she seemed tired.
But you know what I was tired of my life. But anyways I got into bed and put the covers over Vic and me ,I moved to the side Vic was on as I said "goodnight" "nighty night" and we both went to sleep.
The end
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Hey guys, sorry this story took so long I was so busy and couldn't think what to write so yeah I hope you guys liked the story and have a great day.
Love, ally ❤️
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