Baahon mein teri aake lagaa
Mera safar toh yahin tak hai
Tumse shuru tumpe hi khatam
Meri kahaani tumhi tak hai
"Vansh???"
she called out for the name she chants like a prayer all day and night
The name that was etched upon her body, heart and most importantly her soul
Her wondering eyes scanned the entire room, desperate for a glimpse of him so that she could be at peace
But he was no where in sight???
Dil ko jo de raahat si
Tujhme hai woh khamoshi
Sau baar talaash liya khudko
Kuch tere siva na mila mujhko
Where was he???
Was he alright???
Did someone hurt him???
The same questions where constantly roaming in her mind as she continued running mindlessly on the snow covered road, not caring a bit for her own self that was turning slightly blue due to the extreme cold
She couldn't feel it
She couldn't feel her pain
She wanted him,
Safe and sound
Then only she would be at peace
Saanson se rishta tod bhi loon
Tumse tod na paungi.. Hmm..
When riddhima, a simple physiotherapist yet a spy for her love, had entered vansh rai singhania's world, she didn't had the slightest idea that she would end up falling soo deeply and madly in love with him
It was as if her soul was merged with his
She could breath only when he was around
She could be happy only when he was around
She could live only when he was around
He was a part of her soul
Main phir bhi tumko chaahungi
Main phir bhi tumko chaahungi
Iss chaahat mein marr jaaungi
Main phir bhi tumko chaahungi
The hatred she had been seeing in his eyes from the past few months did absolutely nothing to decrease her love for him,
Infact she felt herself at the edge of insanity to gain his forgiveness and love
This is what true love does to you right???
It breaks you to no extent
Aankhen khule toh main dekhun tujhe
Sirf yeh hi farmaish hai
Pehli toh mujhko yaad nahi
Tu meri aakhiri khwahish hai
The painful six months of separation after his fake death had left a void in her heart, that could only be filled by him
Wasn't it ironic,
The same love that burns you to ashes holds the power to reincarnate you
Seh loon main ab teri kami
Mujhse yeh hoga hi nahi
"Please god keep him safe
Keep my vansh safe"
The reckless vehicle drove at its highest speed, in order to escape punishment, after hitting the innocent soul yet instead of praying to god for sending someone to help her, her lips kept chanting safety prayers for him
Tum aise mujhme shaamil ho
Tum jaan meri tum hi dil ho
Shaayad main bhula doon khud ko bhi
Par tumko bhool na paaungi
Ho..
Maybe God too had finally decided to take pity on the poor soul as he had realised that death would be a better option for the girl insane in love than the betrayal that was waiting for her
Main phir bhi tumko chaahungi
Main phir bhi tumko chaahungi
Iss chaahat mein marr jaaungi
Main phir bhi tumko chaahungi..
Her bloodied body lay lifelessly on the cold road as the snow slowly started blanketing it
Yet before she could be free from this cruel world once in for all, she called out for her tormentor, hoping that he would take her in his embrace but even this peaceful death was not soo peaceful for her because she was not in the arms of her love
"Vansh"
And thats how a girl who worshipped her love like god died with the love she had for him beating in her soul for eternity.
The end
I was making my practical notebook and listening to songs when this song came up, and once again i ended up in tears remembering the night of manali